Sat for physics paper today. i thought i am able to buy my way through with the minimum knowledge of what was taught. did not even bother to study yesterday. i was just not in the mood. guess i was wrong. freaking paper and everyone was complaining about how tough it was.

same situation happen again. exactly the same when i was taking my English paper two. after settling down for a while, my urge to the toilet came. honestly it will make me wonder What the hell? forced myself to sit and complete the paper and wait till everything was over. couldnt really concentrate most of the time as the pain was really unbearable but i managed to go through the hell anyway.

Tomorrow's Maths Paper2 and History paper. Once again, i sit around the house, doing nothing but staring into the air. Obviously my dad scolded me.

'WAH! you sure you taking exam tomorrow? i see other people one week before exam preparing already. then you le? LAST MINUTE also dont want prepare'

yeah. my dad usually see the lazy side of me who doesnt really bother about anything. it is true to a certain extent that i am bloody lazy but sometimes i do study.

i know that no matter how much i hate to study, i still have to. i understand how much it will affect my future. sometimes it is just that even though you know that something is really important but you just dont feel like doing it.

im talking crap.