28.4.06
WHY THE HELL AM I SO OBSERVANT? WHY WHY WHY?
feel like i will never ever see light in my life every again during Chemistry lessons. next time i should have just pretend that i did not see anything instead of smiling and laughing to myself.
1) I will start doing my tutorials and assignment
2) I will not pretend that i understand when i dont
3) i will try to be more attentive
4)AHHHHHHH
5)AHHHHHHHH
okay shit, no matter how i see it. im dead , whether it is verticle or horizontal manner. die = die.
finally passed one of the test! haha. 1 pass out of like 5 fails. it isnt honorable anyway, if it wasnt for mirah, i was gonna fail again. =) so can consider that
UNTIL NOW I HAVE NOT PASS ANY TEST/EXAMS.
bloody hell. the mid year exams are coming in soon. time really flies man....
im having a hell of time trying to read and understand Othello. its interesting if you have someone who knows what is happening to guide you. definitely trying to figure it yourself is damn bloody tough.
there was supposed to be a quiz on Othello yesterday. however i can almost hear everyone complaining that they dont understand the text at all. they wanted to ask Mdm Shamala to postpone or cancel the test. guess there was no need to. when Mdm Sham stepped in she asked
'Are we having a test today?'
everyone replied in unison 'NO. you did not tell us anything'
in the end the test was cancelled. At first the area that the test covers is only Act one SCENE 1 and 2. now, we are having the test next thursday and the workload increased to Act one SCENE 1,2 and 3.
okay, so obvious that she knew what the heck we were trying to do. to prevent this from happening again, she wrote down on her book.
had alot fun laughing today. =)
this week had been a horny week
Aisah touched my breast the other day for no reason. However she insisted not to touch the nipple because she felt that it would make me horny.
PLEASE LAH, IM NOT SO WEAK. haha
every piece of shit that i know, stop saying that im short!
kucf
feel like i will never ever see light in my life every again during Chemistry lessons. next time i should have just pretend that i did not see anything instead of smiling and laughing to myself.
1) I will start doing my tutorials and assignment
2) I will not pretend that i understand when i dont
3) i will try to be more attentive
4)AHHHHHHH
5)AHHHHHHHH
okay shit, no matter how i see it. im dead , whether it is verticle or horizontal manner. die = die.
finally passed one of the test! haha. 1 pass out of like 5 fails. it isnt honorable anyway, if it wasnt for mirah, i was gonna fail again. =) so can consider that
UNTIL NOW I HAVE NOT PASS ANY TEST/EXAMS.
bloody hell. the mid year exams are coming in soon. time really flies man....
im having a hell of time trying to read and understand Othello. its interesting if you have someone who knows what is happening to guide you. definitely trying to figure it yourself is damn bloody tough.
there was supposed to be a quiz on Othello yesterday. however i can almost hear everyone complaining that they dont understand the text at all. they wanted to ask Mdm Shamala to postpone or cancel the test. guess there was no need to. when Mdm Sham stepped in she asked
'Are we having a test today?'
everyone replied in unison 'NO. you did not tell us anything'
in the end the test was cancelled. At first the area that the test covers is only Act one SCENE 1 and 2. now, we are having the test next thursday and the workload increased to Act one SCENE 1,2 and 3.
okay, so obvious that she knew what the heck we were trying to do. to prevent this from happening again, she wrote down on her book.
had alot fun laughing today. =)
this week had been a horny week
Aisah touched my breast the other day for no reason. However she insisted not to touch the nipple because she felt that it would make me horny.
PLEASE LAH, IM NOT SO WEAK. haha
every piece of shit that i know, stop saying that im short!
kucf
24.4.06
there was this photo taking session today. it was a little infuriating at first . our whole class reached there yet the man insisted to take the photo of the other class before us even though there were barely 5 people from the class. WE SACRIFICED OUR BREAK FOR THAT PATHETIC PHOTOTAKING .i was forced to borrow a badge because i wasnt having any on. damn.
Supposingly there should be 3 breaks today. however we only had one left in the end.
1- taken up by the pathetic photo taking session
1- taken up by the pathetic chemistry retest which i bet im gonna fail again.
somebody stick this piece of paper on my table today. heard that its badmouthing the people from our class. not really sure what had happened , did not even see that piece of paper myself. so i was totally clueless when ShiYin asked me where the paper was. honestly, it was a childish behaviour and CANT BELIEVE THAT IDIOT STICKED IT ON MY TABLE! ARH!! haha
Perhaps i might seem very very clueless and dumb in class most of the time and Mirah shot me a question today
Mirah:Dont you go back and revise your work when your at home?
Me: Nah, i dont
Mirah : oh yah, we have so much homework everyday. no time for it...
Me: *pause for a moment* but i also never do my homework leh?
haha. i never see myself as someone who is hardworking or any shit close to that. there are people who has the perspective i am. *erhm erhem* may i was but things are really different here. my idea of doing homework is .....
Out of 10 question, maybe 5-6 questions are done and the rest are blanks. to me, work like this is good enough and i am very please to say
'I HAVE DONE MY WORK'
the concept of homework now is...
Out of 10 questions, 10 must be done. if there is anything that you dont understand, MUST TRY. that means there must not be any blanks or anything. even write rubbish, you must also write. anything less than that would not even be called done.
perhaps i might be the only one who feels like this about the concept. because that is what people around me are doing anyway. =)
Did something bad today. Showed Hongu picture to Aisah and the first question i asked her was
'UGLY ANOT?'
she said no, infact hongu look quite good.
i was like...... -.-........ OMG $%^&*))#$%^*()%%(*$%_)*^$@#$^
............... i have no comments..............
aS
Supposingly there should be 3 breaks today. however we only had one left in the end.
1- taken up by the pathetic photo taking session
1- taken up by the pathetic chemistry retest which i bet im gonna fail again.
somebody stick this piece of paper on my table today. heard that its badmouthing the people from our class. not really sure what had happened , did not even see that piece of paper myself. so i was totally clueless when ShiYin asked me where the paper was. honestly, it was a childish behaviour and CANT BELIEVE THAT IDIOT STICKED IT ON MY TABLE! ARH!! haha
Perhaps i might seem very very clueless and dumb in class most of the time and Mirah shot me a question today
Mirah:Dont you go back and revise your work when your at home?
Me: Nah, i dont
Mirah : oh yah, we have so much homework everyday. no time for it...
Me: *pause for a moment* but i also never do my homework leh?
haha. i never see myself as someone who is hardworking or any shit close to that. there are people who has the perspective i am. *erhm erhem* may i was but things are really different here. my idea of doing homework is .....
Out of 10 question, maybe 5-6 questions are done and the rest are blanks. to me, work like this is good enough and i am very please to say
'I HAVE DONE MY WORK'
the concept of homework now is...
Out of 10 questions, 10 must be done. if there is anything that you dont understand, MUST TRY. that means there must not be any blanks or anything. even write rubbish, you must also write. anything less than that would not even be called done.
perhaps i might be the only one who feels like this about the concept. because that is what people around me are doing anyway. =)
Did something bad today. Showed Hongu picture to Aisah and the first question i asked her was
'UGLY ANOT?'
she said no, infact hongu look quite good.
i was like...... -.-........ OMG $%^&*))#$%^*()%%(*$%_)*^$@#$^
............... i have no comments..............
aS
23.4.06
a few days back we had this group discussion for the IRP thingy. guess it was written all over my face that i had a bad day the previous day. Murni saw it and she asked me if i was okay. she tried cheering me up by giving me something...
M : You want ya-cock?
Me: ???????????????? arh?
M: Ya-cock. you want?
Me : * totally clueless and wonders how on earth can she get me my cock when i dont even have one in the first place*
M: you know yal-cock? yakult!
oh, then i laughed.it was so bloody funny and she said i was dirty minded.. -.- HOW ON EARTH I KNOW SIA? haha. i never realised that yakult could be pronounced in this manner so i couldnt catch the ball at all.
Read this article highlighted by Miss koh about this JC student suicide because he felt that his private part was too small. propaganda bah? perhaps pui pui was right, shouldnt believe what porn is showing.... please lah, how many people outside the porn industry have this kinda length?
had a small arguement with my mom just now about pads. dont understand what she is thinking lor. pads now a days are built to absorb heavy flow what, why is she doing that leh? crazy.
im very guai today =)
Guai
M : You want ya-cock?
Me: ???????????????? arh?
M: Ya-cock. you want?
Me : * totally clueless and wonders how on earth can she get me my cock when i dont even have one in the first place*
M: you know yal-cock? yakult!
oh, then i laughed.it was so bloody funny and she said i was dirty minded.. -.- HOW ON EARTH I KNOW SIA? haha. i never realised that yakult could be pronounced in this manner so i couldnt catch the ball at all.
Read this article highlighted by Miss koh about this JC student suicide because he felt that his private part was too small. propaganda bah? perhaps pui pui was right, shouldnt believe what porn is showing.... please lah, how many people outside the porn industry have this kinda length?
had a small arguement with my mom just now about pads. dont understand what she is thinking lor. pads now a days are built to absorb heavy flow what, why is she doing that leh? crazy.
im very guai today =)
Guai
Counting down 7 days =)
Today i muster my courage to do something. tried to step out of it but honestly it doesnt matter. the result is still the same and i failed to do it. hope that things got better in this way bah? my eyes really hurts...
dont understand you le. seemed that you like to torture yourself and always in so much pain . know liao also feel like killing the person who did that to you, hope you would really take good care okay? =) i understand you really love it alot but sometimes dont you think that your passion is actually causing you harm?
Mommy, daddy and puipui is conscripted .
Pui pui is going in around june or july. cant remember. aiya, he better go in and stay there forever. that is to prevent him from bickering with me again. buahaha
daddy is damn funny. he is going in more than 4 months later now he is acting like tomorrow he is facing the sentence. aiyo funny le you.. still damn far away leh, dont act like your gonna die tomorrow leh?
mommy one is damn funny. heard about girls getting conscripted in malaysia a few years back. it always give me an impression that your the suay one is damn bloody small. however guess i was wrong. mommy is conscripted buahaha. fly my bird bird again.. she is going to malaysia again tomorrow. Gd luck eh?haha
im okay, thank you ~
simple minded.
Today i muster my courage to do something. tried to step out of it but honestly it doesnt matter. the result is still the same and i failed to do it. hope that things got better in this way bah? my eyes really hurts...
dont understand you le. seemed that you like to torture yourself and always in so much pain . know liao also feel like killing the person who did that to you, hope you would really take good care okay? =) i understand you really love it alot but sometimes dont you think that your passion is actually causing you harm?
Mommy, daddy and puipui is conscripted .
Pui pui is going in around june or july. cant remember. aiya, he better go in and stay there forever. that is to prevent him from bickering with me again. buahaha
daddy is damn funny. he is going in more than 4 months later now he is acting like tomorrow he is facing the sentence. aiyo funny le you.. still damn far away leh, dont act like your gonna die tomorrow leh?
mommy one is damn funny. heard about girls getting conscripted in malaysia a few years back. it always give me an impression that your the suay one is damn bloody small. however guess i was wrong. mommy is conscripted buahaha. fly my bird bird again.. she is going to malaysia again tomorrow. Gd luck eh?haha
im okay, thank you ~
simple minded.
22.4.06
My mood has been diving to the bottom recently. it seemed that little things can really upset me for quite awhile. however i dont understand why fucking bad things are gushing towards all at once? perhaps its just me or my damn period is coming.
i was talking to some moron the other day. realised that the pain inside me is bottling up and whenever i am reminded of it, its raging and on the verge of bursting out. couldnt help it but to think why am i making myself like this just to make others happy. i dont understand.
dont really bother if im the one who give more or anything, i really dont care. can you just pay more attention? thats all im asking.. maybe im asking too much le bah?
damn tired and i can feel that i have no patience when it comes to chemistry. its really damn tiring if you are dealing with chemistry assignments, tutorials or test most of the time. i hate it , almost everyday i have to deal with chemistry. may it be anything out of these three catergory. very sickening when i dont even know what the hell was teached.
Passed none of the test until this point. kinda expected and im struggling like hell.
the bleeding wound.
i was talking to some moron the other day. realised that the pain inside me is bottling up and whenever i am reminded of it, its raging and on the verge of bursting out. couldnt help it but to think why am i making myself like this just to make others happy. i dont understand.
dont really bother if im the one who give more or anything, i really dont care. can you just pay more attention? thats all im asking.. maybe im asking too much le bah?
damn tired and i can feel that i have no patience when it comes to chemistry. its really damn tiring if you are dealing with chemistry assignments, tutorials or test most of the time. i hate it , almost everyday i have to deal with chemistry. may it be anything out of these three catergory. very sickening when i dont even know what the hell was teached.
Passed none of the test until this point. kinda expected and im struggling like hell.
the bleeding wound.
14.4.06
Did newspaper collection for CIP yesterday around Bukit Batok housing estate. It was only yesterday i realised something, I NEVER WANNA LIVE AROUND THAT AREA. The number of cats there is damn scary, abundance amount of cats. it seemed that every turn you take there will be a cat sitting down there looking at you.
since i was there and there are so many CATS around, i decided to challenge myself . YES, I TOUCHED A CAT and after it got freaked up along with a friend just because that cat moved. =) anyway the fur was very very soft..... nice~~
ahh, but still im afraid of cats!!
damn
since i was there and there are so many CATS around, i decided to challenge myself . YES, I TOUCHED A CAT and after it got freaked up along with a friend just because that cat moved. =) anyway the fur was very very soft..... nice~~
ahh, but still im afraid of cats!!
damn
10.4.06
failed the first physics test terribly. 7/20 haha. dont really feel anything because i expected it bah? i can foresee that in the future i will get more shitty results like this. dammit, we are currently learning VECTORS in physics. DAMMIT. that is like my WEAKEST topic and very often i will try to avoid questions that has vectors or vectors related. AHHHH DAMN!
bet i will get another piece of crap tomorrow, we are getting back the chemistry test papers. HAHAHA
saw this couple just now in this place. for some reason, the girl kept stroking that guy's chest ( most probably the nipple?). lol, whats wrong with people ? want your guy to have erection arh? haha
looking back.
bet i will get another piece of crap tomorrow, we are getting back the chemistry test papers. HAHAHA
saw this couple just now in this place. for some reason, the girl kept stroking that guy's chest ( most probably the nipple?). lol, whats wrong with people ? want your guy to have erection arh? haha
looking back.
7.4.06
Yay, felt that i have made a great improvement.
no longer feel tired and lethargic during lessons. okay, for some lessons i can really go into 'deep thoughts' that send me to hell when doing tutorials.
for example ;physics.
today Mrs Quack ( guess this is her surname?) went through the physics tutorial. first, i did not even do it . when she said ' take out your tutorial 1.2 ...' immediately, i thought that someone slap me to wake me up from my deep trance. hella, i dont even remember she said that we have to do it.
she started explaining that ' WE HAVE TO DO THE TUTORIAL ONCE SHE HAS FINISHED THE LECTURE ON THE TOPIC'
never heard of this thing, guess im not the only one bah? saw alot of puzzled faces in classes when she make us take the tutorial out. in the end, almost 3/4 of the class did not do anything. buahaha.
as she was going through the tutorial, i have so much diffculties understanding the concepts. it almost felt like i wasnt around the whole time when this topic was taught. shit, what the heck was i doing??
i laughed at some banner in school today, i thought that it was extremely funny. shared the joke with Huishan, in the end the response was clearly -.-''. lol, so really bobian, i added ' i childish hor?'
she pause for a moment and said ' no, you are not. its only very childish'
-.-'''
after that thing, she asked me how i survived in secondary school being so childish.
haha. wah, i totally speechless sia.
recieved the handbook today. DAMN UGLY. i have use that crap for the next 3years. it was supposed to be black but i guess something happened eh? now it became brown?
been paying so much $$ ever since school started. the most expensive is that darn calculator which i dont even know how to use. forget it, there is gonna be this mass lecture on the calculator soon? i hope bah?
confused thoughts.
no longer feel tired and lethargic during lessons. okay, for some lessons i can really go into 'deep thoughts' that send me to hell when doing tutorials.
for example ;physics.
today Mrs Quack ( guess this is her surname?) went through the physics tutorial. first, i did not even do it . when she said ' take out your tutorial 1.2 ...' immediately, i thought that someone slap me to wake me up from my deep trance. hella, i dont even remember she said that we have to do it.
she started explaining that ' WE HAVE TO DO THE TUTORIAL ONCE SHE HAS FINISHED THE LECTURE ON THE TOPIC'
never heard of this thing, guess im not the only one bah? saw alot of puzzled faces in classes when she make us take the tutorial out. in the end, almost 3/4 of the class did not do anything. buahaha.
as she was going through the tutorial, i have so much diffculties understanding the concepts. it almost felt like i wasnt around the whole time when this topic was taught. shit, what the heck was i doing??
i laughed at some banner in school today, i thought that it was extremely funny. shared the joke with Huishan, in the end the response was clearly -.-''. lol, so really bobian, i added ' i childish hor?'
she pause for a moment and said ' no, you are not. its only very childish'
-.-'''
after that thing, she asked me how i survived in secondary school being so childish.
haha. wah, i totally speechless sia.
recieved the handbook today. DAMN UGLY. i have use that crap for the next 3years. it was supposed to be black but i guess something happened eh? now it became brown?
been paying so much $$ ever since school started. the most expensive is that darn calculator which i dont even know how to use. forget it, there is gonna be this mass lecture on the calculator soon? i hope bah?
confused thoughts.
5.4.06
4.4.06
my day started as a shitty one. it has always been a shitty ever since school has started, nothing new actually. saw chu peng today, she really brighten me up alot =) thanks.
we were on the mrt talking about people in our school. not talking actually, its gossiping. miss her sia.
overheard conversation.-
Boss : Have you placed the order? place the order now .
Employee : okay, can you tell me what you need and now i order.
Boss: 5 box of Bladder powder , one kg each
Employee: -.- ( clueless expression)
Boss : Bladder powder. B-R-E-A-D-E-D P-O-W-D-E-R.
me: -.-
bladder and breaded makes alot of difference.
scary.
we were on the mrt talking about people in our school. not talking actually, its gossiping. miss her sia.
overheard conversation.-
Boss : Have you placed the order? place the order now .
Employee : okay, can you tell me what you need and now i order.
Boss: 5 box of Bladder powder , one kg each
Employee: -.- ( clueless expression)
Boss : Bladder powder. B-R-E-A-D-E-D P-O-W-D-E-R.
me: -.-
bladder and breaded makes alot of difference.
scary.
1.4.06
Period cramps sucks!!
i have died once today just because of the fucking aches.
WHY must liyan's word hit right on the spot? i remember the last time i had period, i drank alot of cold drinks. so liyan commented that my next period would be a painful one.
WHAT THE HELL?
why all the bad things come true?
it was hurting so bad that i told my dad
'PA, im going to die liao'
while walking to my room.
what my dad said next shock me
'okay, you go die bah'
-.-
fine lah fine lah.
DIE
i have died once today just because of the fucking aches.
WHY must liyan's word hit right on the spot? i remember the last time i had period, i drank alot of cold drinks. so liyan commented that my next period would be a painful one.
WHAT THE HELL?
why all the bad things come true?
it was hurting so bad that i told my dad
'PA, im going to die liao'
while walking to my room.
what my dad said next shock me
'okay, you go die bah'
-.-
fine lah fine lah.
DIE
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