im stupid. im stupid. im really stupid!!

saw this guy just now when i was out having my dinner. he reminds me of how stupid and dumb i was. the whole world has been telling me how dumb i was but i dont really bother much. it is really scary when you realise that you are dumb yourself.

i knew this guy for about 10years? (anyway i am not that old) so i went to ask him for his number when i was younger. dont ask me. i have no clue why the hell i did that. so what the hell this idiot gave me? 6 digit phone number. at that time, the telephone number still stays at 7digit. and obviously i cannot get through that number. yet i kept trying to dial the freaking number again and again thinking that it will work the next time. finally gave up after numerous time.

the worst piece of shit is this girl named Angel. fucking name. she should be called Devil , liar or fucking bitch. again, i asked this bitch for her number. and guess what she did? SHE GAVE ME MY OWN HOUSE NUMBER! stupid me, did something really dumb and no brain. i tried to call that number to find her using my house phone. obviously i couldnt get through and i was there wondering why it was that way. i even count the number of digit but i did not realise that it was my house number. at that time i was young and i dont remember my house number.

played this game that almost took my life and drained all my energy today. and when i got home, realise that i have hurt my finger. shit. hurts even to bend it.

realise that i only bold my text and maybe at times make my text italic? this is because.... i only see this two function on the toolbar and nothing else. so i do not know the other functions like strike-off or underline. HAHA. SOMEONE, TEACH ME!!