Feeling like crap from the first moment i woke up. heard something that i shouldnt and dont want to know yesterday. i tried to keep everything in but it seemed that it's too painful to fight back my tears and i gave in. woke up today and felt the same. i did not have control over anything. gave into my tears again. felt really down the whole day. my sadness is suffocating me and feels terrible. but i think after everything, i will be able to concentrate on my studies. i hope.

something to brighten me up a little.

I passed my chemistry common test. finally! after such a long time i passed. i was prepared to failed and got really used to it. a little bit glad and wished that i will be able to understand her lessons. i really want to do well for my O levels. im a little pressured by my mom. my cousins did well for their O this year. my mom is expecting alot from me and i know. hope that i can do well.

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