SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCk!!

Dammit... i have all this white spots on my face and i dont even know what the hell it is! it really sucks!

Probably it is one of the signs of this deadly disease i have in my body.

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When i die..
1) Tell My parents i love them

2) Help me write a letter to Eminem telling him another of his faithful fan has died ( like he bothers.? haha!)

3) Give my handphone (Samsung one) to JL and say ' HAPPY ?!? GIVE YOU THIS STUPID PHONE SO YOU WONT QUARREL AGAIN!'

4)Give my Nokia phone to WM and tell him to keep it properly.. ( only one of the function in the phone is spoilt! i had it for close to 2 years k? okay.. the most important function is spoilt.. SO?!?!)

5)Give my bursary to Judy. tell her dont give up!

6)Tell Aziz to fuck off. he is a piece of shit.. he will NEVER.. get it NEVER win! even if i am dead.. He still wont be a significant piece of crap! GO JUDY! (haha)

7)Give 60% of my money to my dad. (since he gave me most of it). 30% of it to my mom and tell her not to gamble so much and the 10% to Keong and say that i am sorry

8)Tell Fazilla to concentrate more on her studies and who says that guys are everything in a girl's life?

9) Tell XJ that someday the right one will appear.. try to let go.. Give her all my chinese CDs ( although i do not have much)

10) Tell Jaclyn not to cry over someone who is not worth it.. open her eyes and see around her instead.. she will find a treasure. and STEFANIE SUN SUX!

11) Tell JiaHui.. actually i cant read all the chinese sms she sent me.. give her all my WestLife album

12)Tell that motherfucking asshole who fucks me up all the time ' im dead.. there's nobody you can irritate now' Pass him my smelly shoes.. haha

13)BURN MY COMPUTER TO ME! I WAN IT!

14)Burn a TV for me.. i wanna watch tv

15) Tell S to join me sooner.. (haha)

16)MURDER SIMPLE PLAN! they are so talented.. i wan them to be with me!

17) Nah.. murder Eminem.. nah.. KILL EVERYONE I KNOW! i dont wanna miss them

18) List to be continued...

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okay.... you might think i am making it a big deal! hella no!! i dont understand... how can my parents take the FUCKING WHITE SPOTS on my face so lightly?!?! dammit.. i look like this mushroom! AHHHH! IT MAKES ME A FUNGUS!! crapx..

I cried over this white spot and my dad laughed at me.. wadda? it really sucks.. he said 'YOUR JUST MAKING A BIG DEAL OUTTA A SMALL THING LIKE THIS'

WAD! i cant believe it! my mom said the same thing! you two are my parents and you said that!?!?

obviously it is not a big deal for you two.. IT AINT YOUR FACE! its MINE! your not the one who have to carry on life lookin like a mushroom BUT I DO!!

Finally understand the feelings that people get when the doctors tell them that they had this incurable disease..

Its is really irritating when you know you are going to die and people around you telling you 'its ok.. its ok..'

CRAP! if its okay.. why dont you go inject the SAME VIRUS into your body and let others tell you that 'its ok.. its ok..'

it makes alot of difference when you are actually in it!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna these idiotic white spots to GO AWAY!!

weix