Im now listening to Linkin Park's song. And no.. it is not that song which has Jay Z inside. and wonder when will i be able to be so proficient in my darn english. i guess it's never in this life i guess. HAHA.

today had really 'easy' lessons. Went through it like a breeze. the misery came when it i took Chemistry test. dammit.... I understand every single word when it is seperated. But when they are put together, hell... i dont even get a shit there. Well, forget it... used to this kind of condition and i guess i need to work hard on my chemistry on my own..

Peirce my ears today. Kind of regret it. but... well forget it. its a mistake i guess.....

my dad saw me designing for my coursework. and i asked for his stupid comment and he said this

'wah..... so ugly'

-.- if i were him... i will never choose to be a bad parent. NEVER. comeon ... i drew much more worst around 10 years and he said that it's 'Not bad'. shit. that was the only compliment he ever gave me. i remember copying this fucking long article and the handwritting was really neat and nice. i gave my dad and ask for his view. he insisted that someone else did it for me. WHAT THE HELL? why must i have a freaking discouraging dad?

my mom on the other hand is so called 'completely blind'. i was drawing this stupid fish the other day. when my mom saw it, she gave this expression like it was a master piece and she never seen anything better than that. obviously my mom complimented me. but somehow... it sounded unsincere. the problem lies on the drawing and not my mom. i was refering to this book that teaches you easty-to-draw ways. and that book was meant for 6years old. -.- yeah... shit... if i cant draw well even if i refer to a book meant for 6 years old... i should burn in hell man... HAHA.