Im starting to behave more and more like a kid. Feeling that im worst than before.. really feel that i cant grow up and my mentality about things are the same. The world however, is growing up but me.

Judy scare the hell outta me yesterday night. I detest walking on dark roads or dim alleys. IT SUCKS. kinda scary and it will let your imagination run wild. HATE IT!! yes, im extremely timid. im afraid of non-living things that used to be a human. Period!

watched Wait till you're older yesterday.The movie ended before i even know it. the last part of the movie was really touching and my tears dropped. Perhaps that might be what i always wanted and i never realized the good of my parents. ( OKay, i dont see anything good about my parents even until this point. THEY ARE FUCKING IRRITATING!)


I was on the MRT yesterday night. Fucking unlucky, the moment i stepped into the train i could see a bitch sitting down she was with two other guy friends. Honestly i do not know her or what so ever. one look you can tell she is a bitch and her laughter tells it all. Oh ya, she has this queer looking shoe. let's dont talk about something that is below 4bucks okay? haha.

After awhile, four kids started running around trying to get seats. One sat near to the so called 'bitch' and her friends.

The next was damn shocking. I heard the most racist thing that was ever said by children. okay, they were laughing at that bitch and her friends. i have to admit what they said was quite bad. obviously she couldnt understand as she was a malay and the kids were talking in mandarin.

1) if that were my children, i would be utterly embarrassed. They couldnt even tell the difference between indian and malay. Yes, they mistaken HER as an indian.

2) Cant expect me to go up to her and say

'HEY, THEY ARE LAUGHING AT YOU. QUITE RACIST LE'

i dislike her from the first look so there is no way i would do it and HOW THE HELL CAN THIS YOU EVEN SAY THIS KINDA THING TO SOMEONE?

I guess parents are the ones who really ought to educate their children about NOT TO BE RACIST. honestly, im deeply affected by my parents especially my mom. She has alot of stereotypes and sometimes the things she said are really stupid.

Hope i can revise something today.

PHUAF!