my drawing skills sucks. in fact i had never drew something nice before. I had NEVER did well in my art. it was a curse i guess. Since primary school all the way to secondary school. my art was atrocious. i remember taking out this book bought when i was primary 3 and i started out to draw the examples given there. dammit, i still couldnt draw well.
today, my ability to draw is questioned again. I was in the D&T class and we had to generate some design ideas. i sat there looking at the things i draw and feeling totally like crap. i really dont get the fact WHY THE HELL I CANT DRAW? to be honest, i couldnt draw a proper cube until last year. everyone around me knows my drawing sucks and i cant draw everything. especially 3D objects.
i have lots of ideas on my mind and the only thing that is obstructing me is my ability to draw. i was really naive when i was in secondary 2. had 2 choices at that point. ART or D&T. the whole world knows that ART IS RELATED TO DRAWING. hence, i totally gave up the idiotic idea. i thought that there was no need for drawing but the fact is not what i had imagine it to be. really wonder why I CANT DRAW!!!
O levels results is announced today. this time my school did quite badly compared to the year before. it was known to all that the previous batch of students is much stronger in academic results compared to the current secondary 4s.a box of tissue paper is seen at each table where to students retrieve their results. i guess next year more tissue boxes is needed? i hope not.
honestly what i have seen today scares the hell out of me. i really dont want to be like this next year the same time. i guess i will start to buck up.
25.2.05
Normal entry. No swearing. Plain boring.
my dad and me went to see the lawyer yesterday. he took out this whole set of documents and explained it to my dad. it was a huge pile of papers held on my this paper clip. i was really shocked. but i guess i never actually seen a lawyer handling a case before and dont really know what to expect.
the document is really impressive. finally i know what is Writing Factual Account. spent more than half an hour listening to the lawyer explaining everything. really boring when it comes to serious matters and i really dont have much of a say in it.
for today's P.E we did the long jump. so there's alot of sand in the shoe. it's really irritating. i guess people in our class have missed the time where it is called CHILDHOOD. that is the time when we build sand castle. so i guess you know what we did and we called it Aziz's grave. haha.
it's really boring to blog like this.
End here.
my dad and me went to see the lawyer yesterday. he took out this whole set of documents and explained it to my dad. it was a huge pile of papers held on my this paper clip. i was really shocked. but i guess i never actually seen a lawyer handling a case before and dont really know what to expect.
the document is really impressive. finally i know what is Writing Factual Account. spent more than half an hour listening to the lawyer explaining everything. really boring when it comes to serious matters and i really dont have much of a say in it.
for today's P.E we did the long jump. so there's alot of sand in the shoe. it's really irritating. i guess people in our class have missed the time where it is called CHILDHOOD. that is the time when we build sand castle. so i guess you know what we did and we called it Aziz's grave. haha.
it's really boring to blog like this.
End here.
24.2.05
Im fucked up by actions done by some classmates in class. excuse me? Are you guys still in primary school or something? or maybe your intelligence level is still there? HELLO? CAN YOU COME BACK?
WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU EVEN WANT TO PASS SHEETS OF PAPERS WITH YOUR NONSENSE MESSAGE AROUND?!?!
honestly im fucked up totally. My mood can turn really ugly and short tempered when my period comes. it's really ridiculous to pass papers around and ask some idiotic question then pass all the way back . it's like telephone. you want to get to someone who is like ten million miles away. then you called the phone. you need to pass through all sorts of telephone lines then you can eventually get to the person.
dammit! i hate to be the telephone line. totally pissed off with it. have to at least pass a piece of fucking paper close to everyday. WHAT THE FUCK? cant you just LIFT YOUR BLOODY HEAVY BUTT UP AND WALK TO THE PERSON AND TELL THEM? you are not only WASTING PAPER AND PEN INK, you are also IRRITATING PEOPLE! is the fucking crap you write so damn important that you have to know it straight away? if it is THAT URGENT why dont you ASK or TELL the person IN THE FACE!!!
i dont mind passing papers. but NOT ON A FUCKING DAILY BASIS.what the hell? if you are so desperate to talk to someone, why dont you go some online chatroom and talk to horny men? wont be that fucked up if it were some items that are not stupid.
Im not mad at cecilia. she used to do that often but now it's quite seldom. but dont know which idiot on my left side have been passing darn messages. WAH! are you that important that you dont even BOTHER TO WALK AND OPEN YOUR BIG MOUTH? maybe one day i shall read all the fucking messages and then BLOG them OPENLY. then i will finally know who is the idiot who has such a fucking habit.
BLAH BLAH BLAH
i have bad temper.
so?
WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU EVEN WANT TO PASS SHEETS OF PAPERS WITH YOUR NONSENSE MESSAGE AROUND?!?!
honestly im fucked up totally. My mood can turn really ugly and short tempered when my period comes. it's really ridiculous to pass papers around and ask some idiotic question then pass all the way back . it's like telephone. you want to get to someone who is like ten million miles away. then you called the phone. you need to pass through all sorts of telephone lines then you can eventually get to the person.
dammit! i hate to be the telephone line. totally pissed off with it. have to at least pass a piece of fucking paper close to everyday. WHAT THE FUCK? cant you just LIFT YOUR BLOODY HEAVY BUTT UP AND WALK TO THE PERSON AND TELL THEM? you are not only WASTING PAPER AND PEN INK, you are also IRRITATING PEOPLE! is the fucking crap you write so damn important that you have to know it straight away? if it is THAT URGENT why dont you ASK or TELL the person IN THE FACE!!!
i dont mind passing papers. but NOT ON A FUCKING DAILY BASIS.what the hell? if you are so desperate to talk to someone, why dont you go some online chatroom and talk to horny men? wont be that fucked up if it were some items that are not stupid.
Im not mad at cecilia. she used to do that often but now it's quite seldom. but dont know which idiot on my left side have been passing darn messages. WAH! are you that important that you dont even BOTHER TO WALK AND OPEN YOUR BIG MOUTH? maybe one day i shall read all the fucking messages and then BLOG them OPENLY. then i will finally know who is the idiot who has such a fucking habit.
BLAH BLAH BLAH
i have bad temper.
so?
23.2.05
really want to blog about something yet i dont know what i can blog about. things are just mediocre.
anyway, i dont have to see black black for one week. he is down with CHICKEN POX! yay. but it would be better if he had actually spread the virus to me.
really wonder how Jeremy is. Miss him lots. Mommy!!!
my dad accused me of being a rude kid. WHAT THE HELL? at least i dont pretend okay! it's true that i swear and use vulgarities. who dont? there are times when people are stupid and do dumb things. i admit that i am peaking this moment and i know yet i dont want to change anything about it.
anyway about the old woman. she was making nonsensical comments about my dad and me. obviously when a girl has her period, her temper is not so cooling. so before i left, i said something and i repeated it many times. 'Lao Zar Bor' haha. i bet the next time i go there, i will do the same.
she really sucks. seen her FLIRTING with some old ah pek before while tending the shop. And no, that shop aint hers. she just works there and she cant wait to have a dick stick into her fucking mouth. honestly whatever that woman says doesnt have much impact on me. i dont give much of a damn about people who cant close their mouths. anyway the whole shop is full of lao zar bors but the one that fucked me up sucks the most.
if there are old woman out there who fucked you up , just tell yourself. AT LEAST HAVE SOMETHING THEY DONT. and the thing is call YOUTH. even if they add 20 years to my age, at most i will be considered middle-age. but how about you , AH MAH? i bet that if they add 10years, you will already be in the coffin and really got used to your surroundings.
i do not have hatred for old people. i love my grandfather very much and he is someone i respect alot. but honestly, some old people was , is and will be a bitch/assholes for the rest of their lives. but it's a relief that it is only a small part of the population who abused their respect from others and do stupid things.Being old doesnt give the priority. i respect all old people even though if i dont know them. and mostly i find old aunties the most troublesome lots. they really have got this fucking , shitty attitude. really hard to get along with them. anyway they might be feeling the same for teenagers these days. but i really dont care. being old doesnt mean you are smarter, it just means that you are more experienced. You are not always right.
wondering what had happened. miss you alot. i waited the whole night yet you broke your promise. it upsets me. im not angry but im sad. i have alot of things i wanted to tell you. when i am able to draw out my courage to tell you, everything just goes wrong. why?
anyway, i dont have to see black black for one week. he is down with CHICKEN POX! yay. but it would be better if he had actually spread the virus to me.
really wonder how Jeremy is. Miss him lots. Mommy!!!
my dad accused me of being a rude kid. WHAT THE HELL? at least i dont pretend okay! it's true that i swear and use vulgarities. who dont? there are times when people are stupid and do dumb things. i admit that i am peaking this moment and i know yet i dont want to change anything about it.
anyway about the old woman. she was making nonsensical comments about my dad and me. obviously when a girl has her period, her temper is not so cooling. so before i left, i said something and i repeated it many times. 'Lao Zar Bor' haha. i bet the next time i go there, i will do the same.
she really sucks. seen her FLIRTING with some old ah pek before while tending the shop. And no, that shop aint hers. she just works there and she cant wait to have a dick stick into her fucking mouth. honestly whatever that woman says doesnt have much impact on me. i dont give much of a damn about people who cant close their mouths. anyway the whole shop is full of lao zar bors but the one that fucked me up sucks the most.
if there are old woman out there who fucked you up , just tell yourself. AT LEAST HAVE SOMETHING THEY DONT. and the thing is call YOUTH. even if they add 20 years to my age, at most i will be considered middle-age. but how about you , AH MAH? i bet that if they add 10years, you will already be in the coffin and really got used to your surroundings.
i do not have hatred for old people. i love my grandfather very much and he is someone i respect alot. but honestly, some old people was , is and will be a bitch/assholes for the rest of their lives. but it's a relief that it is only a small part of the population who abused their respect from others and do stupid things.Being old doesnt give the priority. i respect all old people even though if i dont know them. and mostly i find old aunties the most troublesome lots. they really have got this fucking , shitty attitude. really hard to get along with them. anyway they might be feeling the same for teenagers these days. but i really dont care. being old doesnt mean you are smarter, it just means that you are more experienced. You are not always right.
wondering what had happened. miss you alot. i waited the whole night yet you broke your promise. it upsets me. im not angry but im sad. i have alot of things i wanted to tell you. when i am able to draw out my courage to tell you, everything just goes wrong. why?
22.2.05
Feel like im swimming the last 2days. SWIMMING... really sucks and it feels like shit. that can maybe explain why i am saying nonsense all the time.
it's xiuxian's birthday today. know the news while doing push-up. i wanted to bless her with wishes after everything. yet, the moment i turn around, i forgot everything and only remember it after i got home. Oh well, she may not be reading this but still, Happy Birthday Xiuxian!
i wanted to blog about this old woman who had fucked me up. but i guess i shouldnt. since she is dying anyway. let us respect her. HAHA.
it's xiuxian's birthday today. know the news while doing push-up. i wanted to bless her with wishes after everything. yet, the moment i turn around, i forgot everything and only remember it after i got home. Oh well, she may not be reading this but still, Happy Birthday Xiuxian!
i wanted to blog about this old woman who had fucked me up. but i guess i shouldnt. since she is dying anyway. let us respect her. HAHA.
19.2.05
Didi's Message about my blog entry yesterday :
you cursed that her crush wont like her, then she found out that he like her izzit?
My reply.
No, i wouldnt curse someone with such a nasty thing. it will hurt that person alot and it will have immediate side effects after like say it. for example the person i have cursed hitting me or a erupting volcano standing next to me. it will honestly be a threat to myself. i wouldnt be so stupid and do this kind of thing. and Miss Lim had requested me to curse her, i did. and it is
' Hope that she wont find a ugly boyfriend next time'.
and if the opposite of the curse happens, very soon, she will find a ugly boyfriend. OR BETTER!! will never find a boyfriend. HAHA.
im now freaking out at this point. the black ass read my SMS in handphone. im freaking. From what he said , he only read one. but i wonder if it is UNTIL that message or ONLY that message. i went through all the message in the line and i am sad to say i found a message containing condom in it. haha. forget it. nothing about it.
went to NUS today. i was participating in the geography challenge today. they had this board that says 'GEOGRAPHY CHALLENGE 2005' hanging on the bus- stop that we should alight.feel that it's a stupid idea. if the bus is really packed and the people happens to be sitting on the side where they cant see the board as there are BUTTS blocking their view, they cant even see the sign. Anyway the board BLENDED into the surroundings. we did not even notice that there is a board until we walked NEAR to the seats behind.
westwood screw things up again. there is this component for the competition that should be done before the competition and handed in to them today, yet we dont even have any clue about it. HAHA. forget it, it can be settled... by someone i guess. haha
I nearly died in the lecture theater. the paper damn tough. but honestly, many other students from other schools felt the same. one even commented that 'IT WAS A GOOD GUESSING EXPERIENCE' -.-
after it, went to have my lunch and proceed to Jurong Junior College for the carnival? or festia? anything.. the band was quite hyper, many covered their ears as they sing.
you cursed that her crush wont like her, then she found out that he like her izzit?
My reply.
No, i wouldnt curse someone with such a nasty thing. it will hurt that person alot and it will have immediate side effects after like say it. for example the person i have cursed hitting me or a erupting volcano standing next to me. it will honestly be a threat to myself. i wouldnt be so stupid and do this kind of thing. and Miss Lim had requested me to curse her, i did. and it is
' Hope that she wont find a ugly boyfriend next time'.
and if the opposite of the curse happens, very soon, she will find a ugly boyfriend. OR BETTER!! will never find a boyfriend. HAHA.
im now freaking out at this point. the black ass read my SMS in handphone. im freaking. From what he said , he only read one. but i wonder if it is UNTIL that message or ONLY that message. i went through all the message in the line and i am sad to say i found a message containing condom in it. haha. forget it. nothing about it.
went to NUS today. i was participating in the geography challenge today. they had this board that says 'GEOGRAPHY CHALLENGE 2005' hanging on the bus- stop that we should alight.feel that it's a stupid idea. if the bus is really packed and the people happens to be sitting on the side where they cant see the board as there are BUTTS blocking their view, they cant even see the sign. Anyway the board BLENDED into the surroundings. we did not even notice that there is a board until we walked NEAR to the seats behind.
westwood screw things up again. there is this component for the competition that should be done before the competition and handed in to them today, yet we dont even have any clue about it. HAHA. forget it, it can be settled... by someone i guess. haha
I nearly died in the lecture theater. the paper damn tough. but honestly, many other students from other schools felt the same. one even commented that 'IT WAS A GOOD GUESSING EXPERIENCE' -.-
after it, went to have my lunch and proceed to Jurong Junior College for the carnival? or festia? anything.. the band was quite hyper, many covered their ears as they sing.
18.2.05
My dad doesnt understand. i really dont even know what the hell he is trying to do. he kept nagging non-stop. i really couldnt stand it. at a point i really feel like taking my keys and just walk out of the fucking door. it really sucks. im really trying to 'REN' everything. sometimes he makes sense and i just kept quiet. most of the time he is just using his status as MY DAD to oppress me. Im really not impressed at all and totally dont give much of a damn. AND STOP SAYING THAT MY DAD IS CUTE UNLESS YOU WANT TO BE MY STEPMOM. thank you. HE SUCKS TO THE CORE!
honestly my dad doesnt think good of me. to him im just this stupid idiot who is not doing well in school. and obviously i SWEAR infront of him. it's hard to control my anger if im really over my top.
forget about my dad, he really sucks.
knew alot of things happening in class. heard alot of gossips. i dont want to think much and dont really bother about other's stuff.
Siao Jun went crazy again. i cursed her this afternoon and at night she called me and wanted me to curse her more the next time. -.- because the opposite of what i said happened and she is really happy about it.
After PE lesson today, i went out of the field with this fucking bump on my hand. YES, IT STILL HURTS OKAY!! i think it is some mosquito which did this. HOPE YOU DIE AND GO TO HELL. fucking no ass pest.
now, i really know that you are my everything. everything i ever wanted, im willing to do anything for you. even going against my parents, i will.
honestly my dad doesnt think good of me. to him im just this stupid idiot who is not doing well in school. and obviously i SWEAR infront of him. it's hard to control my anger if im really over my top.
forget about my dad, he really sucks.
knew alot of things happening in class. heard alot of gossips. i dont want to think much and dont really bother about other's stuff.
Siao Jun went crazy again. i cursed her this afternoon and at night she called me and wanted me to curse her more the next time. -.- because the opposite of what i said happened and she is really happy about it.
After PE lesson today, i went out of the field with this fucking bump on my hand. YES, IT STILL HURTS OKAY!! i think it is some mosquito which did this. HOPE YOU DIE AND GO TO HELL. fucking no ass pest.
now, i really know that you are my everything. everything i ever wanted, im willing to do anything for you. even going against my parents, i will.
16.2.05
the show currently on kids central is Hi5. i was watching Care Bears before that and when it ended, i just left my television there and went up to my computer. Anyway, Hi5 was singing a song about Hide And Seek. i found it funny. it sounded like a Britney Spears song. i really who the heck will write a song about HIDE AND SEEK. the next will be what? In Playground? haha. forget it, im a really childish person. so i do not have the grounds to even make fun of them. haha
ran the 3.2km route today. almost died there. my running partner ended up to be Judy and not Liyan. both of us used the dragging method on each other and able to complete the route.
we were supposed to have Milo and sandwich. i was at the Milo car and there was a hell of people there. then one moronic teacher came and make us go back. thinking that i can probably get my ass later to get some drink or something, i went back and settled down. after a few moments i sat down, THE MILO CAR WENT AWAY. WHAT THE FUCK? got to know after the whole event that there were people drinking 5CUPS each and THAT IS WHY THE MILO WAS RUNNING LOW WHEN THE OTHERS WANTED TO DRINK. inconsiderate idiots!!
the shitty thing about the whole event is to sit ON FUCKING HOT ROAD and getting SOME SHITTY TAN from the scorching sun. it was really uncomfortable and my bag was HEATED up by the sun to a point where my book plastic cover was STUCK onto the book cover. i guess the plastic was heated and often and then STICK to book cover.
when they said that there was a special VIP, i thought it was Ms Kok. Everyone was guessing it was her. it ended up be an old man whom nobody knows.
Something weird. how come Miss Joanne Lee Ting Ting happened to be SICK when it comes to the day where we have cross country? IT'S THE SAME LAST YEAR. lol, it's quite obvious what is happening. RIGHT? haha.
i want to watch cartoon now. Tata
ran the 3.2km route today. almost died there. my running partner ended up to be Judy and not Liyan. both of us used the dragging method on each other and able to complete the route.
we were supposed to have Milo and sandwich. i was at the Milo car and there was a hell of people there. then one moronic teacher came and make us go back. thinking that i can probably get my ass later to get some drink or something, i went back and settled down. after a few moments i sat down, THE MILO CAR WENT AWAY. WHAT THE FUCK? got to know after the whole event that there were people drinking 5CUPS each and THAT IS WHY THE MILO WAS RUNNING LOW WHEN THE OTHERS WANTED TO DRINK. inconsiderate idiots!!
the shitty thing about the whole event is to sit ON FUCKING HOT ROAD and getting SOME SHITTY TAN from the scorching sun. it was really uncomfortable and my bag was HEATED up by the sun to a point where my book plastic cover was STUCK onto the book cover. i guess the plastic was heated and often and then STICK to book cover.
when they said that there was a special VIP, i thought it was Ms Kok. Everyone was guessing it was her. it ended up be an old man whom nobody knows.
Something weird. how come Miss Joanne Lee Ting Ting happened to be SICK when it comes to the day where we have cross country? IT'S THE SAME LAST YEAR. lol, it's quite obvious what is happening. RIGHT? haha.
i want to watch cartoon now. Tata
Im back here blogging again. guess im too happy
Just now liyan send me a message over MSN telling me to run together tomorrow. both of us really detest running and is freaking bad in it. most of the time we will end up one dragging the other when running.
i still remember that time Liyan and me ran so slow to a stage we were stopped and there were rumors saying we are going to re-run the whole route. Fuck it, it's really such a long distance. anyway, liyan crapped about Singapore's road much harder than China's that is why she is not used to it and it caused her to run slower. CRAP. but i like it. haha.
honestly i enjoy blogging alot. i crap, bullshit and use vulgar. but there are still things i restrict myself from blogging. i deleted few entries. i really dont want to put everything i know as OPEN SECRET. it really sucks. dont want to interfere with other's life actually. in other words, be a big mouth and have to leak out every crap i know. yes, i have read blogs like that. HAHA. anyway, the person blog in a funny way. i go read not for the content but for the way the person blogs. up till this point, i can say i have not leak any secrets in my blog.
im still having the idea of removing my tagboard. it looks so.. EXTRA. haha. but i guess, for the sake of Joanne Lee Ting Ting , let it be the grounds where she can swear, suan , insult and etc.. at me. Thank you. haha
Just now liyan send me a message over MSN telling me to run together tomorrow. both of us really detest running and is freaking bad in it. most of the time we will end up one dragging the other when running.
i still remember that time Liyan and me ran so slow to a stage we were stopped and there were rumors saying we are going to re-run the whole route. Fuck it, it's really such a long distance. anyway, liyan crapped about Singapore's road much harder than China's that is why she is not used to it and it caused her to run slower. CRAP. but i like it. haha.
honestly i enjoy blogging alot. i crap, bullshit and use vulgar. but there are still things i restrict myself from blogging. i deleted few entries. i really dont want to put everything i know as OPEN SECRET. it really sucks. dont want to interfere with other's life actually. in other words, be a big mouth and have to leak out every crap i know. yes, i have read blogs like that. HAHA. anyway, the person blog in a funny way. i go read not for the content but for the way the person blogs. up till this point, i can say i have not leak any secrets in my blog.
im still having the idea of removing my tagboard. it looks so.. EXTRA. haha. but i guess, for the sake of Joanne Lee Ting Ting , let it be the grounds where she can swear, suan , insult and etc.. at me. Thank you. haha
heard some funny noises coming out from my handphone charger just now. It almost freak the hell out of me. i thought it was THE SIGN that i have to get another charger. i remembered that the last time my dad's charger faced the same problem and in the end my dad bought a new one. THERE IS NO WAY I AM GOING TO SPLURGE ON ANOTHER CHARGER. i have checked the price before, 40bucks. i dont have spare cash now. no way im going to fork out 40bucks on a charger.
this afternoon had a rehearsal <<<-- this is where i stopped typing everything at 9.02pm.
yes, i was blogging half way and then, the best thing in my life happened.
i guess im really humji ( timid) and i was really afraid to ask alot of things i have in mind.
hope everything will be right now... you are still the one..
anyway back to blogging.
forget about the rehearsal thing. it's really a bullshit thing. who the hell would be able to cheer after such a long run and feeling all so exhuasted and tired. come to think about it, it's going to be cross-country tomorrow and the thought of it had already exhuasted me.
no mood. =D
next time!
this afternoon had a rehearsal <<<-- this is where i stopped typing everything at 9.02pm.
yes, i was blogging half way and then, the best thing in my life happened.
i guess im really humji ( timid) and i was really afraid to ask alot of things i have in mind.
hope everything will be right now... you are still the one..
anyway back to blogging.
forget about the rehearsal thing. it's really a bullshit thing. who the hell would be able to cheer after such a long run and feeling all so exhuasted and tired. come to think about it, it's going to be cross-country tomorrow and the thought of it had already exhuasted me.
no mood. =D
next time!
13.2.05
the television shows broadcasted is getting worst and worst. Damn it, WEEKEND and i almost the whole of yesterday, i dont get to see a good program. i was really tired and since the freaking shows cant entertain me, i entertained myself with an afternoon nap.
Mediacorp ought to do some reflection. almost everyone in my family is saying that the standard has dropped. Let me do a prognosis. but i guess it will happen anyway.
Currently, if a programme in Channel U ended, they will replace the time slot with AN OLD SHOW that had been telecasted in Channel 8 before.
My Prognosis:
After some time, Channel U will be full of crappy shows that nobody really likes and dont give much damn of. Hence, the viewer's rate will drop. Then, Mediacorp will start to make noise and make some bullshit announcement saying that Channel U is not making money and is making a loss. If it carries on, the whole company will be affected.then they will shut down Channel U.
obviously, when you put programmes that had not been a sucess in Channel8, what makes you think that by repeating the process of showing it on Channel U will increase the viewer's rate? CRAP.
I wonder if it will happen. but i hope not. cause i love Channel U dearly. haha.
Feel like removing the tagboard. since it doesnt got much use. and honestly, i dont find a point of having it anyway. even when i read others blog, i dont usually tag for them. so what makes me think they will tag for me since i simply refuse to tag for them? haha.
it's not that i dont want to tag. sometimes the things they blog, you just simply dont know what to say or comment about anything. haha. since, im bullshiting most of the time, i guess people really dont know what to say either.
Mediacorp ought to do some reflection. almost everyone in my family is saying that the standard has dropped. Let me do a prognosis. but i guess it will happen anyway.
Currently, if a programme in Channel U ended, they will replace the time slot with AN OLD SHOW that had been telecasted in Channel 8 before.
My Prognosis:
After some time, Channel U will be full of crappy shows that nobody really likes and dont give much damn of. Hence, the viewer's rate will drop. Then, Mediacorp will start to make noise and make some bullshit announcement saying that Channel U is not making money and is making a loss. If it carries on, the whole company will be affected.then they will shut down Channel U.
obviously, when you put programmes that had not been a sucess in Channel8, what makes you think that by repeating the process of showing it on Channel U will increase the viewer's rate? CRAP.
I wonder if it will happen. but i hope not. cause i love Channel U dearly. haha.
Feel like removing the tagboard. since it doesnt got much use. and honestly, i dont find a point of having it anyway. even when i read others blog, i dont usually tag for them. so what makes me think they will tag for me since i simply refuse to tag for them? haha.
it's not that i dont want to tag. sometimes the things they blog, you just simply dont know what to say or comment about anything. haha. since, im bullshiting most of the time, i guess people really dont know what to say either.
Yeah, im this bitch and even at the age of 16, im acting like i am 13. so? what is the problem with it? Petty fucker. Was so reluctant to even talk to you but i did cause i respected you. what the hell? asking lame questions? How about i give you damn question like
How long is your dick?
How often you masturbate?
and other craps.
comeon. talking about craps, i can do it better than you. i wonder who will ever give a damn about an idiot like you who dont even act like a guy. dont come and offend me. especially accusing me of something when your the one who started all the nonsense. dont bullshit with me. i hardly know you. IM RUDE? go do some reflection , MORON.
Go fuck yourself, idiot.
How long is your dick?
How often you masturbate?
and other craps.
comeon. talking about craps, i can do it better than you. i wonder who will ever give a damn about an idiot like you who dont even act like a guy. dont come and offend me. especially accusing me of something when your the one who started all the nonsense. dont bullshit with me. i hardly know you. IM RUDE? go do some reflection , MORON.
Go fuck yourself, idiot.
12.2.05
Warning! the following entry contains explicit content. If you think you are going to make a comment somewhat relating me to a pervert, then dont even bother to scroll down.
let me start with something that is not pervertic at all.
as we all know, we have to carry our handbook around and note down our homework. very often, it is very plain. so i like to write quotes on top of every page. so i wrote this qoute on one of the pages.
'Im Jealous of every girl that had ever hug you. Cause for that moment, she is holding on to my whole world.'
yeah, i copied it from somewhere. SO? anyway, so that black black saw it. and guess what he said. it stunned me totally.
'Aiya, dont need to be jealous lah when they hugged me'
i was like WHAT?!?! and i made him repeat what he said. he repeated, and yeah, it was exactly like what i heard before. i was dumbfolded. i felt like someone had just stuff a shoe into my mouth. i TOTALLY dont know what to say.
i never knew anyone thick skinned enough to ever say this kind of thing. Oh My God! i guess he is really confident of himself. good try. but NAH.
here comes the explicit part. so please dont scroll down if you are INNOCENT and PURE people.
As we all know, fazilla is trying to get some guy from this other school who happens to be her Ex. so she was asking for advice everywhere. she asked me and black black. i told her to tell him directly how she feels. and that black ass reprimanded me. said it was a stupid move. what the hell? i feel that it's not stupid at all. its better to be honest of how you felt than to hide everything.
obviously that ex is a no-good freak that is why she got dump. so she tried to cover for him by saying lots of good things about him. and one of it is.. 'when he hold my hand, it feels very good'
and my reply was..
'Yeah, maybe he is so used to holding onto breasts and he thinks that your hand is a boob that is why he held it so well'
HAHA. yeah , and we cracked up. fazilla was giving a -.- expression while black black and we was cracking up.
then we were talking about how she should get him back and i asked Fazilla what was her ex's chinese name. she said she doesnt know and they were together for only close to a month. such a simple thing yet she doesnt know and she can carry on with the guy for close to a month. i wanted to know what they had talked about since they are together for so long yet she dont know his chinese name.
'Got ask him how long his dick is?'
we laughed again. yes, i love to ask dumb questions. and then fazilla and black black did the hand thing. =) i will not make much comment about it.
let me start with something that is not pervertic at all.
as we all know, we have to carry our handbook around and note down our homework. very often, it is very plain. so i like to write quotes on top of every page. so i wrote this qoute on one of the pages.
'Im Jealous of every girl that had ever hug you. Cause for that moment, she is holding on to my whole world.'
yeah, i copied it from somewhere. SO? anyway, so that black black saw it. and guess what he said. it stunned me totally.
'Aiya, dont need to be jealous lah when they hugged me'
i was like WHAT?!?! and i made him repeat what he said. he repeated, and yeah, it was exactly like what i heard before. i was dumbfolded. i felt like someone had just stuff a shoe into my mouth. i TOTALLY dont know what to say.
i never knew anyone thick skinned enough to ever say this kind of thing. Oh My God! i guess he is really confident of himself. good try. but NAH.
here comes the explicit part. so please dont scroll down if you are INNOCENT and PURE people.
As we all know, fazilla is trying to get some guy from this other school who happens to be her Ex. so she was asking for advice everywhere. she asked me and black black. i told her to tell him directly how she feels. and that black ass reprimanded me. said it was a stupid move. what the hell? i feel that it's not stupid at all. its better to be honest of how you felt than to hide everything.
obviously that ex is a no-good freak that is why she got dump. so she tried to cover for him by saying lots of good things about him. and one of it is.. 'when he hold my hand, it feels very good'
and my reply was..
'Yeah, maybe he is so used to holding onto breasts and he thinks that your hand is a boob that is why he held it so well'
HAHA. yeah , and we cracked up. fazilla was giving a -.- expression while black black and we was cracking up.
then we were talking about how she should get him back and i asked Fazilla what was her ex's chinese name. she said she doesnt know and they were together for only close to a month. such a simple thing yet she doesnt know and she can carry on with the guy for close to a month. i wanted to know what they had talked about since they are together for so long yet she dont know his chinese name.
'Got ask him how long his dick is?'
we laughed again. yes, i love to ask dumb questions. and then fazilla and black black did the hand thing. =) i will not make much comment about it.
11.2.05
i have a feeling that my internet connection is questioning me ' why am i so slow? why am i so slow?' crap, obviously i know. my dad did not pay the bill for this month and many other months and this freaking thing starts to fail on me. HA! great! just had a problem with the house phone and now? the stupid internet connection. thought it supposed to be a broadband and now, it is functioning like a dialup. or even worst?
a speaker came to give us a talk about R&D ( Research and Development) today. it was quite and interesting talk. even though i did not get him most of the time, but i feel that if he were to be able to speak without an accent, it would be a fulfilling talk.
sat for chinese common test today. i guess im having problems. i almost couldnt finish the paper and i gave bullshit for my last question. i did not even finish the article. i felt that it was too dry and i am too lazy to read, jumped directly at the questions for the comprehension part. haha
went home and my mom totally pissed me off. shit her. now, i see through her, im not giving any damn about her. HELLO? im your daughter and you did not even give me red packet. should be grateful that when you asked for money to GIVE some other piece of shit, i did not even reject you. FUCK YOU. so why the hell you want to be a push-over and demand for more? i hate the fact that you always place the whole world infront of me. I HATE YOU!
obviously, im pissed and i went to take my nap. more piss when my dad called TWICE and disturb my sleep. the first time i understand, he was informing me of something. the next is total bullshit. HE ASKED ME WHERE HE KEPT HIS MONEY. what the hell? i should have said i dont know where and keep the money for myself. honestly i dont know where he left it, i saw it ON THE TABLE. is he too blind to see it?
blog later about someone who has thick skin
a speaker came to give us a talk about R&D ( Research and Development) today. it was quite and interesting talk. even though i did not get him most of the time, but i feel that if he were to be able to speak without an accent, it would be a fulfilling talk.
sat for chinese common test today. i guess im having problems. i almost couldnt finish the paper and i gave bullshit for my last question. i did not even finish the article. i felt that it was too dry and i am too lazy to read, jumped directly at the questions for the comprehension part. haha
went home and my mom totally pissed me off. shit her. now, i see through her, im not giving any damn about her. HELLO? im your daughter and you did not even give me red packet. should be grateful that when you asked for money to GIVE some other piece of shit, i did not even reject you. FUCK YOU. so why the hell you want to be a push-over and demand for more? i hate the fact that you always place the whole world infront of me. I HATE YOU!
obviously, im pissed and i went to take my nap. more piss when my dad called TWICE and disturb my sleep. the first time i understand, he was informing me of something. the next is total bullshit. HE ASKED ME WHERE HE KEPT HIS MONEY. what the hell? i should have said i dont know where and keep the money for myself. honestly i dont know where he left it, i saw it ON THE TABLE. is he too blind to see it?
blog later about someone who has thick skin
100205
crap, i cant get connected to my internet. but i really got the urge to blog. so i just write my entry in one of the documents in my computer and just post it later.
went to my grandpa's place today.. ate steamboat. honestly i dont know how to cook and i really cant determine if anything in there is raw or fully cooked. but i overheard my aunt says that if the food floats, it means it is fully cooked. i really dont understand. i threw alot of things into that pot. but..
1) none of the food i threw in floats. even after a long time
2)Most of the it went missing while i was away or distracted.
not really in the mood to eat after the flames nearly blustered on my face when they are trying to change the gas bottle for the steamboat. i was sitting right infront of it when the flames nearly blow off my face. my cousin ran away the moment the flame burst out. while me? i sat there like an idiot as my dad's big ass blocked my way.
my uncle brought back a washing machine. it was given to him by a friend who is getting a divorce. -.- a little bit weird. heard that the washing machine is of a high value that is why he brought it back. but the crap thing is he cant operate it and he made a big fuss about the water level in the washing machine. he said that he is only able to wash '4 underwears' with only that water level. i guess he is abit drunk huh?
saw him. still think he is really good looking. the last time i saw him, he was botak ( bald ). now the hair grew back, looks as good. but he always carry this stupid expression on his face.
watched Mulan telecasted on television. still love it alot. i dont know why..
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If You Come Back
Atomic Kitten
So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Throughout all my life
I never thought I'd had somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Hey babe, don't you know?
You gotta, slow down, before you know
You're gonna, break down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be, a little, helpful
When you think of me
A little, careful, when you're close to me
'Cos baby, I loved you from the start
Maybe if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
I love you
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day, all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
190104 - 020504
thought of you again. i dont know why. felt like suffocating and die at that split second. it really sucks when the wait have to be everlasting until the day when i know how to untie the knot that is in me. hope you are fine now.
crap, i cant get connected to my internet. but i really got the urge to blog. so i just write my entry in one of the documents in my computer and just post it later.
went to my grandpa's place today.. ate steamboat. honestly i dont know how to cook and i really cant determine if anything in there is raw or fully cooked. but i overheard my aunt says that if the food floats, it means it is fully cooked. i really dont understand. i threw alot of things into that pot. but..
1) none of the food i threw in floats. even after a long time
2)Most of the it went missing while i was away or distracted.
not really in the mood to eat after the flames nearly blustered on my face when they are trying to change the gas bottle for the steamboat. i was sitting right infront of it when the flames nearly blow off my face. my cousin ran away the moment the flame burst out. while me? i sat there like an idiot as my dad's big ass blocked my way.
my uncle brought back a washing machine. it was given to him by a friend who is getting a divorce. -.- a little bit weird. heard that the washing machine is of a high value that is why he brought it back. but the crap thing is he cant operate it and he made a big fuss about the water level in the washing machine. he said that he is only able to wash '4 underwears' with only that water level. i guess he is abit drunk huh?
saw him. still think he is really good looking. the last time i saw him, he was botak ( bald ). now the hair grew back, looks as good. but he always carry this stupid expression on his face.
watched Mulan telecasted on television. still love it alot. i dont know why..
*******************************************************
If You Come Back
Atomic Kitten
So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Throughout all my life
I never thought I'd had somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Hey babe, don't you know?
You gotta, slow down, before you know
You're gonna, break down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be, a little, helpful
When you think of me
A little, careful, when you're close to me
'Cos baby, I loved you from the start
Maybe if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
I love you
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day, all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
190104 - 020504
thought of you again. i dont know why. felt like suffocating and die at that split second. it really sucks when the wait have to be everlasting until the day when i know how to untie the knot that is in me. hope you are fine now.
9.2.05
I actually laughed when i was reading someone' blog just now.the worst thing is that it wasnt meant to be funny at all. she was talking about how heartbroken she was over her recent breakup. i guess the girl is older than me as she is working.. im not sure but i guess.
i was laughing over a line that is something like this...
' i know i am a bad gf.....+ sex partner'
i feel that it is funny line. that girl even commit suicide for that guy. if ur guy breaks up with you cause you are a bad girlfriend, it can be understood. if being a bad sex partner gives him a reason to dump you...it's quite funny. how you rate being a bad sex partner? haha.
i really pity her at some point of time. she somehow shared something bad like me. when i am angry, i dont care who the heck you are. i will babble and shout every nasty thing on earth. after that, i will start to regret. it's anger that is always controlling me. it really sucks.
i guess i really need to change somehow. i promise to swear less in my other entries.
take care people
i was laughing over a line that is something like this...
' i know i am a bad gf.....+ sex partner'
i feel that it is funny line. that girl even commit suicide for that guy. if ur guy breaks up with you cause you are a bad girlfriend, it can be understood. if being a bad sex partner gives him a reason to dump you...it's quite funny. how you rate being a bad sex partner? haha.
i really pity her at some point of time. she somehow shared something bad like me. when i am angry, i dont care who the heck you are. i will babble and shout every nasty thing on earth. after that, i will start to regret. it's anger that is always controlling me. it really sucks.
i guess i really need to change somehow. i promise to swear less in my other entries.
take care people
i wanted to blog . there was so much things on my mind but due to my fucking internet connection. i couldnt get online. even if i am online, the thing will slow down automatic. so i am going to blog what i remembered.
070205
my birthday!!
what a freaking day to start such a great day. first, was called by the old man OM (operations manager) because me and friends walked too slowly. He accused us of being SELFISH and blocking others way. what the hell? is this a pathetic primary school? bullshit.
is it wrong to walk in small steps as we have short legs? do you have a problem with that? comeon , if we are walking so slowly, the people behind us can just walk right past us and walk right infront of us. it's not that the freaking road is too narrow. it's spacious okay. but they dont give much damn about walking fast into the place we call HELL.
anyway, he called me and two other friends, Liyin and Xiaojun. so that OM was talking shit to 3 of us. me and liyin really dont give much damn about it. it's obvious he was just looking for fault in 3 of us. dont really give much of a fuck to anything he says. Only Xiaojun was responding to him. i was looking everywhere but at him. after some pissed-off conversation. he let us go. What the hell? used to think he was not bad, but now i changed my mind.
after that, only thing i remember i had a horrible day in school.
took bus and went home. while crossing the street, the old man infront of me almost fall. i admit, i had a slight smile across my face. it's bad! i know, but later of the day i nearly fall and i had 2 woman smirking at my foolishness. retribution. i know.
the fucked up part was me walking around my neighbourhood wearing my uniform and slippers at night. i was trying to buy some stuff. then this old hag was talking about me to her daughter who will grow up and looking as bad as her mom. i did something and i regreted it. i should have done something more evil.
auntie, you just come out from the village huh? never seen a student wearing slippers and uniform at 9pm? at least i look neat except for my slippers. i know when you are younger, you are a bitch. can you dont be a stupid bitch even when you are old?? i cant even call you an old bimbo, you dont even have the looks.
had a long day and this is what i got.
080205
had Chinese New Year celebrations in the day. it was really fun. and Eddie Lau won best dressed male teacher. -.- whoever who chose him must be out of his/her mind. he looked more like a red packet to me. haha
it's scary when you listen to bimbos talking. the worst is that you hear male version of bimbo talking. it will really make you laugh like shit. haha. i heard it and i was appalled. i wished i wasnt there when they talked to each other. it was really funny..
090205
Happy new year!!!
070205
my birthday!!
what a freaking day to start such a great day. first, was called by the old man OM (operations manager) because me and friends walked too slowly. He accused us of being SELFISH and blocking others way. what the hell? is this a pathetic primary school? bullshit.
is it wrong to walk in small steps as we have short legs? do you have a problem with that? comeon , if we are walking so slowly, the people behind us can just walk right past us and walk right infront of us. it's not that the freaking road is too narrow. it's spacious okay. but they dont give much damn about walking fast into the place we call HELL.
anyway, he called me and two other friends, Liyin and Xiaojun. so that OM was talking shit to 3 of us. me and liyin really dont give much damn about it. it's obvious he was just looking for fault in 3 of us. dont really give much of a fuck to anything he says. Only Xiaojun was responding to him. i was looking everywhere but at him. after some pissed-off conversation. he let us go. What the hell? used to think he was not bad, but now i changed my mind.
after that, only thing i remember i had a horrible day in school.
took bus and went home. while crossing the street, the old man infront of me almost fall. i admit, i had a slight smile across my face. it's bad! i know, but later of the day i nearly fall and i had 2 woman smirking at my foolishness. retribution. i know.
the fucked up part was me walking around my neighbourhood wearing my uniform and slippers at night. i was trying to buy some stuff. then this old hag was talking about me to her daughter who will grow up and looking as bad as her mom. i did something and i regreted it. i should have done something more evil.
auntie, you just come out from the village huh? never seen a student wearing slippers and uniform at 9pm? at least i look neat except for my slippers. i know when you are younger, you are a bitch. can you dont be a stupid bitch even when you are old?? i cant even call you an old bimbo, you dont even have the looks.
had a long day and this is what i got.
080205
had Chinese New Year celebrations in the day. it was really fun. and Eddie Lau won best dressed male teacher. -.- whoever who chose him must be out of his/her mind. he looked more like a red packet to me. haha
it's scary when you listen to bimbos talking. the worst is that you hear male version of bimbo talking. it will really make you laugh like shit. haha. i heard it and i was appalled. i wished i wasnt there when they talked to each other. it was really funny..
090205
Happy new year!!!
6.2.05
Quite upset just now...
i demanded a red packet from my dad and said that it's for tomorrow. and his reply was..
'HONG BAO ur head arh! havent you spent enough money?'
i was a little shocked and i thought he was joking with me. my dad NEVER forget my birthday, he Never did that before. so i replied him
'tomorrow my birthday le'
the next sentence he said shocked me like hell and he told me that with no expression
'oh ya, i forgot'
-.- i dont understand what the hell is wrong with him. i was really upset over it. the worst is that after that, he tried to say something else to cover up the fact that he FORGOT the most important date of his daughter's life. it really made me feel like shit. even if you forgot, after i told you that it is going to be my birthday the next day, AT LEAST PRETEND?
that wasnt the worst part. the next conversation almost made me cried.
Me: Can accompany me till 12am?
Person: for what?
Me: cause tomorrow is a special day to me...
Person: everyday is the same to me. nothing special.
*Almost cried* honestly i was really hurt. but after that the person told me about the plan he had. and accused me of ruining everything. Thank god you remember!
saw this busy body guy on bus just now. he was really one of the 'pain in the arse people' that i will hate to be with. he was with this other guy and a girl. so that girl was grumbling about her high handphone bill.
NO BRAIN ARH YOU. knowing that you have a friend who loves to poke his nose into every shit. then why will you even want to start it. so that guy was asking question like.....
'What is the cause?'
"Why dont you cut down"
'What is the main reason for you doing that'
and other crap
the problem is that the guy asked until a point where both of his friends totally ignored him and started a conversation of their own. so that guy cant do anything but shut up. i almost laughed out. but honestly, that guy with a big mouth had sharp features and it made him quite good looking. except for his hair. Hahaha
i demanded a red packet from my dad and said that it's for tomorrow. and his reply was..
'HONG BAO ur head arh! havent you spent enough money?'
i was a little shocked and i thought he was joking with me. my dad NEVER forget my birthday, he Never did that before. so i replied him
'tomorrow my birthday le'
the next sentence he said shocked me like hell and he told me that with no expression
'oh ya, i forgot'
-.- i dont understand what the hell is wrong with him. i was really upset over it. the worst is that after that, he tried to say something else to cover up the fact that he FORGOT the most important date of his daughter's life. it really made me feel like shit. even if you forgot, after i told you that it is going to be my birthday the next day, AT LEAST PRETEND?
that wasnt the worst part. the next conversation almost made me cried.
Me: Can accompany me till 12am?
Person: for what?
Me: cause tomorrow is a special day to me...
Person: everyday is the same to me. nothing special.
*Almost cried* honestly i was really hurt. but after that the person told me about the plan he had. and accused me of ruining everything. Thank god you remember!
saw this busy body guy on bus just now. he was really one of the 'pain in the arse people' that i will hate to be with. he was with this other guy and a girl. so that girl was grumbling about her high handphone bill.
NO BRAIN ARH YOU. knowing that you have a friend who loves to poke his nose into every shit. then why will you even want to start it. so that guy was asking question like.....
'What is the cause?'
"Why dont you cut down"
'What is the main reason for you doing that'
and other crap
the problem is that the guy asked until a point where both of his friends totally ignored him and started a conversation of their own. so that guy cant do anything but shut up. i almost laughed out. but honestly, that guy with a big mouth had sharp features and it made him quite good looking. except for his hair. Hahaha
Realise alot of pain has been going on around me. The people whom has been hurt deeply has this ring of sorrows surrounding them and the source of all pain is the word 'LOVE'. it really sucks when you see people do stupid things for someone who is not worth it. to them, maybe it is worth it but.... if the person loves you back, will he/she ever do that to you? no. humans are so vulnerable.
really no mood to do anything at this point. i really feel like taking this big holiday and break from all the chains. no pressure and nothing else. especially from you. i dont want to be hoping for nothing. i know that no matter what i do, the fact still stays. no amount of words can describe the pain i felt the last 8months... your words still runs vividly in my mind.
really no mood to do anything at this point. i really feel like taking this big holiday and break from all the chains. no pressure and nothing else. especially from you. i dont want to be hoping for nothing. i know that no matter what i do, the fact still stays. no amount of words can describe the pain i felt the last 8months... your words still runs vividly in my mind.
To respond to Ms Lim Xiao Jun's special request, im gonna blog about the guy of her dreams. So if you think you are that person, can you please kindly respond to this blog entry by emailing me either to sweix@whoever.com or chilled_off@hotmail.com. thank you.
Yesterday we went to for our flag day. it was really boring thing to do.anyway, yesterday i mentioned that xiaojun dropped this balloon infront of a group of guys. after that, she went up to ask a few handsome guys. there was this one whom she wants special mention of.
the picture speaks a thousand words. anyway she was holding onto a few balloons at that point and i couldnt draw in due to space constraints. take a good look at the guy's eyes. different from other eyes i have drawn. this is trying to say that the guy has a very charming eyes.
so ms lim walked towards that guy. she said that at first she did not think that the guy is handsome or anything close to that. but after after she turned around and the guy said something. she look back and this is what she saw..
yes, she was charmed by the guy. he had really beautiful eyes. i was standing close to 5metres away. yet, i can see his beautiful eyes shooting electricity all over the place.
after that, ms lim decided that she regreted not asking the guy for number or even ask him to stop awhile for a chat. so , in the bus she made a big deal over it. and kept using her fist to hit the glass panel. lol. she said that it was a once - in - a - life - time experience and she will never get to see that guy again. that is why she has lots of regrets.
If you .....
-Appeared in Orchard Road yesterday
-Was in orchard around 6pm
-were wearing polo-tee and jeans
-was approached by a girl outside Wisma
-think that you have nice eyes and fulfill all the points above.
You are SOMEONE'S DREAM GUY. and that person is LIM XIAO JUN. please refer to her blog to see how she describe you. haha.
anwm
Yesterday we went to for our flag day. it was really boring thing to do.anyway, yesterday i mentioned that xiaojun dropped this balloon infront of a group of guys. after that, she went up to ask a few handsome guys. there was this one whom she wants special mention of.
the picture speaks a thousand words. anyway she was holding onto a few balloons at that point and i couldnt draw in due to space constraints. take a good look at the guy's eyes. different from other eyes i have drawn. this is trying to say that the guy has a very charming eyes.
so ms lim walked towards that guy. she said that at first she did not think that the guy is handsome or anything close to that. but after after she turned around and the guy said something. she look back and this is what she saw..
yes, she was charmed by the guy. he had really beautiful eyes. i was standing close to 5metres away. yet, i can see his beautiful eyes shooting electricity all over the place.
after that, ms lim decided that she regreted not asking the guy for number or even ask him to stop awhile for a chat. so , in the bus she made a big deal over it. and kept using her fist to hit the glass panel. lol. she said that it was a once - in - a - life - time experience and she will never get to see that guy again. that is why she has lots of regrets.
If you .....
-Appeared in Orchard Road yesterday
-Was in orchard around 6pm
-were wearing polo-tee and jeans
-was approached by a girl outside Wisma
-think that you have nice eyes and fulfill all the points above.
You are SOMEONE'S DREAM GUY. and that person is LIM XIAO JUN. please refer to her blog to see how she describe you. haha.
anwm
5.2.05
I have stressed on this point before. I would like to do it again. I would want to let the horny sickos out there to know that.....
I was really fucked up when i found out that my blog is one of the results when people type in craps. Especially when it comes to ' SEX'. the latest one was a horny individual trying to get to a websites with kid ranging from 7-9 years having sex.
WHO THE HELL WILL HAVE SEX AT THE AGE! unless they are forced to. even if there is, why the hell you want to be so sick and look at kids having sex? the world is getting more and more sick. i really dont understand why they are even attacking at young kids right now. really pity the victims.
Had a long and tiring day. but it was really fun. Did this sort- of flag day ( but they do not have stickers). in the begining, me and xiaojun held onto some balloons. and i would like to concentrate on xiaojun as she did some stupid things.
this is xiaojun. obviously it doesnt look like her as this is a stickman. she was holding onto 5 balloons at the time, but i only drew 4. -.- okay, i forgot about 1. but that wasnt the main point anyway.
the pink colour arrows are the movement of her hands. she was playing with the balloons and had a great time. first, she did the 'up- down' crap. but it can be understood as she was really excited? for nothing i guess.
then, she decided to do the circling of the hands with balloons in it. -.- and she was saying that it was a 'opera show'. the funniest part aint this. this girl saw a group of guys and one of them was handsome i guess. so she decided to walk towards them and ask them for donation. before she can even walk to them, something happened.
yes, one of the balloon flew out. RIGHT INFRONT OF THE GROUP OF GUYS. at the sight of this, i cracked like hell. it was funny and quite unexpected. haha.
anyway, i knew a dark secret of my neighbour today. AND NO, NOT THE ONE LIVING JUST NEXT TO MY APARTMENT. it was a secret of an indian guy living in the same block. i can only say, when he die, he will end up in hell for sure.
I was really fucked up when i found out that my blog is one of the results when people type in craps. Especially when it comes to ' SEX'. the latest one was a horny individual trying to get to a websites with kid ranging from 7-9 years having sex.
WHO THE HELL WILL HAVE SEX AT THE AGE! unless they are forced to. even if there is, why the hell you want to be so sick and look at kids having sex? the world is getting more and more sick. i really dont understand why they are even attacking at young kids right now. really pity the victims.
Had a long and tiring day. but it was really fun. Did this sort- of flag day ( but they do not have stickers). in the begining, me and xiaojun held onto some balloons. and i would like to concentrate on xiaojun as she did some stupid things.
this is xiaojun. obviously it doesnt look like her as this is a stickman. she was holding onto 5 balloons at the time, but i only drew 4. -.- okay, i forgot about 1. but that wasnt the main point anyway.
the pink colour arrows are the movement of her hands. she was playing with the balloons and had a great time. first, she did the 'up- down' crap. but it can be understood as she was really excited? for nothing i guess.
then, she decided to do the circling of the hands with balloons in it. -.- and she was saying that it was a 'opera show'. the funniest part aint this. this girl saw a group of guys and one of them was handsome i guess. so she decided to walk towards them and ask them for donation. before she can even walk to them, something happened.
yes, one of the balloon flew out. RIGHT INFRONT OF THE GROUP OF GUYS. at the sight of this, i cracked like hell. it was funny and quite unexpected. haha.
anyway, i knew a dark secret of my neighbour today. AND NO, NOT THE ONE LIVING JUST NEXT TO MY APARTMENT. it was a secret of an indian guy living in the same block. i can only say, when he die, he will end up in hell for sure.
4.2.05
heard something ridiculous today.
This primary school near my school has a soccer team. Honestly, this is a great sports and soccer has been one of the all-time favourite sports since.... dont know when. The school had seek permission to borrow our school's soccer field. This is the ridiculous part. The school forms a soccer team without having a soccer field. -.- i had always thought that all schools will at least have a bloody soccer field no matter what the size is. but i guess i was wrong.
I still remember that my primary school has this small soccer field. i dont know if it is still there as they went through alot of renovation. not sure if they got rid of the soccer field and WASTE their space on shitty redundant things like RUNNING TRACKS. yes, and they dont even have a fucking team of runners yet they have running tracks. HA! bullshit primary school.
anyway, i had alot of memories in the small little pathetic field. the funny thing was, there was once, the field grew some mushrooms on it. white coloured mushroom somehow appeared in the field. the school had to make announcement to everyone NOT TO EAT THE MUSHROOM as it is poisonous.
you might be thinking ' who the hell would want to eat some mushroom found on the field of the school?'
but hey, there are people who did that. a number of my classmates pluck the mushrooms and brought them home. Wow, great! at young age, we are sure impressive by practicing one of the important value that Singaporean should have. Kiasu-ism. Nice work!
My primary school life are filled with people who did stupid things. i remember walking on this path everytime we have to get to a venue as a class. the path was filled with flowers bushes by the side. My moronic classmates will pluck the flowers everytime and suck the nectar off. then, dump the rubbish on ground. i never did that. i feel that the flowers had this leafy smell that i detested alot. my class was scolded numerous time about the sucking of nectar, yet nobody really cares and we still what we do, we never heel advice. haha.
This primary school near my school has a soccer team. Honestly, this is a great sports and soccer has been one of the all-time favourite sports since.... dont know when. The school had seek permission to borrow our school's soccer field. This is the ridiculous part. The school forms a soccer team without having a soccer field. -.- i had always thought that all schools will at least have a bloody soccer field no matter what the size is. but i guess i was wrong.
I still remember that my primary school has this small soccer field. i dont know if it is still there as they went through alot of renovation. not sure if they got rid of the soccer field and WASTE their space on shitty redundant things like RUNNING TRACKS. yes, and they dont even have a fucking team of runners yet they have running tracks. HA! bullshit primary school.
anyway, i had alot of memories in the small little pathetic field. the funny thing was, there was once, the field grew some mushrooms on it. white coloured mushroom somehow appeared in the field. the school had to make announcement to everyone NOT TO EAT THE MUSHROOM as it is poisonous.
you might be thinking ' who the hell would want to eat some mushroom found on the field of the school?'
but hey, there are people who did that. a number of my classmates pluck the mushrooms and brought them home. Wow, great! at young age, we are sure impressive by practicing one of the important value that Singaporean should have. Kiasu-ism. Nice work!
My primary school life are filled with people who did stupid things. i remember walking on this path everytime we have to get to a venue as a class. the path was filled with flowers bushes by the side. My moronic classmates will pluck the flowers everytime and suck the nectar off. then, dump the rubbish on ground. i never did that. i feel that the flowers had this leafy smell that i detested alot. my class was scolded numerous time about the sucking of nectar, yet nobody really cares and we still what we do, we never heel advice. haha.
2.2.05
Pathetic. My house's phone line was cut off by the company incharged. the money owed was around 180bucks and they cut off the line? okay, not exactly 'cut off' but they made it impossible for us to call out and incoming calls cannot reach us. what the hell?
honestly i really do not find much problem about not paying phone bills. my handphone bill is 300 plus and we still did not pay it. Not intending to pay full amount either. HAHA..
actually it wasnt that bad. we were only unable to call out. my dad thought the phone was faulty and bought a new phone. God knows, it was the line's problem. my dad was abit pissed but he did not really show it cause the new phone was quite expensive. there is no need to change the phone, then we just left the new phone... somewhere in the house i guess. dont really care.
i think my dad has an itchy butt. he went to call the hotline of the phone company. then later of the night, all the shitty things happened. but now everything works. cause my dad went to pay full amount yesterday.
Lost my Ten year series (maths) and i am unable to get another new copy of it. i think i lost the book close to 6 months and i really dont know where the hell i left it. im really sad.. THE FUCKING BOOK IS EXPENSIVE AND I HAVE TO GET ANOTHER COPY TO REPLACE IT!!!
im abit pissed by my computer. i cant bold my words at this point. WHAT THE HELL!?
oh well, stop my shit here.. tata!
honestly i really do not find much problem about not paying phone bills. my handphone bill is 300 plus and we still did not pay it. Not intending to pay full amount either. HAHA..
actually it wasnt that bad. we were only unable to call out. my dad thought the phone was faulty and bought a new phone. God knows, it was the line's problem. my dad was abit pissed but he did not really show it cause the new phone was quite expensive. there is no need to change the phone, then we just left the new phone... somewhere in the house i guess. dont really care.
i think my dad has an itchy butt. he went to call the hotline of the phone company. then later of the night, all the shitty things happened. but now everything works. cause my dad went to pay full amount yesterday.
Lost my Ten year series (maths) and i am unable to get another new copy of it. i think i lost the book close to 6 months and i really dont know where the hell i left it. im really sad.. THE FUCKING BOOK IS EXPENSIVE AND I HAVE TO GET ANOTHER COPY TO REPLACE IT!!!
im abit pissed by my computer. i cant bold my words at this point. WHAT THE HELL!?
oh well, stop my shit here.. tata!
1.2.05
Finally know why the hell my blog has attracted 2 horny people here
Look clearly...
sweix <- dont see anything wrong with it right? let me highlight the important part SwEiX<- find anything wrong with it? let me do something to it to make it clearer. SwEiX <- yes, here it is... if you were to take out all the bolded letters, the word formed will be : SEX
you might be thinking that i have complicated thoughts. it really took me a long time to figure out this shit. i really dont understand why the bloody hell will this blog attract people looking for porn.but i guess any words with alphabet S,E and X in it will make them relate to sex. -.-
Look clearly...
sweix <- dont see anything wrong with it right? let me highlight the important part SwEiX<- find anything wrong with it? let me do something to it to make it clearer. SwEiX <- yes, here it is... if you were to take out all the bolded letters, the word formed will be : SEX
you might be thinking that i have complicated thoughts. it really took me a long time to figure out this shit. i really dont understand why the bloody hell will this blog attract people looking for porn.but i guess any words with alphabet S,E and X in it will make them relate to sex. -.-
Okay, im BACK HERE the third time. now , i am really really pissed.
2 fucking horny people are directed to my blog from yahoo search. and guess what the hell they were searching for??
1) free download 2minutes movie sex
2)SJI masturbate
What the fuck?! im appalled. what the hell makes you think that my blog is some porn web with 2 MINTUES OF MOVIE SEX!?! what the hell? does sweix.blogspot.com relates you with anything close to sex? AND WHEN THE FUCK DID I EVER SAY MOVIE SEX?
the worst shit. what the hell is SJI masturbate????!?!?!!
i remember blogging about SJI but what on earth SJI maturbation is?
dont be dumb.type something like XXX it will bring you something closer to porn than to some idiot's blog!
2 fucking horny people are directed to my blog from yahoo search. and guess what the hell they were searching for??
1) free download 2minutes movie sex
2)SJI masturbate
What the fuck?! im appalled. what the hell makes you think that my blog is some porn web with 2 MINTUES OF MOVIE SEX!?! what the hell? does sweix.blogspot.com relates you with anything close to sex? AND WHEN THE FUCK DID I EVER SAY MOVIE SEX?
the worst shit. what the hell is SJI masturbate????!?!?!!
i remember blogging about SJI but what on earth SJI maturbation is?
dont be dumb.type something like XXX it will bring you something closer to porn than to some idiot's blog!
back here blogging again. just read through a few blog entries of mine. read the first few entries and in one of them, i said that i dont want to be 'crude'. ironically, the entry after that is full of vulgarities.
My chinese new year resolution is.... wait, this sentence looks and sounds weird. normally people will go ' My new year resolution is...' who the heck will go ' My chinese new year resolution'?who the hell will even give a damn about changing themselves using the lunar calendar? oh well, let me go with the flow and NOT MAKE BETTER CHANGES TO MYSELF. haha. save it for next year... (nah!)
if i were to make a new year resolution, it would most probably be not blogging with vulgar. at least the ratio has to be 1:50. but i guess since i have decided NOT to force myself do anything, hence i can swear all i like!
My chinese new year resolution is.... wait, this sentence looks and sounds weird. normally people will go ' My new year resolution is...' who the heck will go ' My chinese new year resolution'?who the hell will even give a damn about changing themselves using the lunar calendar? oh well, let me go with the flow and NOT MAKE BETTER CHANGES TO MYSELF. haha. save it for next year... (nah!)
if i were to make a new year resolution, it would most probably be not blogging with vulgar. at least the ratio has to be 1:50. but i guess since i have decided NOT to force myself do anything, hence i can swear all i like!
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