I really dont know what had gotten into me today. Perhaps i was really nervous about the O levels oral today. I forgot my D&T folio and history file. its really unlike me. Its really lucky that i 'hun guo' that 2 D&T lessons. PHEW!

Mr Lau returned this sheet of paper that we wrote half a year ago. we have to evaluate ourselves and write down how we think about ourselves. Under personal qualities, i think i wrote quite a fair bit. When xiaojun saw it, she said

'Out of the 10 qualities here, 10 are fake'

-.- what the? it got worst when it came to Hongyou's comment

' wah! you are making yourself sound so perfect! '

Hongyou laughed and read out to the whole class. DAMMIT. it was so damn embarrassing for me. its good that nobody actually bother much about him except for the few sitting around.

I think i wrote

Quiet and Kindhearted down. i really couldnt recall the rest.

Well, Im quiet. I am!! at least i was before i got to secondary school. i can be QUIET if i want to. honestly!!!!!!

Im a kind hearted person. urm... yeah?? haha

The O levels oral was a mess. had a headache just before the exam. hurts alot and the pain had almost kill me. i was so nervous that i kept talking all the way till it was my turn.

OKAY, i guess im damn noisy. BUT THAT IS THE WAY FOR ME TO FORGET ABOUT HOW NERVOUS I AM!!!


I was quite pissed that the 3 people infront of me sat more than 10minutes infront of the examiners. especially YIXIAN. if her oral is good, it will only further do harm to my marks. The contrast is really big!! well i guess there is nothing i can really do. *Prays*

SUCK.

Finally found a way to Shut my dad up. Damn happy that i finally found a way to argue with him yet he cannot defend himself...

Me: Why two dumb people can give birth to a smart child?
( Yes, i know im not smart at all. im just saying that for effects)
Dad *trying to defend himself* : smart my ass! i think im way smarter than you!
Me:Oh? really ?? Then can you tell me the speed of sound?
Dad : ......
Me: How about speed of light?
Dad *trying to sound intelligent* : Well, do you know which is faster? sound or light?
Me: DUH! light. Sound move at a speed of 330m/s in air while light is 3x10 to the power of 8 m/s.
Dad: ......
Me *laughs* : Do you regret sending me to school?
Dad: who the hell cares about you.?

BUAHAHA!

finally! i know something that i am stronger in compared to my dad. maybe next time i should shut him off once again with my chemistry knowledge. HAHA

Wins!

Saw this friend of mine yesterday. I was sitting on the bench in the bus-stop waiting for the damn bus to come. When the bus came i stood up and turned around. POOF! There she was standing right behind me.

Me: HEY!!
Friend : Hello
Me: Wah so early go where sia? ( it was 11plus in the morning)
Friend ( Looks at me and hestitated) : Where you going?
Me: Im going to my friend's place. You le?
Friend ( Hestitated again) : Go Out lor..

-.- i asked her the 'WHERE YOU GOING' question once again. she kept trying to divert my attention to somewhere else. at that point, i see that the conversation is going nowhere if i kept asking her that question. so i gave up and told her 'Okay, nevermind dont need tell me'

Dont really understand why she is so secretive. she was so careful about her words. like an accused talking to a lawyer. like i was negotiating her and if there is any loopholes in her statement i would use it for my own good. sometimes she is so secretive to a point where all her friends around her are puzzled by her behaviour.

Honestly if i asked her 'Where are you goin' and she just need to say any name of a place, that would be enough to stop me from further questions. honestly if you are going to Bishan and you said Yishun. I wont be able to know if you are telling truth. Who the hell want to follow you around sia?

Overall she is really a nice person but with really weird behaviour.

WHAT?

For now, you may think what i am doing is stupid. there is no need at all and im gonna regret it in the near future. Probably what you have prognosised is right in the near future. I might feel that everything im doing now has no meaning at all in the future. Maybe. But for now, let me be... Because now, im not regretting at all.

The Light Ray Is Getting Weaker, I see No Hope For Life.

Yesterday was Father's Day. ( Anyway is it Fathers' Day or Father's Day? dont really get it)
the problem is.. SO????

damn, i got scolded until like what just because i have a FREAKING PETTY DAD. he has one of the most shittest attitude and character i ever seen.

He blames me just because i was laughing until a point where i couldnt control myself. ( yeah, my jaws almost crack) he fell down and broke the chair. he dont get the shit. at first i thought he sat on the damn chair and broke it. that would be the 2nd poor little pathetic chair which he broke just this year. so i laughed because i couldnt believe his ASS DID IT AGAIN. however when i found out that he fell down from it, i did not laugh anymore.

JUST BECAUSE OF THIS, HE GOT FUCKED UP. started doing the 'imagine me' thingy.

'Imagine i fall and die......'
'Imagine how tough your life would be if i die and no one to support you......'
'Imagine how this family is gonna be like.....'
'Imagine... blah blah blah'

obviously it was some ridiculous crap. my dad loves to pick on my mistakes and use them as points to scold me.

for example, he is mad about me about Event A. Then he will drag Event B into his scoldings even though they are not even linked.

Sometimes i hate talking to my dad. He kept complaining about it and i dont really give a damn about it. Whats the point talking and risking making you piss off with tiny things you are unhappy about? the person ends up with scoldings is me, not you. somewhat you are gonna threaten me with some shit that makes me shut up.

My dad dont even talk sense whenever i tried to argue. I hate parents when they use their authority to force us to admit that they are right and we are wrong. dont bullshit, you dont even make any cow sense.

Talk Less, Less Mistakes.

I just realise something..

If there is someone that you dont really have a good impression on says something, you will be damn buay song. For example if the person says...

' Im ugly just like a piece of shit'

Obviously it is an insult and doesnt really sound good. Yet, you still wont be satisfied. Seemed like no matter how the irritant discriminate himself/herself u will still be unsatisfied. so u will be going

'NO LOR. EVEN A PIECE OF SHIT WILL LOOK BETTER. your ugliness is beyond cure'

evil huh? i guess so. haha

Yesterday i had a really interesting night. i was doing a research for my D&T coursework. Mr Loh requested for ergonomics to be included into the design. BoBian. I want to get an A for this subject so gotta listen to the expert.

Im doing something on trolleys and most users of trolleys are housewives. so i decided that when i do something on ergonomics i have to find the average height of Singapore's women. The question was

'How old and tall is your mom? how to address her?'

i guess i should say

'how CAN I address her?'

many had mistaken what i wanted to ask and said

MaMa, Mom, Mommy.

one even said : for me mom for you of cause auntie lah.

Judy tan was even funnier, she said : i call her si fei zhu

when i was reading it in my sms, i almost crack up till i die. haha.

obviously there will be exception who understands my question and tried to make fun.

Mr XXXX said : Her Majesty.

-.-''

What the fuck?

Areas that i always hang around in my house is in a big mess. obviously littered by all my things. i hate clearing them up, in the end its gonna be messy again.

my parents are constantly screaming at me about my laziness. BO BIAN, went to clear a little. cleared a box of story books and i wanted to throw them away. MY DAD REFUSED TO LET ME THROW AWAY. what the fuck? it's my things, mind you. he said

' who paid for it?'

*shuts up* FINE LAH. your money your money lah. BIG HUH? Nei nei. ask me clear up and i did. now all you want to do is to GATHER all the junk and put them aside. what the hell? its all bullshit and im not gonna listen anymore!!

Is Money Everything?

this is gonna a pretty long entry i guess. im really fucking bored.

the holidays is flies FAST. too fast!! i couldnt even stop and finish all my 'unsettled matters' and it is gonna end in one freaking week. this might be the only holiday i pray that could be dragged even longer. obviously the unsettled matters im talking about is the big pile of undone homework. im wondering when i will be able to complete them and by looking at my level of laziness, it would be never.

i was on the LRT the other day. first time i took LRT and honestly i like MRT more. the LRT was really shaky. i was standing next to Meixin and holding to one of the poles. before the LRT reach one station, some passengers began to start moving to the door. the auntie that was previously sitting right infront of us stood up and walked away. One seat was empty and i turn and this was my exact view..



ya. i understand that the picture is really badly drawn but sorry, i have failed my art.

I saw Meixin moved slightly and i thought that she was gonna sit down. i saw the guy right next to her. couldnt really see the face but only the back of the head. It was that Meixin's big head blocking my view.i thought it was an old man. so i said to Meixin pulling back her hand at the same time.

' Let Ah Pek sit'

That was the biggest fucking mistake i ever said. after i said it. the LRT reached the station and the man walked past us and alighted. DAMN, IT WASNT AN AH PEK. i was really guilty. i heard from Meixin that after the man heard me said the 'Let Ah Pek sit' his eyes widen. i was laughing really hard feeling really guilty.

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Just some pictures..


My BELOVED HANDPHONE!!



Some pictures i Took. only 2 as the matter of fact.







the first one is a few steps taken from the school hall.
the second one is an escalator taken from Jurong Point.

figure it yourself. i have no bloodly clue how to flip these photos.

*CLOUDY*


maybe i shall take a picture of my new love, LeMon. Haha. My MP3! ya fine lah, no brand no brand lor. like i really give much of a damn about it.

Now there is this really popular irritating frog around. Heard the recording and honestly it is really irritating. heard the remix and i wonder why it is so popular in the first place. anyway it was recorded by a 17 year old guy a few years back and now i guess he is in his early twenties. it was estimated over 10million profit was earned from all the ringtones downloads and others. ( if i remember correctly)

i dont mind record some stupid thing but it will earn me fucking big bucks... haha.


Stupidity REALLY kills.
Meixin is the victim. haha

CANT SLEEP AGAIN!!
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?

I guess im tired. Really sick and tired of the ugly side of the world.

Hatred. i hate it. i dont even fucking hate anyone in my life. Dislike, YES. but honestly, there is nobody i hate in my life. i dont want to spent the rest of my life cursing others or anything. What goes around comes around. i truely understand the gist of it. It's really the matter of time before it comes to you.

Life is always diffcult.

Spent the whole day doing nothing. Hope that i will be able to clear my homework next week and complete all my notes for people.

Im doing my best to do things i used to hate or probably too lazy to do. my dad says he is gonna force me to work in the next long holiday. Whatever~ i dont really give much damn about it. Seemed that he is irritated when he sees me sitting around relaxing myself and he wants to make my life miserable.

I guess it's TOO LATE for you to do anything now.

Couldnt tag on my own fucking tagboard. FUCKED UP!!

To Smone: lol? clue lei?

F.I.R is going to IMM tomorrow!!

really shock to see the stage being setup. Obasang and me was wondering which artist is coming this time when we walked past. when we past the same stage after a while, we saw the F.I.R poster. WOW. i never heard anything about it. 4PM tomorrow outside IMM. =D

Bought some really nice letter pad which only provide 5 pathetic envelope. I PAID CLOSE TO 3BUCKS FOR SOME PAPER AND 5 PATHETIC ENVELOPE!! i wanted to write to my friends and wish them good luck for their O levels. Guess i will do some selection for the envelope thingy. Crap. Good that i have bought 2 sets. BUT ONE SET CHEATED MY ONE ENVELOPE!! ARGGGh!!

Throat hurts. i have a feeling that im gonna lose my voice very soon... hope i dont!!

Can Anyone Translate The Meaning Of Faith to Chinese?

Decided to have my tagboard back. Dont know why i did that but just have the urge to do it.

Pledged to work hard for O levels but i guess i dont really have the determination to go on. im gonna try to work hard this time...

people around me are really weird. when i make jokes and talk crap they think that i am out of my mind or something. cant wait to shut me up. when i return to my own nature ( urm urm) by keeping quiet, they will feel that there is something wrong with me. dont really know, its really contradicting.

Im Not Happy.

I never thought that i would see anything more appalling compared to the website i posted in the previous entry. but i guess Yi Shan Hai You Yi Shan Gao ( There will always be a mountain taller than the last one)

Click Here

I often wondered why some people are so confident of themselves. The way they act and the things they have said shows trace of satisfaction of their looks. I know that some people said it for the sake of humor but there are people who really mean it.

i really dont understand. I saw the situation umpteen times. honestly all i get are more and more goosebumps. what the hell makes you think you are so bloody good looking? if that were comments from others , well maybe its true. looking at the situation, i guess no one would ever want to even try lying beneath their teeths.

Humans are weird.

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Im Appalled.

PERIOD.

Watched Monster In Law today in Hailing's place. Quite a disappointment but forget it. Gotta admit that films that Jennifer Lopez is in needs alot of consideration and opinion before paying that expensive movie tickets to watch.

There is this particular shop in this so-called shopping centre. Last year a banner was hanged and it says

Closing Down Sales
up to 90%

One word for them : CRAP.

The things sold inside are starting at 10 bucks. what makes you think that your customers failed terribly in their primary school maths? you mean your items cost at least 100bucks?

Maybe i can explain for that? HAHA.
I guess the owner of that shop did a DIRECT TRANSLATION from chinese.

IN chinese, if they say

80% discount

Meaning is : The product cost 80% of the actual price. hence, the discounted amount is 20%

really ridiculous, the sales has already been there for 1year AND THE DAMN SHOP HAS NOT CLOSE DOWN.

I guess even though i feel really bad at times but that is only AT TIMES. most of the time i feel better. no obligations or worries. i dont want things to end up really bad before i wake up and realise that i could have prevented it. hope that all this will be over soon.

Stupidity Kills.

Played a trick on Meixin today. FAILED.

fucking damn life.