Getting a little moody, not feeling good at all.

Complex emotions are surging up yet im feeling very very empty right now. Seems like i get this sudden enlightenment that perhaps what i am having in life isnt what i want at all. Im really starting to question myself about the things that i appear to have.

Is the green eye monster creeping up on me? Im envious of you, i am truly jealous.

It feels like im dying right here yet you are thriving in your own world. Sometimes i wished that this could happen to me, that would occur on me......... this that this that. yet everything just stayed at thoughts and wishy thinking.

There would be times i questioned myself if everything i was holding onto actually makes me happy or i was just hallucinating it? Is my life a projection of a snail? What appears to be hard outside can actually crumble easily and is totally empty inside. When i lose my shell, most probably i would lose my life and everything i ever had.

thats all

Last night, i had a really unbelievable nightmare. okay to me it was more like a dream containing a scary truth that never crossed my mind. i dreamt of my dearest friend,

JudyL

nothing special about it, perhaps she just happen to appear in my dreams cause i miss her sooooo much. it was the truth in the dream that was awfully scary!

In my dream,
1) She is a volleyball player
2) She became TALLER THAN I AM!
3) She was really snobbish and gave me that guai lan look when i was exiting the toilet while she was entering
4)She had a one night stand
5) SHE WAS PREGNANT!

OMG! i was in cold sweats when waking up, how on earth did i even dream of this?
guess i miss my dear friend too much that im starting to hallucinate so badly =C

btw,
i realised i have not blog anything about my birthday! will do it.......

soon!

Had been thinking about all the beautiful and interesting stuff that i wished to blog about. All of that sadly stayed as thoughts and pure imagination.

getting lazier and lazier as days passes, im starting to talk in bits and pieces instead of sentences. it would be wise for everyone to shun and avoid me at all cost, just in case my infectious disease of laziness starts spreading to ya (you-all).

really really really late entry.

Day with the girls =)

we went bowling that day, i was very eager to prove that my bowling skills are BETTER than expected. i had lots of fun that day, it was a laughter filled day. i love my girlfriends!!

superbowl

choosing the right one. =))
she was pulling her shorts all the time when we bowl =.=''

wee!

siok eng!


In the 'BN' aka Behind Nei Nei.

yes, im behind huizhen.

the final score for the first round. i still manage not to make a single pin fall for 3 rounds. just look slots 7-9.

during the game whenever it was huizhen's turn i would stand behind her and chant 'LONG GOU LONG GOU'! so if you take a good look at the scores, she had alot of dashes too! wahahaha! my power to curse is really really powerful okay? good work huizhen! HAHAHA.

after that we went to newyork newyork to have our dinner after the long day.

the nyny in jurong provides FREE COTTON CANDY! of course we were damn excited that all of us demanded for our free cotton candy even before we have our dinner.

judy tries to hide behind the cotton candy, proving that it is indeed a great big cotton candy. WAHAHAA.

mine!

perhaps it was the cotton candy, i went to the toilet after the meal as my tummy was hurting. perhaps it was the shit conversation that huizhen was sharing that caused my toilet trip. ( affected psychologically)

i was damn angry that i had second servings to make sure that it wasnt the cotton candy that made me go to the toilet!

yes, it wad the cotton candy.

i went to the toilet again after i finish the second serving which i shared with huizhen.

-.-''

a great day spent with people that i adore and love. its been a long time, hope that we can go out more often =))

thank you girls!

Girls night with sistas!

im getting lazy, let the pictures do the talking.

half drunked face. -_-'

great night out.

love you girls =))

currently im really sick, perhaps it was the unpredictable weather, maybe it was something else. one thing is for sure,

I FEEL LIKE SHIT.

theres really really so many things i hope to blog about but my laziness is holding me back. great, now i have one more excuse to shelf out myself from other important things.

been doing nothing much but living life as it is, boring and dull. next important date would be 28th April, it determines whether the 2k++ was spent wisely or wasted away. im hoping for the best =)

wish me luck.

will upload tonnes of photos the next time, i hope?

met up with people i love last weekend. =))


seeya!