Ive arranged to do some revision yesterday and today. obviously in the end, nothing was done under unforeseen circumstances.

i think im some sort of caveman or something. i dont rear fishes so there are many things i didnt know about. maybe that is why i got the shock of my life yesterday.

I SAW TWO FUCKING IDIOTIC FISHES ATTACKING ONE SMALL LITTLE FISH.

it's not a big deal but it's damn disgusting. they bit on the stomach?? i have no clue what the hell it is called. i saw small little strands of thing exposing out. that poor little fish was even struggling before dying. I saw damn sad and made a big fuss over it.

At that point Hongyou said something that was quite true
'When the fishes see us killing and eating pigs, they will also feel that it is weird'

okay, it's quite true. it's really cruel. killing pigs are not as cruel as killing sharks. i refrain from eating sharkfins currently. ( yeah, i know there is no link)

the most disgusting part came when THE FISHES SUCK OUT THE EYES OF THE DEAD FISH. OH MY GOD. i was so stunned and shocked. i never thought that house-kept fishes need to prey on other fishes to satisfied their stomach. for all my life, until that day, i thought that house-kept fishes feed on food that was given to them. NOT FISHES THAT IS SWIMMING IN THE SAME TANK AS THEM.

Maybe i am too stupid. im starting to detest that two fishes in Yixian's house tank.