Went to cecilia's place yesterday for dont know what reason. muahaha. i mean the rest went there as they wanted to have a sleep-over at her place and watch the finals of soccer. me? i couldnt, i have exams in the morning so i couldnt spend the night there. honestly i dont really know why i went there for but i just did. =) its always nice to be with them.


guess i was really really damn tired that i actually slept on cecilia's bed with one bunch of noisy people sitting at the end and loud music blasting my ears.

YES, I DID IT.

at first it was cecilia who wanted to sleep but in the end it turned out to be me -.-''


forwarded an extremely out-of-the-world sms to my friends when it was meant to be for lovers. i dont have the habit of reading forwarded sms before sending people. feel that most of them have more or less the same content so i really couldnt be bothered. AND that message was sent to me by Yixian so i wouldnt think that much.only realise the problem when i recieved some replies from my 'dearest friends'. *pui* haha



had this huge quarrel with someone. perhaps i was the one who is making a big deal over a small crap like this. this incident also made me realise how blessed i am with friends like this.. constantly giving into me and my lousy temper. thank you.


it seemed i have trouble believing the things that you told me. from where i stand, i see the repetition of the same cycle happening again and again. the chances given in this 4years should be enough for both of us to prove ourselves and explain every shit that has happened. however , i seriously feel that the 4years is not justified and its wasted time and time again. starting to understand that there is an expiry date for you towards nearly everything.


the expiry date that you can treat someone well is one week.

if its like this, fine. my thresh hole for you is one month.


its coming to an end..

byex