Im talking like nothing in class currently.

I HATE MY CURRENT SEAT.

It's not under the bloody fan. I WANT THE FAN!! i missed my old seat.. I WANT THE BLOODY FAN!!

WHY THE FUCK THEY PUT ME THERE?

I dont mind sitting right in the middle. Even though the chances of me getting caught not doing my homework is high, I DONT CARE!

Now i hope my fucking Jian scheme will work. I want to change my seat!! Im interupting Caryn's progress!! change me away!! just dont put beside someone who is noisy.

I used to hate it when my dad asks me about my school work. I DETEST THAT QUESTION. that was when im in primary school.

I really dont understand why the hell my dad refused to help me do my homework. hence, i developed a habit of not doing it since i cant finish it and there is nobody helping. sometimes i really get very fucked up when my dad asks me about my schoolwork. used to have a childish mindset that

'if you refused to help, why the hell even ask?'

now, whenever my dad asks, i would just tell him that i am doing fine. IF NOT, HE WILL SEND ME FOR TUTION LESSONS. then, it would be hell. i am not even getting enough sleep!! i dont want to die of lack of sleep? heh.

Meixin said she is gonna have a small party at home. Her mom will be cooking. im still deciding whether i want to go anot. Her whole family , besides that idiot, are vegetarians. Her mom refused to let anyone bring meat to her house and eat. so imagine what she will be cooking......................... okay, im still thinking whether to go? Haha.

Why the hell must i know so many people who are born in AUG?????? im broke. dead broke if i were to buy presents for all of them.

Missin'