today sucks to the core. my dad found out about the fucking piercing and he is making noise about it. yeah right, it's my shitty mistake not to seek permission first. so? im already 15 and turning freaking 16 in less than a month time. shit you. am i some sort of criminal?

My dad's stand is...

Anything can be discussed. ask before doing anything.

Honestly, i really dont give much of a damn about a situation like this. dont even try to tell me this shit about 'DISCUSSION'. come'on. im not who i am when i am 6years old. yeah... maybe at that time, i believe every shit that you say. maybe you have forgotten or something. this is year 2005 and not 1995?

there is no place for discussion. even if i asked, the answer you will give is a firm NO. and maybe threaten me to throw me out of the house if i did. a better solution is .. i do it then you find out. then there is no way you are able to reverse it and even if you want threaten, i dont bother much.

I asked for (a)....

Camera. Answer given : No
MP3 Player. Answer given : No
Curfew to be taken away. Answer given: No ( and had 2 hours of nagging)
Less Nagging . Answer given : no and got more nagging
More freedom. Answer given : Pure nagging for 2 hours and finally it is a NO
*list to be continued*

so this tells us. there is no way that discussion will lead us to what we want. unless it is something like tution. i asked for it, i got a straight firm yes.

Parents question us

'Aiyo! how come you never listen one huh? work so hard for you and this is how you repay me??'

how come when we listen to the nonsense you say and do it, you never question us

'Aiyo! how come you so guai arh? im blessed to have a child like you'

my parents NEVER said that. they felt that it is a CURSE to have a kid like me. what the hell? even if im not your kid, the chances of you getting another kid who is same as me is 80%. i dont really believe in craps like ' there are better kid compared to you out there'. FIND ME ONE AND PROVE IT TO ME!! even if they listen to you at this point, it doesnt mean it will stay this way forever. they might be a bigger rebel when they grow up.

parents blame us when we dont listen. what happens if... they dont listen to us? the worst is what we advise them to do happened and they did not do. in the end, we are the ones to be blame..

AHH!!!