Had the worst nightmare....

I actually dreamt that i murdered two people. OMG. anyway that aint the point., because of of them really deserve to die anyway. The point is, in my dream ( nightmare....) one of the victims of my brutal act is a CHILD.

it scares me.. i was really afraid and regreted killing the kid in my nightmare. -.- yeah and in my nightmare i hoped i was dreaming and everything would end soon. ( which it did actually)

dont really know what this shit signifies.... hope it is something good bah? everyone knows i love kids ( NO, IM NOT CHILD RAPIST OKAY) i wouldnt do that in my whole entire life. unless i am really pissed off.. :)

Starting to envy the rest of the people who did not retake Mother Tongue. God dammit, why the hell i did not do well in my paper in june? Next year while the others get 6trauma, i will be facing 7 major trauma in my life. My future is depends on it..........................

At this point, my dad is staring to nag at me about working after the Os. That would be the last thing that came to my mind. I really dont wanna waste my time slogging away . My youth is precious... TIME IS VALUBLE. im currently bombing my dad with one hundred and one excuses not to work . even though all of it are lame, it seemed that he does not really have a choice but to accept them. HAHA... yeah, im just plain lazy , SO?


realized that i have began to complain alot and flare up at nothing. thank god i have keong. :) ive been acting like someone had put a fire and burnt my tail. yeah, pissed. venged all my anger on keong..... at this point, i feel very sorry what i have done to you but on the other hand, im still gonna do it anyway. please bear with me okay?? heh.

EN-Loved.