My mood has been diving to the bottom recently. it seemed that little things can really upset me for quite awhile. however i dont understand why fucking bad things are gushing towards all at once? perhaps its just me or my damn period is coming.



i was talking to some moron the other day. realised that the pain inside me is bottling up and whenever i am reminded of it, its raging and on the verge of bursting out. couldnt help it but to think why am i making myself like this just to make others happy. i dont understand.




dont really bother if im the one who give more or anything, i really dont care. can you just pay more attention? thats all im asking.. maybe im asking too much le bah?



damn tired and i can feel that i have no patience when it comes to chemistry. its really damn tiring if you are dealing with chemistry assignments, tutorials or test most of the time. i hate it , almost everyday i have to deal with chemistry. may it be anything out of these three catergory. very sickening when i dont even know what the hell was teached.



Passed none of the test until this point. kinda expected and im struggling like hell.



the bleeding wound.