it feels so shiok to be waking up at 10 on a monday morning.


wahaha. its been such a long time since i have since this kinda shiokness in me. wahaha. okay, other then the other time when i pon school.


went to the fucking-big-vivocity on saturday. man, that place is so freaking big. its amazing that we cant even finish going around the whole mall by the 4th hour. yes, it is so fucking big.


on the 2nd level, there is this outdoor space for family to hang out and in the middle of nowhere you will find a big pool of water.

judy is very evil. she took a picture of this girl who was playing in water with her skirt pulled all the way to her waist and exposing her panties.

-.-'' it was a funny scene.


went to my cousin's wedding thingy yesterday.

i find it very amazing that when the elder members of my family saw me, they were going..

'omg, you grew up'

its damn amazing.

seriously, what were you all expecting? that the years passed did not do some 'facinating and fantastic' wonders on me? that i remain like a primary/secondary school kid?


the truth hit me hard yesterday. i was great that i did not actually inherit much of my mom's genes in terms of height. i was standing in the middle of the room and all my aunts and even uncles were shorter than me.

what the hell?

im not even tall to begin with. thank god sia.

guess sisters think alike bah? my mom and my 4th aunt was wearing the same colour shirt and pants. it was quite cute as they look similar. wahaha



i thought that when that was done, things will be better between us. however i guess i was wrong. it remains the same, we are still very far away from each other. there is no connection or whatsoever. i was right, we are too different and the worlds we live in can never converge. so why are we expecting ? it began with silent and now its moving towards silence. so why? its hard to fight alone. perhaps.. its time to.


holdin on ?

i dont know.