Flipped through my primary four science file. Realised that there was something that tagged with me through all these years. The problem did not seemed obvious when i was younger but however it was there... yUP, the problem was........................
MY INABILITY TO SPELL RIGHT.
the whole world knows that SIMPLE WORDS ARE THE MOST DEADLY FOR ME. i have no clue what the hell my problem is, I JUST CANT SPELL RIGHT.
Kinda took a very long time to learn that.....
Those is not spelt as thoes
whose is not spelt as whoes
i had problems spelling Literature when i was in Secondary One. how i know it??
we were supposed to do the cover of our Literature file then. it was made compulsary to have the word LITERATURE big and bold on the cover. I took great efforts to design the cover and even wrote down how to pronounce that damn word. handed in the file and nothing happened. So i used the file for a damn long time before someone looked at the cover and laughed.
'AIYO. how come your LITERATURE looks weird huh?'
that person then took another file to compare the word. damn, i wrote LITARETURE. -.- i was using the file for such a long time and whenever i looked at it i felt that it was a masterpiece. ( ya, it is ugly i know. NOT TALENTED IN ART LAH) yet the biggest mistake is made on the most important thing.
Even though there are not much changes about my inability to spell. Im sure that i am able to draw better than i used to. AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO DRAW A CUBE RIGHT NOW OKAY? HA-HA.
bACK where i was.
23.12.05
So much been happening recently. Too much for me to handle i guess....
Still jobless. the feeling kinda suck actually.
felt that there is nothing i can actually do to prove that im not like this. so what? nobody bothers what i do anyway.
Suspposed to go out and meet someone at 2pm today. WOKE UP AT 2.30. damn, there must be some problem with me. obviously i was late, so bobian took cab there and to the final destination. cost me more than 15bucks just on a bloody cab. what the hell? ya i know i deserve it. thank you.
Told my dad about my plans of going to HongKong's DISNEY LAND. he freaked out and started to nag at me about how poor my family is. YEAH, LIKE I CANNOT SEE IT. BEEN USING THIS BLOODY COMPUTER THAT FAILS ON ME CONSTANTLY for more than ....... i dont know? im sure that i have used it for like ETERNITY.
Read about this girl who COPY CAT-TED? another 'artist'. She uses her BREAST to paint and the artwork now cost more than a hundred bucks. yUP, and she even sign off using her breast. im extremely curious about how the painting will look like.. hmmm....can i expect to see a house drawn or perhaps just a few 'balls' on the painting.....? i really wonder..........
Having sleepless nights for the past week... dont really know what is wrong with me. Really want to complain to medicorp, there is really JUST NOTHING INTERESTING to watch in the middle of the night. cant use my computer either, kinda broke down.
Guess i can track my sleepless nights back to the factory. It was an extremely bloody boring job that pays really well. There was something that i ponder. Seems that EVERY PERMANENT worker in the factory knows how to speak malay. i thought that it was only a stupid trend in that factory but when i took bus it proved that it wasnt. Alot of them were speaking in malay. really envy them i tried to learn malay and ended up knowing one sentence . it was really bad anyway.
I was called a 'BLUR SOTONG'. the worst was that i did lip reading and got that word. try reading it now and you will realise that your lips will look weird and funny. told my dad about it and in the end, I WAS SCOLDED and he AGREES FULLY THAT I AM A BLUR SOTONG. ya, imagine you have a dad that pours cold water on you everytime.
Went to Hongyou's primary school gathering on Sunday. Ya, i wonder it myself too. what is that got to do with me when it's OTHER PEOPLE'S PRIMARY SCHOOL GATHERING? doesnt fit into the picture right? but i went there anyway. haha.
The gathering was held in his friend's house. There was three dogs and it scares me. I had very bad experience with Mr Ricky and there were fears in me. Dog loves to sniff humans. i dont really know what is that for, perhaps to recongise the smell or something. MAN, I HATE IT SIA. chinyee was the most pityful, one dog even grab on her leg and she was screaming like nothing. =)
DIdnt really get something. Hongyou brings his camera for every large and small event. Honestly i dont understand why he brings them.
1) He dont develop the pictures
2) He doesnt have a computer to upload the pictures =He doesnt upload the pictures
3)He will delete the pictures eventually.
so why take it trouble and bring? haha.
Since you've been gone..
Still jobless. the feeling kinda suck actually.
felt that there is nothing i can actually do to prove that im not like this. so what? nobody bothers what i do anyway.
Suspposed to go out and meet someone at 2pm today. WOKE UP AT 2.30. damn, there must be some problem with me. obviously i was late, so bobian took cab there and to the final destination. cost me more than 15bucks just on a bloody cab. what the hell? ya i know i deserve it. thank you.
Told my dad about my plans of going to HongKong's DISNEY LAND. he freaked out and started to nag at me about how poor my family is. YEAH, LIKE I CANNOT SEE IT. BEEN USING THIS BLOODY COMPUTER THAT FAILS ON ME CONSTANTLY for more than ....... i dont know? im sure that i have used it for like ETERNITY.
Read about this girl who COPY CAT-TED? another 'artist'. She uses her BREAST to paint and the artwork now cost more than a hundred bucks. yUP, and she even sign off using her breast. im extremely curious about how the painting will look like.. hmmm....can i expect to see a house drawn or perhaps just a few 'balls' on the painting.....? i really wonder..........
Having sleepless nights for the past week... dont really know what is wrong with me. Really want to complain to medicorp, there is really JUST NOTHING INTERESTING to watch in the middle of the night. cant use my computer either, kinda broke down.
Guess i can track my sleepless nights back to the factory. It was an extremely bloody boring job that pays really well. There was something that i ponder. Seems that EVERY PERMANENT worker in the factory knows how to speak malay. i thought that it was only a stupid trend in that factory but when i took bus it proved that it wasnt. Alot of them were speaking in malay. really envy them i tried to learn malay and ended up knowing one sentence . it was really bad anyway.
I was called a 'BLUR SOTONG'. the worst was that i did lip reading and got that word. try reading it now and you will realise that your lips will look weird and funny. told my dad about it and in the end, I WAS SCOLDED and he AGREES FULLY THAT I AM A BLUR SOTONG. ya, imagine you have a dad that pours cold water on you everytime.
Went to Hongyou's primary school gathering on Sunday. Ya, i wonder it myself too. what is that got to do with me when it's OTHER PEOPLE'S PRIMARY SCHOOL GATHERING? doesnt fit into the picture right? but i went there anyway. haha.
The gathering was held in his friend's house. There was three dogs and it scares me. I had very bad experience with Mr Ricky and there were fears in me. Dog loves to sniff humans. i dont really know what is that for, perhaps to recongise the smell or something. MAN, I HATE IT SIA. chinyee was the most pityful, one dog even grab on her leg and she was screaming like nothing. =)
DIdnt really get something. Hongyou brings his camera for every large and small event. Honestly i dont understand why he brings them.
1) He dont develop the pictures
2) He doesnt have a computer to upload the pictures =He doesnt upload the pictures
3)He will delete the pictures eventually.
so why take it trouble and bring? haha.
Since you've been gone..
6.12.05
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