supposed to upload pictures with regards to dearest's birthday, blogger went nuts on me. managed to only get 6 FREAKING PICTURES UP after more than 15minutes and the next lot of pictures HANGED when the uploading was near ending.

crap, now im fed up with the system. WHY SO SLOW!?!?

Anyway X's meimei was sooo sweet today, she gave me a sweet! what a darling! this really made my day, a small move by someone can really brighten up another's day. I LOVE YOU MEIMEI! =))

Kept telling myself to ' remain true and always remember to stay this way' when i was reflecting awhile back. looking back and after doing some self-reflection, indeed i have changed alot. ive became more materialistic and demanding in some ways. maybe to some it seemed like a bad changed but for me, i feel that my life has brighten up alot through these changes. no longer that teenager who feels that theres nothing in the world left for her and life has no meaning.

now, i learn to cherish and treat most of the unhappiness as a challenge for myself. theres a clearer picture for me on what i want to achieve and hope to be. so hopefully things will go my way since efforts are put in to ensure changes will happen.

change will occur for sure.

sometimes i get upset wondering if i did the right thing. now i realised that all i need is to remind myself constantly about how evil that person is then everything would be worth it.
HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPY!
'cause i will be extremely delighted when this problem is removed from my life.

ahh, just erase all the unhappy thoughts.

gonna be attending the 3rd wedding for this year! 3RD WEDDING. i guess when i reach mrlorrylongcar's age, everyone will be having their weddings. THEN I WILL FEEL THE REAL PINCH! so please please please dont get married all at once okay my dearest friends. wahahaha.

hope that debbie will have a blissful marriage =)