The Reason


I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learningI never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know


I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you


I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear


I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You [x4]


I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to knowI've found a reason for me


To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is youI've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you



had a dream yesterday. that every negative aspect you feel about me had finally ceased. i dont know what i can ask from you, the question is if you are willing to listen to what i have to say in the first place. is this gonna carry on forever? i guess so... its been mths and i predict the years of torment i have to go through will be so much more.


the gift you gave me, will go on and stay in my heart. it will always be part of me and it will always remind me of you. now i no longer fear to see her, im facing the truth. i understand and know what i did was out of the world.

things are still hurting badly deep inside. i hate the weak me who cant accept everything.

hopeyouarehappy.

ethuanasia? i hope not?