Let me announce proudly the time at this point =D and yes, i am honoured to say it is........
3.08am
you might be wondering what this dumbass is doing online and updating my stupid blog. im really sad to say.. i have been suffering from insomnia for the past few weeks and it is getting worst and worst. yesterday i was only able to doze off at 6am in the morning. im really pissed and i feel that i should go see a doctor or something to pop in some sleeping pill to get over this idiotic crisis. someone HELP!! tell me some idiotic ways to get myself to bed. no blood, no pain, no counting and no hurting of people and animals. haha.
its 12th December! what it means? Happy Birthday Bear Bear!! 19th birthday anyway. haha. hmm....
one year older = one year closer to marriage ??? :x
we will see about it.. haha. anyway i wished him good luck on 12am. hope i am the first one who make his day special? after doing that, i regreted. i should have not do that. -.- his girlfriend should be the one. haha... but oh well.. what is done has done. haha
im now really pissed. i have this 3 fucking volcano-like pimple on my face. ahhhh.... it reminds me of the last time i had this really awful skin problem. when i was secondary two. (anyway that was just last year.... haha) im not saying that i have PREFECT skin right now. honestly i dont. but it was really awful when i was secondary two.
i had ALOT of pimples. mostly small ones all over my face. let's be frank, i never give a damn about my face. i seldom wash it before going to bed. im lazy, in other words. even though at that time i had the skin problem, i still insist of my way of doing things. NOT WASHING IT. then the pimples went away and until now i still hold firmly to my laziness , i did not learn my lessons at all. haha.
Remember DiDi really yearns to get to JJC because she lives oppsite of it. then, i gave a really deep thought.
'Must i aim for NTU too? since i can see it when i open my damn window?'
i dont know. i really hope to study overseas next time. HOPE. haha. but honestly it is good to have a target. at least you will work on it. i dont. the only thing i do was to daydream most of the time. Hope that DiDi will get into JJC as she wished for..
