Beibei,

I still find myself looking at the wheel that you always hang around at. It all came too sudden, you were still eating happily few hours before it all came crashing.

So sorry my little one. Life has been hard on you. You are so special, hope the time spent with me has made it a little more worthwhile.

Miss baobao and you so much. Both of you will always be my baobei.

You are always with me now.

Loves

I want to tell you how blessed I feel now that you are with me.

I could only see you in blurry scans previously. Now you are right infront and I could touch you. Just feel like holding you the whole day to make you feel loved.

Can't put in words how touched and grateful I truly am to have you.

Mama loves you :)

The last 10 months wasn't the easiest. Wild thoughts filled my mind all the time and constant worrying took a toll on my body and mind.

All these are worth it, you are healthy and good.

I'm grateful for everything.

Blessed

Being a mom

时间久了,很多东西都能慢慢放下。。。

To let go of your belongings wasn't easy.  It took me close to 3 years...

You are still in my heart all the while...

I miss you

Dad,

We traded your chair for another, hope you don't mind. It's hard to let go but we have to move on... our little one will always be reminded of you and what a great man you are.

The clothes and items you have kept will be used by our little one.

You are always part of us.

I miss you.

I still think about you all the time... and it hurts.