Right now, im really super duper free and slacking like nobody's business. therefore, presented right infront of you will be a super duper long entry that is proportional to how bored i am. BRACE YOURSELF PEOPLE.! if you like photos and craps, this is for you. if you dont, i dont give a damn. HAHAHAAHAHA!





Went over to hengling's house after the last paper for a baking session. this is the 2nd time i tried baking and the 1st time i was the main lead of the whole thing. it is a known truth that i have totally no talent in cooking or anything related to it, perhaps screwing it up is the best thing that i can ever do. now that i recall, everytime if there were anythin relating to cooking and stuff, my friends will kick me out of the kitchen in case i screw the things up. haha.


OIE! DONT LOOK DOWN ON ME EVER AGAIN OKAY? I HAVE NOW LEARN HOW TO BAKE!!! (okay, maybe with a little help from hengling...... OKAY LAH, ALOT OF HELP FROM HENGLING) -.-


the first batch was a little screwed. started by pouring in all the ingredients into the bowl. from what i remember, the recipe states that mix everything together.

HAHAHA. BUT I WAS WRONG! *PEHZ*

ya, i was dead wrong. even though everything is mixed together eventually, there was steps and different ingredients are to be put in at different times. hahaha. hence, the first batch of cookies was kind of screwed by me. nevertheless , it still taste great despite of the small gitch in preparation =)
















( Before going into the oven)


















( The result!)

















(YQ!)

( NICEEEEEEEEEEEEE~)

i was dead tired in the middle of the whole process. at one point i didnt really want to go on to bake the second batch of cookies. endured and force hengling to carry on with me =) she did most of the work for the second batch of cookies. it was better than the first one!

After that we packed cookies for the class as the cookies were in 'excess'. HEH! HENGLING KNOWS WHAT I MEAN! esp for michael!

Really thankful towards hengling =) i did alot of crap and dirtied her kitchen floor. wahahah. GUI TOR KAR!

Celebrated kexin's birthday with a whole gang on friday. it was a girl's night out, 10 freaking girls came. we laughed and do crap. haha. oh ya, we saw Mr Eddie Lau and his beautiful wife again. they are expecting their second child =) congrats









































































( The birthday girl)

gave this hellokitty to kexin, cute right?

i was damn tired the whole night that i really couldnt remember what we actually did. heh~ paiseh worx......

dont worry, it was a great night. i love you guys!

( My mom and i)




still remember that day when we were at the hospital. the news that was announced wasnt devastating but it was worse than what i had anticipated. i smiled, trying to look as if it did not matter though you were a little worried. the implications it brought kinda make me dislike and im sick of it. ive tried my best to salvage the situation but it seems to be getting worse. hope that things will get better soon.








that day wasnt meant to be fun or anything but the things that happened made me chuckle now and then when i think about it. you were acting funny and i was being an idiot. i was really delighted that you were happy for me. because i love you, seeing your smile made me happy too. all the screamings and shoutings are long forgotten at that point of time. can things stay like this forever? i beg to differ.


















( Being emo)

thanks for allowing me to be the stubborn person and step over you all the time. IM NOT SAYING ITS A GOOD THING THAT I STEP OVER YOU BUT im really grateful that your always giving into me. sometimes my attitude and temper put you in a tight situation. you gave into me all the time even when you are feeling really upset with me.

thanks.

its never enough.

im a happy girl =)

realized whats that weird feeling inside of me since boy had left. i miss him alot, especially on this day =c he seems to be happy over there shopping like nobody's business while im here alone in my heart ='c UNFAIR!~


the trip with sisters today was fun, love their company.


hai................................................................................


im still rather empty inside. hope you-know-who will be back soon...

Boy is away for 2 days and 2 nights. there's a weird feeling inside , hope that things will get better soon.


ought to change my temper for the better. nah~ i really HAVE to no matter what. seems that i boil and get angry at the tiniest thing that displeases me and treat him like crap. sometimes i dont even understand why the hell my temper can get so bad and what actually pissed me off. wonder what good deeds i have done to deserve him. the one who gives in and tolerates all the nonsense that i have did.


i miss you

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KEXIN

damn, ive been tagged AGAIN by some nei nei ..... AKA CHIN SHIYING. guess i will just leave out the second part. i know you love me alot lah, thats why wanna know my opinion about you right? haha. i will satisfy your craving baby. wahaha.



The person who tagged you : Chin Shiying aka nei nei aka abby

Your relationship with her : She's my girlfriend

Your 5 impression of her :
1. Noisy
2. Crappy
3. Caring ( eh? wahaha)
4. FAIR
5. she likes to crush people with her abs. wahaha. when she has got one lah. haha

The most memorable thing she has done for you : she sat down and listen while i talk about the story of any movies that ive watch and she is planning to watch. ( I KNOW IT STILL HAVE NOT HAPPEN. DONT WORRY MY LOVE, SOON OKIE? KEKE)

The most memorable words she said to you : Really lor! i laughed until i almost peed ( -.- )''

If she becomes your lover, you will? yeah, she is my lover

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing : LET ME TOUCH UR NEI NEI.

If she becomes your enemy, you will? LET ME TOUCH YOUR NEI NEI AND MAKE THEM FLAT

The reason why she becomes my enemy? she dont wanna let me touch her nei nei

The most desire thing you would like to do for her: touch her nei nei and make her happy =)

Your overall impression of her: my best girlfriend. i think we will get married =) heh.


nothing personal, just go away.

it was a tensed week. all the major papers are almost down, almost as in the first two papers for each subject is over there's still a paper for the 3 h2 subject im taking. it was a very tensed week for me, took a break yesterday because there is nothing much to go through for today's paper.


now to think about it, ive been trying to keep things inside me when i chat with judy. she HAS BEEN TALKING NONSTOP ABOUT SOMEBODY. i had to ask her to give me chance to talk . In the end she end up diverting the subject back to the person. -_-'' I WANNA TALK !!!!!

lol. acting like this mindless girl right now. buahahahaa

wee~ time check : 1.14am. im taking a short break from my studies and im very determine to blog about something within 15minutes =)


i have developed this really lousy habit recently. wahahaha. the bad habit of touching yq's face has rooted deeply in me. dont know why but ITS DAMN FUN AND NICE TO TOUCH LEH! okay, i love it but for some reason it seemed to be pissing him off.

case 1
*me touching his face *

YQ: Why you like to touch my face?
ME: orh. because its so small..... =)

*he starts to touch my face*

YQ: i like to touch your face also, because its so big
ME : -___________________-''

whatever.

case2
*me touching his face again*

YQ: eh dont touch my face leh, later got pimple.

*me took out the other hand and started rubbing the whole face with my hands*


HA-HA-HA-HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


time check : 1.21am

cool. i manage to finish this entry in 7minutes

enjoY~

back to studying.

Wee~ im back here bloggin like nobody's business and as though i dont have exams tomorrow. wahahaha...


just met up with him to have lunch. 1 and half hours just flew by like this, no wonder he kept saying that time really passes damn fast when we are together. HOR? MR YEO? lol.


sian.. im lazy again.

i wanna slp

dearest i love you.

sometimes i wonder when i can really grow up. it seems to me that the kiddish level inside of me is on the rise. at times i can be really cranky and babble all sorts of nonsense. really dont understand myself at times, i just do things when i feel like it as i feel like it. the sense of responsibility is lacking within me, especially towards him. i always let my emotions control my temper and hurl out things that hurt him. situation was worse in the past, im trying my best to change.


they say im really lucky to have him.

yeah i know. the intensity of emotions showered on me is beyond words and im grateful for everything that is bestow on me .guess its true about people getting greedy once something was given to them. should have think instead of feel when i make decision or to cast an impression/ perspective.


but right now, im numb to certain things.

its repeating over and over again, kinda like the recurrance series. so sick of it, im tired. it doesnt make me angry anymore, i simply give up and refuse to acknowledge anything. fragility should be the word. torn, broken and shattered. its beyond my control and powers, i simply ignore the existence and walk away.


let you be what you want. i wont get angry, theres no reason to. just let me go when i open the door, i will never turn and look at you the same way i used to.


you are no longer the same. dont try to pick up the pieces because nothing helps.
just dont even come near me.
i dont hate you, i just dont love you the way i used to.


people that i love, i really love you guys.


tired.

OKie. let me do this before i continue my maths. im damn fucking stress lah.



The person who tagged you : Judy Lim
Your relationship with her : She loves me
Your 5 impression of her :
1. Happy
2. Approachable
3. Funny
4. Nice
5. Gd Future wife =p

The most memorable thing she has done for you : when she gave her love to me. heh

The most memorable words she said to you : HA-HA? she is always laughing wif me!

If she becomes your lover, you will? nah, i rejected her. wahhahahaha

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing : LOVE ME MORE

If she becomes your enemy, you will? will i what?

The reason why she becomes my enemy? rejection by me lor. wahaha

The most desire thing you would like to do for her: smile with her and make sure she is happY!

Your overall impression of her: gd future wife. heh

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
1. I WANT A CAR.
2. I WANT A CAR
3. I WANT A CAR
4. I WANT A CAR
5. I want everyone around me to be happy! AND A CAR PLEASE?

How do you think people around you feel about you : hmm.... give me a car first

The character you love about yourself : lol. im a car lover?

On the contrary, what do you hate about yourself : i hate the fact that i have no car!

The most ideal person you would like to be with : Andy Lau lah. dumbbo. lol.

What do you want to say to your loved ones : i loove yoouuu. now, wheres my car?

Pass this quiz to 9 friends whom you wish to know how they feel about you :
( ER? AS IF THEY ARE GONNA DO? but whatever lah. just put down lor. wahahaha. )
1. YQ
2. Judy Tan
3. Shiying
4. Caryn
5. Heng Ling
6. Cecilia
7. Grace
8. JUDY LIM
9. JiaHui? < gosh. she stopped blogging. wahaha

When was the last time you chatted with #3 : like less than 12hours ago. wahaha

What kind of music does #8 like : Chinese songs! LOVE!!!

Does #6 has any siblings : A bro, A sis and some long lost bro

Will you woo #3 : YESH. she is my girlfriend what? haha

How about #7 : YESH. SHe is having affair with me!

Is #4 single : nahhh?

Surname of #5 : PEH PEH PEH. haha

Nickname of #1 : xiaoqiang!

What's the hobby for #5 : she loves to slack. wahaha

Do #5 and 9 get along well : nah. they both love me. so they hate each other ='c stop fighting! haha

Where is #3 studying at : with me lor! wahaha

Have you tried develop feelings for #1: -.-'' caught me off guard. wahaha

Where does #9 live : Jurong!! near jp!

What colour does #4 dislike : er?? i guess arh........ brown?

Is #1 and 3 best friends : nah?

Does #7 likes #2 : Perhaps...... i wouldnt know. wahaha

How do you know #2 : when i was peeing in toilet, she pass me toilet paper with her number. wahaha

Does #5 owns a pet : yes. many. lizards, ants lah... and etc.


okay. im done! back to maths!

im blessed. always knew that i am blessed but never know that the level of happiness surrounding could be so much..


been acting like a little child these days.


sweet

constantly reminded about my medical appointment with the hospital.
calls and msgs of concerns about my condition.
help to remove bone from chicken because i was too lazy.
duck meat tear into small pieces for me.


wee~

im happy. im blessed.


=)

i love you.

its 5.30pm and i just woke up.



wahahahahahahahahaaaaaa





damn, i must be damn freaking tired. oh well, i guess it is a good sign, i get to stay up longer later to study =)



showed my dad attitude again, crap.


blog later. +)