30.6.05

I really dont know what had gotten into me today. Perhaps i was really nervous about the O levels oral today. I forgot my D&T folio and history file. its really unlike me. Its really lucky that i 'hun guo' that 2 D&T lessons. PHEW!

Mr Lau returned this sheet of paper that we wrote half a year ago. we have to evaluate ourselves and write down how we think about ourselves. Under personal qualities, i think i wrote quite a fair bit. When xiaojun saw it, she said

'Out of the 10 qualities here, 10 are fake'

-.- what the? it got worst when it came to Hongyou's comment

' wah! you are making yourself sound so perfect! '

Hongyou laughed and read out to the whole class. DAMMIT. it was so damn embarrassing for me. its good that nobody actually bother much about him except for the few sitting around.

I think i wrote

Quiet and Kindhearted down. i really couldnt recall the rest.

Well, Im quiet. I am!! at least i was before i got to secondary school. i can be QUIET if i want to. honestly!!!!!!

Im a kind hearted person. urm... yeah?? haha

The O levels oral was a mess. had a headache just before the exam. hurts alot and the pain had almost kill me. i was so nervous that i kept talking all the way till it was my turn.

OKAY, i guess im damn noisy. BUT THAT IS THE WAY FOR ME TO FORGET ABOUT HOW NERVOUS I AM!!!


I was quite pissed that the 3 people infront of me sat more than 10minutes infront of the examiners. especially YIXIAN. if her oral is good, it will only further do harm to my marks. The contrast is really big!! well i guess there is nothing i can really do. *Prays*

SUCK.