31.8.08

its still that same old me,
your still the same old you.

do you think that its okay to be like this?
i dont know.
im bleeding inside because of the situation i see now.
i always asked myself
'why wont you? why you just wont?'
perhaps your still the same old you.
that answer alot of things that is happening now.
'why wont you?'
because this is your nature.
'why you just wont?'
same reason why i dont see chickens in the sky.
its innate.
in chemistry terms, its inert.
no matter what catalyst i put, it wont.

i can only push you to the far away lands
to prevent myself from getting hurt.

project B starts from
this moment.