Back here again to blog. Haha. feeling really like shit right now. dont know why i am feeling alot of sorrows and pain these feels days.

Woke up late today and ended up being late. I guess i was really sleepy and did not hear the alarm clock ringing. need to sleep early today!! but i guess i wont. haha..

i really dont like the new DM ( Discipline Mistress). she is worst than a pain in the arse. she is like the Cancer in the arse, really cant bear a second with her existance and hope that it would be gone as soon as possible!!

really think that she is trying to look stern and wants to give the whole school living hell. remembered that she screamed yesterday even before the reporting time. i just got there and went out to get my things before going into the hall. she was screaming and walking at the same time. then she demanded for us to get into the hall within 5 counts. -.- what the ? just got there, 5 counts? what the hell? just got there and that is a GREAT way to start the day in that freaking school.Wah.. really free man..

at this rate she is going, i bet she can never get marry. too fierce, i rather marry Miss Kok than to even marry her. That DM seemed to get happiness by huanting us. what is your problem? there sure be someone getting scolded everyday. and today, sadly it was someone from the Justina Goh's class. obviously all that Goh cared about is her face and her class being PERFECT.yes, she gave that black face (again)

Anyway back to the DM. there was once i needed to go toilet and i asked her. it shocked me when she asked

' why?'

-.- i explained that i wanted to vomite. It's a really dumb question to ask. Even if i were going to do something like checking sms or making a call in the toilet, do you think i will tell you the truth? NO WAY. worst, if i have my period and i wanted to check on 'THAT THING'. how the hell you want me to reply you?

'Urm... i want to see whether my blood is coming out and if it is not too late, maybe change my pad?'

-.- or what if i want to shit?

' I want to shit'

-.- haha. it would be really funny man! maybe next time if another teacher ask me a stupid question like this, i should try it. then make them give that face. >>> -.- <<<< anyway, i really felt like vomiting at that time and not do anything else.

Today in geography, i forgot what i said and that Eddie Lau was going

'Sweet Potato huh?'

and he was doing it many time.and obviously making fun of me and that idiotic black black piece of shit said..

' two piece of chicken meat'

yes, that piece of shit was talking about me. dont know why and dont give a damn. i gave a fucking reply by saying ' No lah, Aziz's arse'

someone told me that after i said that, Judy said something. but i did not hear it. what i heard was Fazilla going

'My mother says if a girl kept talking about a guy, she will like him one day'

-.- no i do not like him and i will not like him. and i did not kept talking or making fun of him. he is the shitty crap that started all the shit. i will shut up if he did not open his big fucking mouth and babble nonsense. THANK YOU. so all i did was said

'You everytime also say Mr Eddie Lau. then you like him huh?'

everyone laughed. yes, we know what the hell the girl has done. she used to like Eddie Lau when she was secondary 2 and i remembered her saying

' I study and do my geography homework not for me, its for him'

-.- anyway all above aint important anyway. the funniest part is Eddie Lau blushed. HAHA. i guessed he knows about the crush Fazilla had for him when she was secondary 2. Haha.

Been thinking much. The words 'if.... then......?' kept appearing to me. i dont know what will happen. i have prepared for the worst. even if nothing happen on that day. i will not lose anything. cause i have lost touch of my angels since that day. devils sink in and telling me everything that i never hear before.