okayx... im better today... much better..

the things tht bothered me.. bothered me even more... i hate u for it... i hate u... how can u be such an insensitive idiot? i realli dun wanna be angry wif u... i dun.... i know when i am angry.. all the crapz comes outta the fuckin mouth... worst part... i dun even mean anythin comes out from it.... im tryin my best to control.. why do u have to spark the fire in me? WHY! i realli dunno wad is the fuckin prob wif u... u dun believe me.. FINE.. then waddahell u gotta make things worst by sayin nasty tings? i dun understand wad is wif u... hate it when things are like this......

anywayx.. yest went for SS extra lesson... so on the way home.. me and xj saw this old lady.. she was carryin lotta loads.. it realli looks heavy.. she was walking veri slow... and every a few steps, now and then... she would turn and look back... dunno wad she was lookin at.. but i guess .. she was lookin for help bahx? so xj and me walk towards her.. actualli i wanted ask her where she was goin and help her wif the bags.. so we walk towards her.. she saw us... and before i can even open my mouth and talk.. she passed her bag to me... -.- okay.. i was goin to ask if she needed help anywayx...

*today*

there was physics extra lesson.. dunno wad's wrong wif teachers.. why u gotta make all the extra lessons so early? haix.. hate it when i gotta wake up so early... woke up and meet xj.. ( WASNT LATE..!! HAHA.. i was on the dot! yay! seldom..~ usualli i am late when it comes to morning.. ) so we were sitting down and waitin for liyin.. the weird part is.. we dun even know if she is goin to skool wif us.. coz poor co-ordination bahx? then we saw hongyou...
so xj turn to me and asked..
'i thought he lived in 600plus'

-.-
how am i suspose to know whr he lives.? its realli not my prob anywayz.... tht guy realli gotta prob.. he has this realli cute monkey hangin on his bag.. so i wanted to take a look.. he was turnin AWAY... refusin to let me see..

-.-

forget it.... anywayz its realli cute...but he went to peirce two ear holes for the monkey... and xj said it was cool.... *more dots*........... urm.. okay... let us juz have a moment of silence for the monkey

*silence*

after everythin.. i went home... i was realli tired.... i slpt at around 2 yest and woke up at 6plus.. so i went to slp..

WORST SCENERIO EVER... idiot called me....

hello? uncle? u pissed me off a million times... i scolded u at least for more than a thousand.... drowned you wif torrents of insults at least a hundred times.... so wad is the prob wif u? its so clear..... if u ever tok to me... u are bound to suffer... i admit... i DUN HAVE A GD TEMPER.... u dolt or wad? dun interupt me k? u moron... ur face is soooo thick... u disturbed me and WORST! u scolded me for slpinG!!! kao.. dun compare me wif u k???!?!!? its incomparable...ur a fag.... u sicko... ewww i dun even wanna think abt u... first thing tht pops up on my mind when ur name comes to my mind...

FINGER

ew.. and i swear.. for eternalty.... ur name will be tag wif FINGER no matter wad... no matter wad u do.. no point go on insultin u.... u dun even have brains to understand the content in here.. orhx.. maybe u are readin this...u dun even know it is u! haha.. idiot.... dun make me spell out ur name... u idiot... name : *** ..... haha...... FY!

i gotta admit.. im not the best daughter.. but haix.. i will try to help u de... even i may be unfriendli to u.. i realli love u deep inside my heart... i know u care.... i know.... but sometimes u juz irritate me to the core.... pls... can u think for the family b4 everythin else? it realli upsets me to see u like this... i may say things tht are nasty to the ears... but sometimes i dun mean it... i realli love u alot....

my eng sux.... haha... i cant even write proper gd eng.. i came upon tis website yest...it was realli funni... even sometimes the things are realli crude... the eng standard is REALLI gd... hope tht one day i can write somewhere close to it...haha

rem reading abt the person writting abt Immigrants and there was a this radio talk show... and the host was saying tht the immigrants should be paid less than the Americans... so the person was veri pissed wif this theory....he called and make a comment.... i think it realli make gd sense..

Because saying that an illegal immigrant doesn't deserve to be paid the same wages as an American because he doesn't belong here in the first place is like saying that a person trapped in a well shouldn't be saved because he shouldn't have been playing around the well in the first place.

i totalli agree it shouldnt be the case.. if the same amount of work is done yet one is paid less than the other becoz he was from somewhere else formly... its TOTALLI UNFAIR.. honestli i do not wish the same thing to happen to me if i work in some other country...come'on.. u dun do that u dun wan ppl to do the same to u...

if u dun understand wad he was talkin abt.. read again.... it realli make alot of sense.... i swear u will agree wif it too.... coz its racist....

anywayz... im tired.....

*tata*

weix