14.3.05

It's the freaking holiday. i should be really happy about it but honestly i am not.

1) Fucking pile of shitty homework
2) Time flies

It's only one damn week of pathetic holidays and we still have to go back to school for remedials. why the hell the teachers give us so much homework? it really sucks. this time round the situation improved. last year, we can almost drown in the whole pile of homework. the homework given in the week was more than the work done in the whole week if we go to school. great for this year but still, IT'S ALOT and we still have to do a stupid project for CME.

i hate spending my time doing projects for CME. i did not hand in my project for CME when im in secondary two. the teacher kept telling us how important the thing is. In the end, I got an A just because i did well for that paper. how important is that project? i really doubt.

This time the CME project is a little interesting. Interviewing an old folk. xiaojun suggested that i interview my grandmother. obviously it is not possible as both my grandmothers are dead. but she explained that it's YIXIAN. i called Yixian as my 'ah mah'. i told yixian about it and she laughed. the person she had in mind was Geok Ting, the 'ah mah' for the class.

This holiday is a waking call for me. It's really shocking how fast time flies. seemed to be like a blink the 3 months passed. It means that i am nearing to my O levels.

why is it that i feel that this year moves especially fast? is it only me or is everyone taking O levels felt the same way too? it's really scary. i remember that last year, each day seemed to pass like years and i was having a hell time in school. but now, time seemed to fly like a breeze even though we are having the same teachers everyday going through all the boring subjects.

im starting to hate some things in life. actually alot of things. im ignoring more and more things. still there are things i want to acomplish

1) Learn to shut up. Keep ALL the secrets that others told me. not a big problem since i am keeping MOST of the secrets in me.

2) Dont Bad Mouth

3) Less Swearing

4)Start saving money

5)Concentrate on studies

let me start with this 5 first. if i am able to do it, i will add more to the list.

what do you think?