Found 10bucks on the floor today while walking home. Did not even know why the hell i have picked it up. ended up feeling really guilty . kept thinking what if the person who dropped the money might be in great need of it. Now i dont know what to do with the 10bucks.

Took two mid year exam papers today. really stressed.

Social studies

at first i have planned to study 3 out of 4 chapters. ended up cramping 2 topics into my brain the last minute. even though i did notes for the third topic i planned to study, did not really remember the points.

Yes i did it again. My source based questions are screwed!!! Same problems occured again, NOT ENOUGH TIME. pray that i pass..

Maths Paper 1

Almost died in the long hours. DIFFCULT PAPER. scribbled the paper through the first time and leaving those that i am unable to do alone. went back to the questions that were left blank. no point, didnt know how to do. In the end, wrote nonsense on it and hope that some marks will be given? haha



Heard the most disturbing conversation yesterday morning..

I was standing near my computer looking for some rough paper to practise my maths. At the same time i was screaming at my dad and asked whether he has some papers. Then my mom came and she said

( In Hokkien) ' My menses is late by 12 days'

At first i couldnt catch what she was saying and i didnt really bothered about it. i thought it was some random 'Money demanding' scene again. My dad replied

(In hokkien) 'What has it got to do with me?'

immediately my mother shouted back about it was obviously my dad's responsibilty and some other crap. That was the time i realise what the hell they were talking about. I walked away straight away without hestitation.

It's something i dont want to even hear about. to me, its worst than a scary or horror movie. honestly i never thought that this issue will be brought with my existence. It should be something really private, should be OUT OF REACH FROM THEIR CHILDREN. embarrassing topic yet everyone knows about it.

1) Please lock your room when your doing sex so that your children will not have chances of going in and find something horrifying

2) Sensitive topics should be discuss only by two. lower your voice when talking.
if pregnant, just anounce the great news to your child. dont do what my mother has did.

obviously i know the importance of sex education but there is no need for examples.