Blogspot finally updates its system. My posting of entry no longer shows 30++ entry posted.. instead, it showed

197

wow, thats hell lot of shit that i wrote... i wonder if the number will stay at 197 even after many posting or the system will updates itself whenever i post...

had an interesting conversation with dad recently. i suggested that my dad gives me 1500bucks a month and i will use 500bucks to pay the old folks home.

Me: wait. got mommy also. Nevermind, i will only pay for one bed's money. mommy and you must plan who sleep the floor on which day.

Dad: No lah. dont need. I sleep from 8pm to 8am. Your mom sleep from 8am to 8pm. settle? Then the food hor, i eat breakfast and lunch. your mom can have the dinner.

My dad had already planned for his future. =D no further comments.

I was reading some meaningful messages to HongYou and Yixian. That Hongyou kept saying that i send the same message all time. He wanted some meaningful messages. One of it goes something like this...

If you need me and there are 100 steps between us. You can take the first step and i will take the 99 steps to be there for you.

I feel that it is really meaningful and sweet. Yet, the comment of the two idiots were...

'HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. you have already injured your leg. still wanna walk? you want to break your leg huh?'

-.- DAMN YOU. haha

just talked to someone about lost friendships. sometimes i really thought about the past and i wanted to befriend with you once again. the issue that causes the friendship to deteriorate was really stupid. i really wished i could do something to bring back the friendship. even might not be as close as before but at least a Hi and bye would be great. however, i know its impossible. its not that i refused to do anything but i dont know the channel to. dont know what you are thinking and perhaps there is a part of me refusing to know. Honestly, i had never bad mouthed you before.now i guess the friendship will only lives in the heart. hope you are happy.

i regreted what i did in the past. Im trying to be nicer to everyone now.

You are My Only
My Only One
-Yellowcard, Only One