Yesterday really sucks to the core.
My PI was rejected flat on my face after 5 freaking drafts. really fucked me up. the last time i hand it, he said it was fine and stuff. just two days before the dateline, he SAID NO, not convinced. its really like... WTF? THEN WHY YOU SAID IT WAS FINE? DID YOU EVEN READ MY PROPOSAL? damn. one draft of PI at least spend me 5hours. imagine this. MY EFFORT all gone and now im doing last minute work to amend the shit. wait, its not even amending. im RE-DOING it , yeah cool right? im back to the scratch. this is not like simple school assignment, seriously i wouldnt give much of a damn lah. A LEVEL leh. hai forget it. at least i have completed a new PI yesterday.
My plans for yesterday was dashed and i have to P-S my dearest friends. -.-'' i missed them lah.
quarreled with dad over a small bank book issue. dont really understand why the fuck im always the one kanna all the blame for the shit he got into. freeze my account lor, as if i really care liao. na-bei.
on a happier note,
thanks to my dearest da-bian for editing my PI. guess my English really sucks to the core that he spent quite a bit of time editing and correcting my PI. thanks lah.
finished watching the vcds that was borrowed from lia.. damn, cried twice yesterday because of that drama lah. wahahahahahahahahahaha. jin-zai-yuan is so cute. wahahaha.
at times i will tell myself that i have made a wrong choice, i shouldnt have even start all these. seemed that most of the time there are only arguements and agony. that was the past. things have really changed so much, thank you for everything.
janet im really sorry for neglecting you. i was really busy with my school work the last few weeks. sorry for everything, i will make it up to you =)
jiayou!
23.4.07
im starting to miss them. its been a week since i last saw them... judy, lia , huizhen, where are you guys? I MISS YOU GUYS!!
its irritating to be hearing the same response over and over again when i mentioned something.
IM GOING TO LEARN DRIVING.
why must you people be so astonished ?
idiotic sia.................
blog when i have time bah.
ps. SHIYING U HAVE NO ABS. STOP DREAMING.
its irritating to be hearing the same response over and over again when i mentioned something.
IM GOING TO LEARN DRIVING.
why must you people be so astonished ?
idiotic sia.................
blog when i have time bah.
ps. SHIYING U HAVE NO ABS. STOP DREAMING.
15.4.07
8.4.07
Wee~~
i did something real stupid on friday. not on friday exactly, the plan was already excecuted on thursday.
on thursday , after the mahjong session at jackson's, cecilia, eric and me was walking to the bus stop. we were talking about how the mahjong game for friday should be played.....
what-the-fuck.
why must i open my big mouth and say that THE PUNISHMENT IS WATER.
nvm. WHY MUST I CARRY ON AND SAY LETS PLAY EXTREME WATER PUNISHMENT.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!
NEI NEI!! in the end i lost 25 freaking cups of water.
Cecilia - 21cups
huizhen - 26cups
eric-16cups
si eric, win so much!!! wah lau eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid face of eric. -.-''
here comes the punishment.
okay. i will only put the video for eric's punishment. coz mine was damn embarrassing lah.
even though the four of us drank 10cups of water each, I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO VOMITED STRAIGHT AFTER THE LAST CUP WAS GULP DOWN. -.-'' i weak lah!!
huizhen = miss agony.
after that, went to cecilia's house to ...
drink drank drunk.
oh ya, before drinking we cooked some maggie. wah lau. was damn hungry after all the water has been deposited ?? hahaha?
drunk people. haha
anyway im tired. got to do my work le. byebye.
i was right. why must my intuition be so accurate? there was a feeling that tells me that you have changed. dont wish to say anything because i was hoping that what i felt was just a mistake and there was no such thing.
things have changed so much , how long have it been?
perhaps its all my fault. i was the one who chooses to push you away from the start. so who am i lying to? do i have the stand to even demand anything right now? im no longer the one you will cling onto anymore.
you have suffered so much because of me even though i never mean to hurt you. all i was hoping for was is more attention but it has now become impossible. he enlightened me, all he sees is pain and agony from your face and im the one causing it. how can i expecting you to carry on holding onto the cactus that pricks you?
sorry for flaring up at you when im mad.
sorry for demanding so much from you.
sorry for disappointing you time and time again.
sorry for calling you names.
sorry for making you upset.
sorry for everything...
if your happier with her, i wish you all the best.
dont worry about me.
superwoman.
Early in the morning, I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我 不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你 爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡 的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨 对我微笑著的你
还能够 做些什麼代替我的歉意
总是望著我 小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然 让你精疲力尽
You were my superwoman 安静的在身边
无条件给我 梦寐以求的温柔 But I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错 不能失去你
Ooh—Babe---
You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此 只求夜长一点 有多久没有好好看你
只是认定了我 无论在什麼时候回头
都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有
想要哭的感觉 没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最後一次机会 换我忍耐换我等待
不要真的弃权
(---Baby)是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖 心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成 灰 烬
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.
你知道吗？原来心痛真的是很难忍受。
每次对自己说
‘这是最后一次，哭完就要笑着面对人生。’
我也想要这样，不喜欢做柔弱得我。。
i would laugh at my own stupidity whenever tears drop down unknowingly
i can only try.
独自对着电话说我爱你，我真的爱你。。。
things have changed so much , how long have it been?
perhaps its all my fault. i was the one who chooses to push you away from the start. so who am i lying to? do i have the stand to even demand anything right now? im no longer the one you will cling onto anymore.
you have suffered so much because of me even though i never mean to hurt you. all i was hoping for was is more attention but it has now become impossible. he enlightened me, all he sees is pain and agony from your face and im the one causing it. how can i expecting you to carry on holding onto the cactus that pricks you?
sorry for flaring up at you when im mad.
sorry for demanding so much from you.
sorry for disappointing you time and time again.
sorry for calling you names.
sorry for making you upset.
sorry for everything...
if your happier with her, i wish you all the best.
dont worry about me.
superwoman.
Early in the morning, I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我 不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你 爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡 的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨 对我微笑著的你
还能够 做些什麼代替我的歉意
总是望著我 小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然 让你精疲力尽
You were my superwoman 安静的在身边
无条件给我 梦寐以求的温柔 But I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错 不能失去你
Ooh—Babe---
You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此 只求夜长一点 有多久没有好好看你
只是认定了我 无论在什麼时候回头
都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有
想要哭的感觉 没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最後一次机会 换我忍耐换我等待
不要真的弃权
(---Baby)是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖 心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成 灰 烬
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.
你知道吗？原来心痛真的是很难忍受。
每次对自己说
‘这是最后一次，哭完就要笑着面对人生。’
我也想要这样，不喜欢做柔弱得我。。
i would laugh at my own stupidity whenever tears drop down unknowingly
i can only try.
独自对着电话说我爱你，我真的爱你。。。
7.4.07
6.4.07
Si bei suay.
a bee landed and crawled on my shirt the first thing i step into school. Ta-ma-de. i ended up screaming and jumping around like some mad person. i kept screaming for grace and shiying to get that damn thing off me. guess i was too agitated that the message wasnt pass on too well. both of them ended up looking at me blankly for the first 15seconds before realising anything.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. damn scary lah!!!!!!!
went to some center for old folks to do our CIP.
surprisingly, found a few kids there. DAMN CUTE LAH!!
victoria and Timothy.
shiying and patricia
jiaxuan.
look at the last picture. find that she look like cecilia leh. no wonder , replica of lia bah i guess. hahahahahaa. so cutee!!
we went on and played some game. if i have time i will upload the pictures bah?
the whole event did not really turn out really well. most of the people went off after the buffet.
-.-'' however i still think its a great effort. love my class!!
after that, went to Jackson's place for mahjong.
FREAKING LOST 5BUCKS LAH. WAH LAU EH. playing mahjong again today. this time however , no monetary concerns. it concerns our bladder bah. extreme water drinking. -.-''
somehow i feel that misunderstandings are arising again. starting to get and sick and tired of it. seems like this process of arguing and feeling sorry is inevitable. why must we be going through all these time and time again? it has become impossible to let go, the pain however is killing us bit by bit. let go or get killed?
maybe.
a bee landed and crawled on my shirt the first thing i step into school. Ta-ma-de. i ended up screaming and jumping around like some mad person. i kept screaming for grace and shiying to get that damn thing off me. guess i was too agitated that the message wasnt pass on too well. both of them ended up looking at me blankly for the first 15seconds before realising anything.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. damn scary lah!!!!!!!
went to some center for old folks to do our CIP.
surprisingly, found a few kids there. DAMN CUTE LAH!!victoria and Timothy.
shiying and patricia
jiaxuan.
look at the last picture. find that she look like cecilia leh. no wonder , replica of lia bah i guess. hahahahahaa. so cutee!!
we went on and played some game. if i have time i will upload the pictures bah?
the whole event did not really turn out really well. most of the people went off after the buffet.
-.-'' however i still think its a great effort. love my class!!
after that, went to Jackson's place for mahjong.
FREAKING LOST 5BUCKS LAH. WAH LAU EH. playing mahjong again today. this time however , no monetary concerns. it concerns our bladder bah. extreme water drinking. -.-''
somehow i feel that misunderstandings are arising again. starting to get and sick and tired of it. seems like this process of arguing and feeling sorry is inevitable. why must we be going through all these time and time again? it has become impossible to let go, the pain however is killing us bit by bit. let go or get killed?
maybe.
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