I closed the tagboard. I can almost see the picture and the conflict that it will cause if i dont do anything about it. Judy, he is my friend lah, so no worries. Thank You JUDY!!

Anyway, Judy a friend of mine also thought that majong was for old people. he was really shock to know that my circle of friends play the majong. HAHA.

When we were told to keep the artifact today ( whether we had completed or not ) , i laughed. i saw my pathetic artifact which has bits and pieces here and there. others had ALMOST or at least half finished product. MINE? Looked like it was taken out from some junkyard. haha.i dont really want to think about it. Ive been working in that damn workshop for the whole fucking week and staying around 6plus each day.

Many people knows about my dream. While other wants to go to BLAH BLAH BLAH course in BLAH BLAH BLAH poly or jc. i have a stupid wish which i know that will never come true.

I want to go JC and then get married when im 18. then i want to get pregnant the same year and when i am taking my A levels, my water breaks. im already 16 and it really seemed that each day pass is one day i am further away from my dream. anyway its a fucking ridiculous event to be even dreamt about.

i dont know how many times i was 'suan' by people.

mostly about...

which ghost would ever want me.
whether i can go JC.
i dont even have someone right now.
even if i get JC, will they let someone pregnant to take A levels?

the last thing really set me thinking. IF right now, someone in the school gets pregnant, will they be able to take their National Exams? we are already 16 and sex is legal. Will the school allow us to take even though we are pregnant legally? HMM...

im really an irritating person who gives thoughts about nearly every shit in the world, besides me studies. HEH

RICE