my dearesy friend did this to me. saw it like 1000000000000000million years ago. just damn lazy to do it. didnt even have the mood to blog, dont even talk about this. now that i have the mood, just settle everything at one go! yay!

The rules:

1) Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
2) People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3) In the end, you'll select 6 people to be tagged and list their names
6 Weird things about me lah.


1) I think im andy lau's wife. (wahahahahahahhahaa)
2) I complain non-stop about things. sometimes i wonder if i can ever shut up
3) I just bought TOTO that pissed me off to the core.
4) I LOVE SHOES........................................................... Okay, i mean foot wear........... wahaha
5)I........
6) I..... DUNNO WHY THE FUCK IM DOING THIS.............. YAY.........

6 people: u , u , u , u , u , u.


okie done!


just played hexic with judy.




















so damn happy can?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?! 109k!

lalalalalalala.......~

went to buy toto yesterday. damn fucking mad CAN?





















Quick pick system.




















really lah. KNNBCCB

HOW TO WIN ? THIS KINDA NUMBERS.
22, 23, 25 , 27,28,34

like waste 1/6 of my chance to win when i look at the last row. cecilia laughed until like crazy when she saw this row of numbers. fucking suay can?

more dishearten when i saw the third row

1,3,9,11,31,36

knn... now wasted like 1/3 of my chance to win liao. si bei sian....


cleared up my computer yesterday. judy is damn bloody right, im fucking narcissistic. wahaha. sorry, but i just love to scare myself with my own pictures! im happy!! wahahaha.


















cute doll with dirty truth. wahaha. =)

tata!

i wonder.


boO!

i shall stop blaming myself for everything that had happened.


just dont tell me that i worry too much for others and its time to think for myself. wished that i could but i really cannot.


guess they are really impossible to break bah. really dont wanna let this kinda things bother me further.


if its mine, it will come back eventually. im moving on in life le. months of agony and suspicions ended on 14 july. perhaps its better like this.


i dont love him, i love that him who lives in my memories.

the one who stood by me no matter what happens.
the one who always say im stupid and yet do the stupid things with me.
the one who protects me when i got myself into trouble.
the one who makes me smile by just calling my name.
the one who apologises when i start to cry.
the one who always gets angry when something bad happens to me.
the one who always come back no matter what happened.
the one who loves me.

wanted to ask him to treat her better. can i? can i take that kinda pain? i guess not, so i chose to shut up.


dont worry my friends.
im okay.
moving on really fast... really.


im a cry baby, i know =)

YAWNS. its been a long time since i last blog. or did i just blogged recently? whatever, really couldnt be bothered anyway. wahahaha.


went out with lia and huizhen the other day. nothing much actually happened. all i could remember is at the end of the day we went to the library.


















tried calling judy when i was in the library. KNN, the librarian kept asking me to go out to use the phone. fucking bitch sia, not as if there is a tonne of people over there. fucking bitch!


went to the children section because ms ker wanted to get some children book for her lessons. lia and me was damn tired so end up sitting down on the chair? table? whatever fuck it was. found some book on top of the thing, i just simply threw it on the floor to make space for lia.

OKAY FINE. I NO CONSIDERATION.

WHO THE FUCK CARES IF THEY HAVE RUDE LIBRARIANS THERE?

please lor, i bet the screaming kids are louder than me if im on the phone.



there was this huge stretch of glass infront of us, guess it was suppose to be windows bah? it has our reflection. so easy task lor, TAKE PICTURE.!!!!

















at first she really couldnt be bothered of what im doing. wahaha


















lalalala. joined in with me!!

we took alot of rubbish picture at the end of the day. -.-''


found a hairclip/band that looks like judy!
tadah!!!

















cute hor? haha


if i have the time, i will do the comparison thingy


wahahaha..



hai, i guess its time to swallow my fist or something. my big mouth caused me another problem.

-______________-

slutty goh made me panic like crap lah.

i hope somebody will pei him if not i will have to sacrifice myself.

hai.

SOMEBODY PLEASE.!!

read through the book.

the blue book which i promised to give you once i filled every page with my thoughts. i never get to do both of the things i have promised you.


the last entry was on Dec 2004.


realised that it has been 4 years since the very first day.
it has been a painful journey all the while.

there i wrote about how deep the feelings were, how strong the emotions felt. all i can do now is to regret that i have lost a simple part of my life.

i hate growing up. the you right now makes my heart ache and wonder where the simple you have went. what happened throughout these years that made you turn like this. perhaps im in no position to lecture, i wasnt with you all the while to stand by you.


stay strong, im always here.


你说得我全都做到，除了没把你给忘掉。。

its been clear that you have moved on in life. blocked me in msn for more than one and a half year. so what did i do to you to deserve this?


just wanna tell you that i want to be your friend.


happy that you have found somebody of your own and you wont complain about being lonely anymore. cried when i saw that picture , the pain just surges out. but at least i was happy, you seemed to have gotten the happiness you deserved.


your happy
thats what that mattered.

boo!

444 post. what a nice number eh?

been blogging about 2 years? not really sure. what im certain is that all these 400 over entries does not make YOU 'know me very well'. doesnt mean that you know me , talk to me and read my blog makes you 'know me inside out'. we are not even close and how can you say things about me to my friends behind my back? its seriously fucking irritating. AND WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT ME? NO MORE SUBJECT ARH? are you such a boring person?

i dont even know myself that well, so what makes you think that you know me?

so who the fuck i am? a by-stander? or izzit stand-byer? whatever shit it is, i dont give much of a damn.

whatever, it doesnt matter anyway.

*******

cried again yesterday. have no clue but why i seemed to be crying so much? no wonder judy called me a 'water tap'.

sometimes i cant help but to wish for a better life. why cant i be this, why cant i be that. why why why.

im not you, i wont understand what your thinking or how you feel.

guess im someone who doesnt understand that happiness is surrounding me. i have alot of people who pampers me so much.

i love you guys =)

i love my laogong andy . WAHAHAHA. just kiidding. -.-

blehx