saw you and her just now. some how it did not take much for me to realise your around. one turn , there you are with her holding hands. i was shock, truely i was stunned. thought you said you hated her and you will never want to be back with her ever again.


i walked away pretending not to know and not acknowledging your pressence. yes, it was you.


my mood went diving down to the bottom. messaged you and asked if your with her. 'ya...' thats all you replied. perhaps, thats all i need to dive deeper into more torment.


no wonder you have been acting weird ... why you did not want to tell me? that you are with her once again?


made up my mind and deleted your contact in my handphone. there's a limit to the amount of pain i can take.it hurts to know that i cant do anything to relieve all the pain she put you through. i told you before that i would do anything to ensure your happiness. maybe, just maybe you thought that you will be happier with her and that all the agony she puts you through can be covered up by the happy times you two have spent.


maybe.


i wouldnt know.
whatever it is, i told myself i will stay away from you once and for all.


your flickered minded has cause pain in me


broke down in the mrt...


i dont know why. i was oppressing it so much that all of a sudden it surges out at one go.


leaveme.