Forced myself to go to school yesterday just for the ONE stupid diploma talk. if i known earlier that its gonna be like this, i rather not go. since i know im gonna take the diploma no matter what so even if the diploma talk suck like what, im still going to take.




guess it is a good start for myself eh? by forcing myself to go to school yesterday. i dont really feel like going there. gonna spent like close to 7hours ( plus waking up and taking bus) just for that ONE hour of talk and freaking over some crap.




however since i have decided im gonna work extra hard for the next 3yrs and definitely not gonna like it, this is a good start. that proves that im .... starting to force myself to do things i dislike? haha.




if i have decided to at least TRY, why not do my best?






screw you people. i passed my maths okay. E-MATHS. thank you.

P-A-S-S-E-D! NOT D7 for godness sake.




im finishing it even when i couldnt. you wouldnt understand the pain im going through but at least I FINISH it, that is what that mattered. why cant appreciate it?




so what have you been doing? take care okay? slacking no more.




coz i dont want you to know where i am.
coz then you'll see my heart in its saddest its ever

BEEN