the thought cross my mind unknowingly today.
i searched as my heart began to drop
i could feel that something choking my own breath.
i know, i guess its that feeling.

there are many times i would just go
'i... i... i..'
i stumbled on my own words.
this will always be my weakness

kept telling myself its not true
please, please dont let it be true
please, let my tiny flame of hope continue burning.
i dont know what im waiting for
but im waiting.

no doubt im happy with my life
yet... there's always this 'yets and buts'
perhaps there will always be this
greedy and selfish mentality.

for my world to wait for me.
for my past.....

movin' on.