31.10.04

okayx.. i think my blog... HATES BIAN TAI PPL... muahaha... yeah? like i care... yest my entry was on long lanjiaox.. and my thoughts abt it... and then? I KEPT REFRESHIN MY WINDOW... yet i din see the thiNG!! where's my entry huH? U ATE IT HUh?

anywayx.. i juz wana complain abt tis today.. and sori blog.. i shouldnt have SCREW u yest.. coz i saw my entry posted the day before... sorix

weix

30.10.04

screw this blog.. yest i wrote this EXTREMELY LONG AND TOUCHIN entry.. yet it came out ERROR!! im not gonna forgive u for tht.... my effort k?

anywayz, yest entry was abt ms kok's departure.. and how i felt abt it..bottom line.. she is a great person.. i think ... even though there are times she is quite stubborn over the things she believes in.. when she plays the piano.. i cried coz i was touched.. u know, sometimes ppl may look tough outside but still deep inside there is a soft side of em.. and for ms kok.. i guess it was the piano.. quite sad arhx... and she realli contributed ALOT to our skool... realli see her effort in doin tht.. i will miss u..

now i have this serious attitude problem.. realli dunno why but i have got it.. maybe i am feelin his anxiety bah? or maybe i am juz givin myself another excuse to be angry wif the world for nth.. i dunno.... i realli hate life to be honest.. if i can i wished i can go to him n say ' hey no worries k? it will all be fine...' but i know i cant... i am in no position to and i dun have the courage..

aiya.. today i will be gd.. no vulgarities.... :D

weix






29.10.04

if there is an award for the MOST 10 IDIOTIC PPL in the whole of singapore.. i guess i will be in it... come to think abt it.. there's alot of idiotic things i do and i din even realise i made tht mistakes...

Example


let me gif u ppl a little background story... i live in this damn deserted place.. (yeah).. so everyday if i wanna travel to anywhere i gotta take a freakin bus.. take for example the bus is called 123.. wherever i go.. i gotta take the bus.. i mean somewhere far.. not like goin and hangin around the neighbourhood.. so here's the stupid thing i said....

One day.. i went to my fren's condo wif My fren.. lets call her A...

Me( pointin at one of the blks in the condo): eh! same blk number wif my house le!!
A (Puzzled) : Huh?
Me: yeah.. see!! 123 le!! i live in blk 123 also...!!
A ( more puzzled): but i thought 123 is the bus num?
Me: -.-

u can call me stupid or wad.. i admit...

today is quite a sad day... She's leavin our skool.. i kinda wan her to stay and not to leave us.. its quite saddenin u know.. i admit when i was in sec1 i detest her like wad... kept complainin to my parents how bad she was.. but now i have grown... even though there are times i still think she is irritating... but i know she is doin it coz she wanted us to be a better person.. realli hope tht she stay on till our batch leaves.... but i dunno.. maybe she is happi as she is promoted ? i dunno....

before the thing.. i was doin another idiotic thing.. -.- i was pluckin white hair for caryn... its kinda stupid.. but .... I VERI SIAN LE!! dun blame me.. haha.. she more idiotic.. ask me pluck white hair and dun pull out the whole strand of hair.. juz snap the hair tht has white colour on it.. -.- tough work.. haha.. but I SIAN LE!! haha

during the farewell thingy.. i was tryin to hold my tears half the time... even though she might not know my name or wad.. but i feel tht she is a great individual wif great aspirations.. i realli respect her for the fact... and i think tht she is a great person if u get to know her better.. i din cry during the speeches tht diff ppl made.. the speeches realli bulid up emotions in me.. i realli feel tht she had made great contributions to our skool... her efforts are realli great.. tht is the touchin part.. the part tht made me cried was her playin on the piano and singin.. i still rem the last time she sang and i was laughin like hell and even got scolded.. but this time i din laugh.. it made me cry.. i saw the side of the principal tht i never saw before.. u know, she realli look like a strong person outside.. but when she sings.. the femine side of her came out.. realli sad arhx.. :'c

i think im gonna miss her..

sad arhx

weix

24.10.04

let me start wif a story..
A BABY HANDLING OVER CEREMONY
so i was on this DAMN BUS tht i have waited for like 15-20mins... there i was happily sittin on the DAMN BUS.. then i saw this woman carryin a young kid in her hands boarded the bus.. AS A KID LOVER.. i will keep lookin at the kid.. yeah.. i love babies k.. so cutex.. so the DAMN BUS moved from one stop to the other... then when it reached to this particular stop, the lady stood up and walks to the exit door of the bus.. i thought she was goin down... she pressed the bell, the bus stopped.. then the door opened.. SO HERE IS THE FUCKIN BIG DEAL... this man, STOOD ON ONE OF THE STEPS OF THE BUS.. then the woman,HANDS OVER THE kid to him! exuse me? he kid wAs like 2 years old at most..

here's my comment.. HALO? U SICK OR WAD? i seen ppl doin tht.... but it was like for bags or items.. U THINK UR CHILD IS WAD? ITEM HUH? oie... i was realli shocked at the sight of it k.. kao.. if u wanna hand ur child over to another person, pls lah.. at least alight lah.. its veri dangerous like tht k! wad if the kid falls down? kao.. waste like 1buck more on the bus fee is better than riskin to let ur child fall down k.. and it doesnt seemed like ur rushin.. if u r rushin.. u will take TAXI AND NOT BUS! irresponsible ppl....!!

DAMN TODAY TODAY SUX.. IM GONNA LIKE FUCK MYSELF FROM HEAD TO TOE IF I HAVE A DICK! daMn!!! i went to cut my hair ... and it is like shit.. kao.. my dad had been laughin at me for like the past 2hrx.. shit lahx....

anywayz yest alot of incident happen.. i do not care much.. oh.. anywayx i saw the filming of streetwise in IMM.. muahaha


23.10.04

let me start wif a story..
A BABY HANDLING OVER CEREMONY
so i was on this DAMN BUS tht i have waited for like 15-20mins... there i was happily sittin on the DAMN BUS.. then i saw this woman carryin a young kid in her hands boarded the bus.. AS A KID LOVER.. i will keep lookin at the kid.. yeah.. i love babies k.. so cutex.. so the DAMN BUS moved from one stop to the other... then when it reached to this particular stop, the lady stood up and walks to the exit door of the bus.. i thought she was goin down... she pressed the bell, the bus stopped.. then the door opened.. SO HERE IS THE FUCKIN BIG DEAL... this man, STOOD ON ONE OF THE STEPS OF THE BUS.. then the woman,HANDS OVER THE kid to him! exuse me? he kid wAs like 2 years old at most..

here's my comment.. HALO? U SICK OR WAD? i seen ppl doin tht.... but it was like for bags or items.. U THINK UR CHILD IS WAD? ITEM HUH? oie... i was realli shocked at the sight of it k.. kao.. if u wanna hand ur child over to another person, pls lah.. at least alight lah.. its veri dangerous like tht k! wad if the kid falls down? kao.. waste like 1buck more on the bus fee is better than riskin to let ur child fall down k.. and it doesnt seemed like ur rushin.. if u r rushin.. u will take TAXI AND NOT BUS! irresponsible ppl....!!

DAMN TODAY TODAY SUX.. IM GONNA LIKE FUCK MYSELF FROM HEAD TO TOE IF I HAVE A DICK! daMn!!! i went to cut my hair ... and it is like shit.. kao.. my dad had been laughin at me for like the past 2hrx.. shit lahx....

anywayz yest alot of incident happen.. i do not care much.. oh.. anywayx i saw the filming of streetwise in IMM.. muahaha

21.10.04


me and my cousin... dunno how many yearx backzzz.... Posted by Hello
lol.. today im a gd gal... i din go outXx! muahaha.... okayx maybe itz becoz i dun wanna spend money and i wanna save it for holidayz so i can save more.. and maybe coz my foot realli hurtx abit bahx.. haha.. GUai ritex?!?! hahaha

so this GUAI gal over here... watch tv... and in the morning.. i watch Kids Central.. i know i know... im 15 and i still watch kid's show? yeah i do.. muahaha.... so i was watchin SESAME STREETS.... u know the cartoon where BiG BIrD ( muahahah) , elmo and etc where performin at? GUESS WHO I SAW IN THT SHOW?? okay.. dun need to.. even if i gif u a hundred years u will never get it.... its KOFI ANAN ( sorri if i spelt the name wrongli) it's KOFI ANAN FROM UN! UNITED NATIONS..OMG!

his appearance realli shocked me.. but the sesame streets realli gotta veri bad storyline for tht section..
the story was abt Elmo and his frenx arguin who was gonna sing first.. then he came in and resolved the problem by sayin everyone can sing at the same time
-.-
well? no comments..

anywayz tht asshole fucked me up again... cb lah.... knn.... realli hope u get ur ass off k? i do not even wanna see ur shadow.. it piss me off juz to see ONE LETTER of ur name!

anywayz... today they will have this discussion of PROMOTING and DEMOTING students..so i guess they will have this EXTREMELY BIG TABLE wif all the teachers involved sitting around it wif Ms kok sitting rite in the middle of it... then they have this VERI BIG SCREEN wif the student's pic shown and then wif the information of their results.. then the teacher will make realli nonsensical comments abt the students..
does it works like tht? dunno? coz this is wad i thought it would be like.. :D

sianx.. yest i juz realise somethin.. I WILL BE TURNING 16 NEXT YEAR.... wow~ time realli flies man.. seemed to be like yest i am a newbie in skool and now? im already 15 and next yr i will be leavin skool.... wow~ its quite shockin to be and i din realise it..
so i went to count count count.. this is the 3rd yr i know u le... haiz.. and outta the 3 years.. u were outta my life for at least 1yr... n now ur still not in my life.. not even as frenx... haix

weix
this morning.. i woke up late!! when i woke up i was like HUH?!?! i know i slack in bed alot... haha... okay i guess SOMETIMES there are UNEXPECTED THINGS tht happened.. so i rushed to get on the freakin bus.. like usual.. NTH TO SEE ONE.. okay.. get wad i mean? muahaha....

anywayz its a VERI borin day in skool wif all the lessons goin and stuff... but before D&T, we were told we can get our year book. we waited and waited.. we stayed in class to wait for the yr book to be brought up... even though it was D&T , we still refused to leave for our lessons.. then... MR ONG CAME.. muahaha... he was on the second floor and the book across us .. he saw the D&T ppl from his class and shouted ' WHY ARE U IN CLASS' then obviousli his students were afraid .... then they left.. and of coz.. i din go.. coz i din belong to his class mah.. muahahaa.. and as u can see.... EVERYONE OF US IS VERI EXCITED ABT THE YEARBOOK... why? coz it cost 10bucks!! kao.. day-light robbery.... and i can tell u somethin.. after flippin the whole book.. i come to realise.. the whole book aint worth the money we paid for... realli lorx.... i know its like memories thingy and it has COLOUR in every page.. but.. i still feel tht it is not worth it.... AND I DUN CARE WAD U PPL GOTTA SAY... scold me or watever.. muaaha

wanna know somethin? THANKS TO MS KOK.. our recess was CUT SHORT until 15mins.. WHILE OTHER LEVELS HAD A FULL 25MINS RECESS and ourx? 15MINS!! its ridiculous.. waddahell can we do in like 15mins? walk up to classroom get our stuff.. go to toilet and then walk down.. it will at least take like 7-8 mins... then eat le? EXCUSE ME? unless we can SWALLOW our food.... then THERE'S NO WAY WE CAN EAT THT FAST!!

i finalli get the name of the event.. FAREWELL ASSEMBLY... okay.. i will rem it. muahaha.. so we got into the hall after tht PATHETIC 15mins break.. i can tell u .. tht place is damn messy... one min, we dun have enough sit for our class and the next min.. we gotta shift to the front.. and not one class.. its MANY CLASSES.. at first i was sittin next to Judy but then... Jamil sat beside me.. and he kept doin somethin to irritate me to the core.. HE KEPT SHAKIN HIS LEGS.. and i was there... almost during the whole session tryin to STOP him from doin it... and he made me realize tht my nails are powerful.. damn sharp huh? muahaha.. and they had this stupid awards thingy.. and when it comes to the 'MOST ENCOURAGING TEACHER AWARD' i joked to Xiaojun tht the Bulldog fryin pan size face will win.. -.- and it realli came true.. wah.. i was so shocked.. if it is true.. i go buy 4-d and i will win the first prize man... haha

Question
Why did all the ugly teachers win the awards?

Answer
coz god did not bless em wif good looks and he wanna compansate em wif somethin else more encouragin.. so he gave em awards to fill in the emptiness in their hearts.. but honestli.. THEY DUN DESERVE IT!!

anywayz.. the 3 most irritatin teachers in the WHOLE OF WWSS won awards... and the question and answer above onli refers to em.. nobody else... muahaha... and the three idiotic teachers are ' SHORTY ' , 'UGLY AND OLD LOOKIN WOMAN WHO LOVES TO ACT CUTE' ( pls lah.. for the sake of everybody... pls go and hide ur face wif a paperbag or someting... ) and lastly ' BULLDOG WIF FRYIN PAN SIZE FACE' ( when u see her.. it realli makes u wonder.. wah.... how come her face so big?)

cca today we wrapped apples.. dun ask me anythin.. but we juz wrap apples...

i saw this funi news yest.. it was on the america's presidential elections and it was talkin abt the break down in computer system and it caused alot of ppl to wait juz to vote. and they interviewed this old lady

Old Lady ( face half smiling ) : i have rushed ALL the way from XxX to here juz to vote and now i have to wait.. Im veri pissed....

oh okay.. get it? 'IM VERI PISSED' and ur facial expression SMILING.. realli reminds me of Mr Sim

Me : Sir, how we did for our chemistry test?
Mr Sim (smiling ) : Veri badly
Me : Sir, then why u so happi?
Mr Sim ( still smiling ) : no im veri sad

-.-
lol... how come the things they say doesnt match wif their facial expression? haha

i saw another news today.. it was abt the singapore's cook helpin the old folk's home and cookin for em.. again... they interviewed this old lady

Old Lady (she spoke in chi.. so i translate it in singlish): ah mah eat until so old.. still never eat food tht is so great.. the food is great.. ( she looks around .. ) huh? huh? ( tryin to get this ah pek sittin next to her to agree.. but he ignores her totalli.. and gets back to the interview again) the food is good.....

u should see tht interview urself.. it was damn funni if u manage to watch it. haha...

weix

20.10.04


CuTex Horx? Posted by Hello

19.10.04

today mornin is quite a suck off day.. we were forced to sing the skool's theme song again and again.. okay.. probably it is due to the fact tht we cant sing well... but WADDAHELL? SOMEONE said tht she went through the actions wif us.. but.... halo? i dun even rem u goin through it.. all u said was ' oh..u are sec 3 now and i expect u to know the actions' u call tht WENT THROUGH? and u made us sing and do the actions without even showin once.. not even once... most of us were like ....' huh? wah.. better see the choir ppl' haha.. sometimes i still couldnt get the actions rite.. haix.. haha
the worst part came when ms kok sang!! oh my god.... i tell u... i never knew tht she was such a bad singer... -___-'' realli.. i heard her sang before but never once she sang the whole chorus.. at first i was tryin to force myself not to laugh.. then i look around.. everyone was laughin.. then i realli couldnt help it and giggled ALOT.. i broke out in tearx also.. due to excess gigglin... then here comes this UGLY WOMAN.. HIT MY HEAD... damn u... u so ugly.... touch my head.. u wan my hair to rot izzit? so tht WINNER OF THE UGLIEST WOMAN ON EARTH asked me..

'wad's so funni ? if u so smart u go on stage and sing lah.. already sec3, still dunno how to behave..'

i din answer her... all i did was look somewhere else and kept quiet.. coz in my heart..she realli make me go... WTF? u asked me wad i was laughin abt.. i could be laughin abt anythin in the world k... it could be a joke someone told me... how u know i was laughin at her.. unless u too, think tht it is veri funni lah... KB.. and WHO SAYS BEING AT SEC3 U CANNOT LAUGH? WHO SAYX THT? i saw u openin ur HORRIBLE , thick ugly mouth and laugh b4 k? so... r u tryin to tell me.. U SOOOO OLD LIAO.. U STILL CANT BEHAVE HUH? pls lah... u are the ugliest woman i ever seen... no wonder workin for MOE... i know le... coz they pay u veri well mah.. and then u can use the money to work on ur plastic surgery.. well... i think.. even if u work like 900 more years... ur face will still remains the same... beyond hope arh.. unless u go cut ur head off lorx.. muahahaha...

after all the crapz.... they were anouncin all the complains recieved.. a cat fight, bicycle was stolen, vandalize at one of the playgrounds and last one.. the vandalism on the bus..

i can tell u.. i saw the vandalism on the bus before.. kinda shocked when i saw it the last time.. i was wif a bunch of frens when someone noticed all the wordings.. and of coz ... at first we thought tht it was some other skool's student who did it.. but then we saw our skool's name... wow... i can tell u... damn shocked man... and i saw a name of a gal in my class.. and tht person who vandalise.. even bother to write the class of the gal.. i think tht they are quite free... the bus route from my skool to JP was onli mere 15mins and u guyx can scribble so much.. wow.... and i think tht all the vandalism was done by gals... and it is more than one gal lorx.. coz i saw one sentence ' XXX is veri handsome' and beside it.. there was another couple of words tht sayz 'NO WAY!' so ... i think it is gals.. if u insist tht it is the work done by guyx.. then.... i think they must be gays then.... -.-

we were dismissed to class after all the tokin and stuff..gt back eng paper two... phew~ passed it.. muahaha.. and not too bad.. 35/50.. haha.... gt to check the marks for semester two.. i did not fail any sub for overall... but.. i cannot believe this.. my chinese.. i gt 37/100 for my CA2... WOW...... IT IS SOOOOOOOO LOW................ SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO LOW... somethin i din expect.... well i guess.. maybe coz tht time the chinese spellin... i onli have 18 outta 100.. muahhaa and the other test which i failed like shit coz the section A and B is already 40 marks... and both the section needs me to write CHINESE CHARACTER wif the given hanyupingying... i totalli suck at it.. and i got a ZERO outta the 40marks.. and by the way.. the paper was 80marks.. so there is NOWAY I CAN GET A PERFECT SCORE for the other sections... and even if i did.. i onli got a juz pass thingy... -.- my chinese realli sux... gotta brush up on it~

anywayz.. tht ASSHOLE called me yest.. muahaha.. my cursin kinda works.. i was cursin him in the mornin in my blog and at nite.. sometin realli did happened.. muahaha... today i totalli pissed him off..~~ muaahahaha.... so happi~ ^.^ but i think afterall tht asshole is my fren so i gotta be less cruel to him huh? muahahahah dun bother..

i guess tht's all for now~


.iM NoT eViL.

weix

18.10.04

ToUcHiN sToRy.. read k?

It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, i called him,

:Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up?

:Alright, give me 5 minutes.

:5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house.

:I need to get ready.

:Alright, make it fast then.

2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself.

Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned.
5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch.

10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident?

15 minutes passed, he finally shown up.

:Why are you so late?

He wasn't even a lil' bothered: Nahz, was watching TV.

:What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then?

I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him.

:Sorry.

This was the first time he said sorry to me...

He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl.

I looked at him, Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home.

He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels.
The only thing he does is to apologise. To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry.
I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises.
He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl.
Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes.

Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead.

Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised.

I dropped my head: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again.
If you can never change, th en don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time.

He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry.

Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever.
I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me.

:What's wrong with you these few days?

:Nothing.

:Then why are you acting so strange?

:I am not.

:What can you say other than this answer?

:Do you know I'm very woried, very insecure,
do you treat me as your girlfriend?


:I'm sorry...

:I don't want to hear you say sorry again.

I put down the phone and he did not call back.
He doesn't even care about me. Maybe we should....break up.
....this was the 99th time he said sorry...


From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him.
Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall
but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up?

After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him.
I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him.


:excuse me, is XOXO here today?

:I'm afraid he already stopped schooling.

:Huh? Why? When was that?

:He hasn't been in school for a month already.

:Oh erms...thanks.

One month....not in school for one month...why is that so? I stumbled home.

Called his hp: Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone....

I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer.
How can it be? The whole family migrated?
It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace.

I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend.
He was one of his brothers and also my good friend.

:Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital.

:REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED?

:Oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time.

:I'll be right there.

I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there.
I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall.
He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle,


:Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me?

He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again.

:Come on answer me...why don't you speak?

A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say...

:I'm...sorry...

After that, his eyes went shut.

:Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me?

:Don't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please.

I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out..

:Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead?

:I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use...

:If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes.....

That was the 100th sorry
A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him. I had no strength to stand up...

My mind was a blank.... my eyes could only see a sea of black.
He did not leave this world...I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore.
But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing.
He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart.
would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....just that...he never apologise to me anymore.

After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...inside was
a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..the reasons why he made me angry.

The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up.
I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then,
before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me?

The second time, my dear, I...

The third time, my dear, I...

The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world,
It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger....
You are the first girl I apologised to.
And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life...
Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you...
Looking at you while you find your happiness...promise me...don't shed a tear...
I don't want to see you weep like this for me, I Love You ~XOXO

How can I not cry? What you said was just too impossible.

The last photograph was of him in the hospital,
Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever.
His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th.

At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him.

:I'm sorry.

I held the photo tightly and cried for us.....
its sunday.. and i am SPENDIN another BORING day at HOME.. and why i gotta do it? coz... I AM DAMN BROKE.. dammit.... i should have attend classes tht teaches u to ' SAVE AND SPEND PROPERLY'

Savin and Spendin... in my scale.. it is NEVER balanced... i either save too much or spend too much... now i save too much and the whole chunk of money is in my bank and it is veri temptin.. imagine myself... takin my ATM and juz gently pushin it into the machine.. press press press.. then!!!! wad i see?!?!?!?!? MONEY.... CASH CASH CASH!! -.- but now, i gotta save for this present and my holiday budget.. muaahahahahaha!! im gonna SPURGE during holiday.. and honestli, i wun gif a damn for it.... MUAHAHAHA....

*control* dun use too much money now... and honestli i dun bother WADDAHELL u say.... im gonna like totalli IGNORE IT.. haha.. so juz shuddup.. u know who u are....

anywayz... JUDY!!! u also must save k?!??!!?!?!?! dun leave me dangling all alone durin the holiday!! haha

seen quite a num of blog of classmates.... somethin's happenin in class and it is not a pleasure to mention any bit of it.. anywayz.. i wanna say.. dun trust ppl in our class..... (yeah and not even me) haha.... but compared to SOME ppl in class... i think i am still fine.. at least i dun u know, go behind ur back and play chucky.. haha.. quite sad huh? when u think u have alot of frenx and not a single one is beside u when u needed em the most... tired liaox... anywayz.. i hope tht peeps in class will juz stop stirring up emotions within ur own ppl.. pls mind ur own business.. try to CONSOLE ppl and not rubbing salt onto their wounds k? its realli hard enough for em liao... dun be so irritating...

i realli gotta alot of problems surroundin me... used to have 2 ppl i can cry and tell em abt my problems.. now one is gone and the other, the frenship worsen like shit and i hate the person... fuck u.. backstabber... dun come cryin to me again... DUN EVER... i will LAUGH in ur FUCKIN FACE AND SCREAM AT U.... CB... DUN LISTEN TO ME.. HAHA.... NOW U GET WAD U NEVER WANTED.. I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT TIME SUFFERIN !!!!!!! MUAHAHA.. DUN SAY I EVIL K? I NEVER BACKSTAB U AND U BACKSTAB U.. THEN NOW? U GET SHIT WHILE I STAND ON TOP AND LAUGH AT U... realli should ask u to realli jump down tht time u called and say wanna suicide........ its realli NOT a FUCKIN HONOUR to know a piece of shit like u.. so pls.. die.... i wun attend ur funeral... and i hope tht ur gf runs away wif another AH PEK and leave u to die again... next time if ur involve in a fight, dun call me ok? and if u r realli wounded... pls dun paramedics time to save u... there are other lives which is MORE WORTHY than urx.... so pls.. get a knife and stab urself in the knife.. they will be grateful and thankful enough.. u piece of shit...... if u dun cherish the frenship.. then STOP CONTACTIN ME.. I AM NOT SOME CONSULTANT.... okay.. fine.. u wan to call me when u wan to die rite? $5/min ... i already gave u a veri gd discount le.. PAY ME.. if u wanna call... GST not included..

oh and PS: if u wanna die.. pls donate ur fuckin organs to ppl who needs it.. dun let it rot in ur corpse..

im not a violent person.. so ~peace~

i dunno wad else to write le... anywayx.. maybe im NOT spendin my day at home anywayx.. muahaha... i think im goin out laterx... so tata..

weix


17.10.04

sianx

okay.. i SWEAR i will never use small font agaiN!!! the font looks big in the create section but when it is on the blog.. man! it's like a blog to be read by antx...
dammit... i have to rewrite the thank u thing again.. well nvm! haha.. since it is an effort made by JUDY and i realli like it... THANK U! i wanna thank judy for the effort made to my blog and i realli realli like it alot! its so sweet!

anywayx... since the exams are over.. let me do a review on the paper i sat for from my own opinion.. so dun make a fuss outta my OPINION... k? haha

MOTHER TONGUE - CHINESE

okay.. honestli i SUX totalli for chinese.. its never doubt by anyone.. i cant read nor write properly in chinese.. and i sux esp in writting... my vocab for chinese is worst than a P3 kid... i cant write.. so for the hanyupingying section.. usually i am gettin a ZERO for it.. but this time guess wad? i gt 4 markx!! haha.. outta 10.. i know its still a fail but at least tis time i can get 2 outta 5 correct.. ( each qn is 2 markx) but dammit.. i failed my chinese paper 2.. kaox.. tht is realli somethin unexpected.. my chi sux.. and i know it.. but i din expect myself to FAIL at all.. wow~ i guess sometimes things doesnt work ur wayx...

ENGLISH

this paper... im quite worried.... haix.. dun wished to make comments abt it.. im juz worried... hope i pass paper 2~~

CME

this paper is the least worried one by all.. haha.. i din even study for it!! and for section A, im sure tht i was writting crap all the way.. the qns are veri dumb... like ' name 3 minister and their dunno wad.. ( cant rem )' i was like goin.... HAHAHAHAHA... i realli couldnt write anythin there.. i juz left it blank.. haha.. and honestli.. THERE'S SO MANY!!! SO COMPLICATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i even have problem namin ONE .... and the qns wans THREE!! dun expect too much from me k? i haf short term memory..
there's one qns tht realli caught my eye....

' Name 2 duties of the President'

the answer on my brain was...
the president stands on this car during national day , wave his hand in the air while the car parades him to the citizen. The president also go drink tea wif the foreign officals and talk to em...

lol.. it will make u go -.-'' but i guess this would be the answer for someone who doesnt make the effort to study huh? haha

CHEMISTRY

wow... this paper... my aim was 21 outta 80.. coz my knowledge of chemistry is still stuck in Jan or Feb when we are still studyin abt the first chapter... and for the rest of the year... i dun understand much.. onli bits and pieces here and there... so i guess 21 would be a perfect mark to aim.. like miss kok sayx ' dun aim too high.. aim for marks within ur reach' haha.. but yay~ i scored 34.5!! haha.. its OVER my target.. so i should be happy -.-'

PHYSICS

i realli wanna make clear abt this.. yes, it is true tht i top phy durin the mid year.. but after tht, i do not understand wad KOH-KOH was teachin abt.. and Judy, its not tht i dun wana teach u.. i have problem myself... i realli dunno... i have to even ask my fren to teach me.. if i can help, i would help k? and i am not afraid tht u do better than me.. i would be happi if u did... and i totalli forgot abt u scoring a few marks less than me... so if i forgot abt it.. i wouldnt be aware of u.. and i wun be on my guard to keep u doin much better than me.. i hope u understand.. i will be happi enough to help if u ask and under the condition tht i know the subject veri well myself...im sorri if u misunderstood me this time or somethin... but if next time, we can go both go approach my fren k?

SOCIAL STUDIES

this paper is the paper i dun have enough time to finish!! i left a 8-mark qns blank!! wah lao... dammit i fail it!! but when it is combined wif history.. i passed my combine.humans.. hahaha

HISTORY

i took a risk for this paper... i onli studied for ONE chapter.. yeah.. outta like more than 7chapter.. i onli studied ONE.. imagine the amount of risk i took.. haha.. but THANK GOD!! it came out!!!! when we were standin in the exmaination grounds , waitin for the rest to settle in.. xj told me tht the JAPAN topic came out, i was like WAH! so happi.. i thank the floor, table and everytin! haha!!

MATHS

this time the maths paper SUX! the topics tht was taught in sec 1 and 2 came out.. and its SHIT! i failed my sec 2 maths like shit k... and u stupid settlers..... set sec 2 qns...! curse u arhx.. wanna my clas to fail arhx!! i am glad tht i passed my maths but i wasnt too happi abt the results.. i was expectin myself to do better.. but.. haix nvm

D&T

this paper!! haha.. comfirm fail one... the onli plastic tht i know is.... ARCYLIC...tht's all i wanna say.. haha

PURE GEO

this paper... most anticipated one.. haha.. it was sparked off by this agreement made by the EGO black black...due to the fact tht he couldnt take the TRUTH tht i won him by this geo test.. i got 23.5 outta 25 while he onli scored 17? haha... so we made this agreement.. of coz i agree rite... whether i win or lose.. it wun harm me....he said if he din top this sub, he will shave botak.. haha.. but after tht, he change it to if he din score A1, he will shave botak.. almost everyone in the geo class was cravin for him to shave and doin everythin to make him shave.. muahahaha... aiya.. but dunno waddahell.. the EDDIE haven even mark the paper, he already shave botak and make excuses for it... HAHA.. U ADMITED DEFEAT U BLACK BLACK CHOC!! and i dun care whether the fact tht U TOP for it.. u ALREADY SHAVED BOTAK.... so i take it tht u admited defeat even before the paper was MARKED!! HAHA

anywayz... tis time the exam was realli stressful.. whenever we take back a paper... we are all stressed..haix... take care k ppl

~weix~




16.10.04

another onex

realli got to write this before i forgets it.. i wanna thank JUDY! for helpin me to edit this blog.. haha... coz why? im an idiot in this kinda com stuff.. realli wanna thank u for it.. its realli sweet and i like it ALOt!

seen a few blogs juz now.. haha.. dammit.. some are realli funni... and im thinkin to do the same.. although its kinda crude but the entertainment level is real high.... haha.. okay... maybe i shouldnt... i wana be 'NICE'... and dun wanna be like copy cats huh?

so borin ritex now.... let me recall wad happened today.....

this mornin i woke up at around 5.45am... its freakin early and the sky is BLACK.. yeah... B-L-A-C-K.. dun ask me why it is black.. it will juz be insultin ur own intelligence.. ! (duh! coz da sun isnt up yet!)

then i went to take bus and all the crapz... and well.. i was SUPPOSE to meet XJ at 6.45am.. but it happens every single morning... i was late again.. okay.. sometimes i am early k! its not ALL the time.... dun ask me why i was late when i have a whole hour to prepare and travel a short distance... honestli.. if i were to be able to answer this qns.. i would have known wad i have been doin the whole 15 years of my life le!

*so time pass....*
*skip skip skip skip skip*

okay... im realli lazi... and i feel like vomitin now..
if i have time.... i will continue...
=hope so bahx! =

15.10.04

15/10/04

its the first time im usin this thing.. realli dunno how tis thing workx.. but i guess i juz add an entry first then i view it laterx..

things are realli gettin quite bad in class... everyone seemed to be quite down due to the results.. i realli dunno wad to sayx.. coz i have also failed Chem and chi myself and the other sub din score as much as i have expected.. i know tht their situation is worst then mine.. my prob is doin or not doin well.. theirs is get promoted or drop.. comparin this.. i realli cant say much and try my best to console some of them.... realli hope to stay as classmates wif them even for next yrx... esp the galx...

gt back maths paper today.. i passed it.. kinda relieve..~~ but i din do realli well.. haix.. but i guess i should be glad to even pass bahx? last yr at this time i was almost breakin into tearx.. E8 for maths and now.. i clear it.. haha.... for eng paper... i got paper 1 back... quite worried.... im afraid tht i will fail the overall coz paper 2 is so hard to pass.. and paper 1.. ive gt a weak pass.. haix!!

examx are realli stressful.. i studied for this exam and this is the results tht i get...haix...... im startin to worry abt next yr.. wad if i cant get to a JC? or i ended up in a course tht i dun wan in poly.. haix.... sec 3 is already so tough i realli cant imagine of sec 4....

:'(