He rejected me. when i told him that i love him, he said that he hate me. after that he started to scold me by using all sort of animal's name. ='( how could he? but forget it, he's only a 5 year old kid. hehe.

im starting to think back at my life. all the things i did. it scares me. if i am able to think back about things that had happened to me, it only means that i am damn old. that is why i rather pretend to have senile and not to remember too much in life.

Jeremy is bloody angry at me. yes, i know it. after i swear at you on your birthday, you stopped contacting me. but i was really pissed off at you when YOU RATHER SPEND YOUR BIRTHDAY with YOUR other friends and not me. come to think about it, i was really childish. im really sorry and i regret what i have told you. Im sorry. forget it, you wont read this anyway.

im really into some thing called spontaneous human combustion. it's really a fascinating issue. ive watched a documentary television programme about it, i was immediately attracted to it.

it's about human getting burn without having contact with any heat source. cool right? the chemicals inside human ignite and burn the human up. HAHA. im not kidding and there have been cases. the documentary i watch talks so much about it to a point it become a fascinating thing to me. imagine you are reading this stupid entry and suddenly you are caught with fire for no reason. this issue is considered as a phenomenon.

what do you think?