8.4.07

i was right. why must my intuition be so accurate? there was a feeling that tells me that you have changed. dont wish to say anything because i was hoping that what i felt was just a mistake and there was no such thing.

things have changed so much , how long have it been?

perhaps its all my fault. i was the one who chooses to push you away from the start. so who am i lying to? do i have the stand to even demand anything right now? im no longer the one you will cling onto anymore.


you have suffered so much because of me even though i never mean to hurt you. all i was hoping for was is more attention but it has now become impossible. he enlightened me, all he sees is pain and agony from your face and im the one causing it. how can i expecting you to carry on holding onto the cactus that pricks you?

sorry for flaring up at you when im mad.
sorry for demanding so much from you.
sorry for disappointing you time and time again.
sorry for calling you names.
sorry for making you upset.
sorry for everything...


if your happier with her, i wish you all the best.

dont worry about me.


superwoman.

Early in the morning, I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我 不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你 爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡 的香味叫醒

想要找回每天早晨 对我微笑著的你
还能够 做些什麼代替我的歉意
总是望著我 小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然 让你精疲力尽

You were my superwoman 安静的在身边 
无条件给我 梦寐以求的温柔 But I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错 不能失去你
Ooh—Babe---

You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此 只求夜长一点 有多久没有好好看你 
只是认定了我 无论在什麼时候回头 
都有你的笑容

是我忽略了你也会有 
想要哭的感觉 没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最後一次机会 换我忍耐换我等待 
不要真的弃权

(---Baby)是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖 心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成 灰 烬

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.



你知道吗?原来心痛真的是很难忍受。
每次对自己说
‘这是最后一次,哭完就要笑着面对人生。’
我也想要这样,不喜欢做柔弱得我。。
i would laugh at my own stupidity whenever tears drop down unknowingly
i can only try.



独自对着电话说我爱你,我真的爱你。。。