Decided to have my tagboard back. Dont know why i did that but just have the urge to do it.

Pledged to work hard for O levels but i guess i dont really have the determination to go on. im gonna try to work hard this time...

people around me are really weird. when i make jokes and talk crap they think that i am out of my mind or something. cant wait to shut me up. when i return to my own nature ( urm urm) by keeping quiet, they will feel that there is something wrong with me. dont really know, its really contradicting.

Im Not Happy.