my current fetish:
Perhaps the photo did not actually capture how beautiful it is, you should really go take a good look at the actual product.

the moment i saw it, i was totally in love with it.

im not a fan of red so obviously red wasnt the one which stunned me. amazingly or not, it was the pink that im totally in love with.

tell me how not to fall in love with a baby like this? the problem is that ......... its going at 1.5k.

thats the problem. ='c

anyway, mr lorrylongcar kept saying that im behaving more and more like a spoilt brat.

all because of the way i :

1) make alot of noise when the weather is so bloody warm and the only place i wanna be is one that is air-conditioned. ( no wonder our senior minister mr lee calls the GREAT AIR-CONDITIONER the greatest invention of the century) im gonna get so mad if anyone calls it air-con, how could you not respecting it? LOL. im kidding.

lorrylongcar says that it seemed as if the heat will kill me and i kept making noise because of that. then the makes a general statement that all girls cannot take the heat because his mother is also like this. as if he dont feel the heat and get irritated by it uh? hahaha. he just doesnt make noise about it.

conclusion : the heat wave is killing me, i need cool air

2) complaint that i hate taking steps and would rather choose a longer route just to walk on flat ground.

ya. i hate that. i admit that im old and fed up of going up the steps. there seemed to be ten million steps that i have to conquer just to get from one class to another. i dont wanna to go through that again just to get to your house. ='c

3) spendthrift

he was irritated when i changed my new phone within 6months and insisted that im gonna change my viewty again in another 6 months. NO WAY, IM SO IN LOVE WITH VIEWTY.

LALALALALA~ VIEWTY, MOMMY LOVES YOU!

dont even bother asking me about my wallet, i just need to get one.

fine lah, im a spoilt brat. eric's worst.

THAT gucci,armani and guess boy.

eric, i want a fendi bag. that fendi bag okie? hahaa

btw, judy! how could you, i wanna name my daughter faith okay? dont copy me!! LOL.

whenever things go really wrong for me, i always tell myself

faith, i believe in you.

i need to believe in all my beliefs to find the courage to move on. i like the word faith =)

tired

bye

Nothing much happened these few days. CCA finally ended for me, thank god. The boys were shockingly sweet when the presented us with the gift. amazingly, the box was pink and it looked damn nice and sweet.

anyway, im back to the spoilt brat that i am. there are so many things that i want!!

1. 500BUCKS

that lousy posb sent me a letter and informed me about that 2bucks that they kept deducting from my account. tried to borrow 500bucks from dad but failed. AHHH -.-''

guess im closing my account...........................

NO I CANT!

i need my debit card to fulfill my desire to sign on bills. ( okay im kidding. i hardly use that damn card )

2. Flowers

I WANT FLOWERS. ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE SOMEBODY GIVES ME FLOWERS.

I WANT I WANT!

3. Wallet

my bloody wallet is so dirty and i dont even know how to clean it due to the material. so i might as well get a new one. wahahaha.

4. Bag

i just need one.

5. shoes

i just need MANY!

6. nice nails

i want nice nails. i wan nice nails.

7........ im tired le

bye

are you happy with what you have now?

i really wonder.

why you kept turning back, its hurting me.

im upset, so what?

you turned back again,

you looked back again.

perhaps a small part of you wanna be right there.

there.

its there that your meant to be.

i cant stop, keep movin' on.

i have finally overcome one of my fears.
AND IM DAMN PROUD OF IT TO A STATE THAT IT BECOME ARROGANCE.
wahahahahahaa. i suck. so what???


always felt like donating whenever one of these drives comes to my school. feel only lah but never dared to because of phobia towards pain. im one of the least tolerant person when it comes to pain. so kinda missed a few of these donation drives since year 1.

anyway lia jio me to go and i thought that it was a great idea, at least my sister was right there with me.


YES, I DID IT.



i was really kb while waiting for the nurse to do the procedures. not because i had to wait but i was so freaking afraid lah.

lia was directly opposite of me and i kept talking to her loudly. had even wanted to give up at one point of time just because of my fears.

hey! i did it. even though it was a little painful and the uncle beside me kept scaring me. hey! i still managed to donate one packet of blood.

wee!

im so damn bloody proud of myself.

okay, perhaps im being a little drama over here.

=)

im happy lah.

you should go for blood donation too!

wee!

My stars are dimming and appears to be dying.

what can i do? why wont you shine for me once again?

i missed all the glitter and soft light that it all used to be.

wished that i could make you smile at me once again.

i cant, you cant, we cant.

they wont let me fall.

your not me

how you know what it feels like?

let me be.

icantloveyouanymore.
imsorry.

i trusted you, you disappointed me.
i trusted you again, you push me away
theres nothing i can say to take the pain away.
it hurts, you threw it away
ihateyou

I-Day was super crappy.

The school went all out to threaten the students so we wont be late and in the end we had to wait ONE CRAPPY HOUR for the guest to arrive. FUCK! i should have stayed at home to sleep. KNS, i took the bloody cab to school just to sit there and rot.

Everything was so boring and i almost fell asleep when they were giving out prizes. WHERE THE HELL THEY GOT SO MANY PEOPLE TO RECEIVE PRIZES?

perhaps there were two moments i was awake throughout the whole 4 hours there.

1) Lunch

not because the food was really tasty or something. So shock to see what was in the lunch box. 3 broccoli and one lump of terrible tasting meat. aiya, its GT food leh, what can we expect? the food in canteen taste like crap le, dont really have much expectation. the good thing is that at least the food is warm. hahaha.

the food was so bad till we went for desperate measures, steal from the teacher's/guest's buffet. even though the food there taste bad but it was so much better than ours.

i bet my mom ( who sucks at cooking ) can come out with something so much.

did they pick their cooks up from the streets? it looks like that.

2) one of the performance.

the emcees introduced the duo as the fruit of our talent pool. apparently the school set aside funds to develop special skills that selected students have. so yesterday one/two ( dont know who was inside the programme) went up to sing for the guest.

one word to describe the whole situation.

appalled.

yeah, i have finally experienced how that felt.

anyway i lost my ez link again. this is like the 3rd?4th time?

bad luck bah?

been really lazy the last two weeks, time to buck up!

jiayou!