24.4.05

Its the dreadful day of the week again. SUNDAY. it means that my dad would force me to mop the floor again. im not out today im in a freaking bad mood. what should i do if i have to MOP THE FLOOR , which is something i dislike the most.

easy. i have come out with a fool-proof plan. i will PRETEND that i have WHOLE PILE of homework that is not completed and trying my best to finish it when my dad wants to force me to mop the bloody floor. hope my plan works. *prays*

i guess i am really lazy. that is the truth and i wont argue over it.

had two idiotic old people drinking alcohol around 3am this morning. one is my dad and the other one is my mom. both of them were bullshitting nonsense from 2 plus all the way to 3 plus. it woke me up and i stayed awake for 3 whole hours. i went out to the living room at around 3 plus. obviously both of them knew that it's their big mouth which woke me up.

my dad started to blame my mom and her big mouth for it. Typical him. always shifting responsibilty to someone else and treating it like he was not in the wrong. my mom was so drunk that i dont even think she knew what was happening.

she pissed me off even when she was drunk. she started screaming at me when i refused to sleep. DO YOU THINK I WOULD WANT TO WASTE MY TIME OPENING MY EYES AND NOT SLEEP? NO!! IT'S YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND WHO WOKE ME UP WITH YOUR MORONIC CONVERSATION.

bullshit. she said she will wait till i sleep then she will do the same. CRAP. did i even ask for you to wait and WASTE your precious time? NO.

sometimes i really detest my mom. i feel that she did not even play her part of being my mom. honestly for the past 4 years, i hardly even see her face. still, she is my mom and i love her alot.

freaking family.