You know what's happening. Im sick of it. Stop coming to me when you need help. Im fucked up by your attitude.

I have been sick for the past two days, fuck it. i felt so terrible that i couldnt sleep for the first day. when i cant sleep, all my temper burst out. i woke up in the middle of the night and started to get pissed by everything around me. its stupid but i did it anyway.

I have this stupid habit of kicking things when im fucked up. very often, i will end up hurting myself and I GET MORE PISSED. When im pissed, I KICK AGAIN. then the cycle goes on. Now im conscious and awake, i really wonder why i did that. I guess my anger really blasted my brain off at that point bah?

Prelims started yesterday. my pace of revising is damn slow. Im distracted by almost every shit in the room. When im distracted, my natural instinct is... sleep. the longest i can take just studying without any break is less than an hour. im doom......

Taking Social Studies and English paper 1 tomorrow. Im worried for both. I have been failing my social studies constantly. HAHA. im the border line case lah. My spelling sucks like shit. Its atrocious.( OMG. I CANT BELIVE I CAN SPELL ATROCIOUS!! ) i really cant spell properly... Especially with simple words. the simpler the words are, the worst it will get.

Procrastinating is the thief of time.

Yeah! i have even tasted the consequences! i have been slacking non-stop for the past 4 years. God dammit, it got me no where but HERE!! hella, im still gonna slack anyway. haha

Bullshit.