There was absolutely nothing that occurred that created the seed of hatred in me. I had this kind of feelings out of a sudden, so I ended up following my heart and did not even use my head to think a little.
In the next morning, the person that I've just decided to hate appeared right before me again. Being the extremely guai-lan person that i am, obviously i gave the victim cold shoulders. Then, it began to rain gently and i thought that even the weather was a reflection of what I felt within. ( damn emo right?) Sadly, I had to visit the market with the person that I've just decided to hate to get our lunches.
Guess my attitude towards this particular person was extremely obvious that at one point the person asked
' why you looked so sian?'
me: because you are right infront of me
At this point, i would like to reveal who the person is...
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anyway when we were going back, he suddenly passed me the green umbrella that he was using initially while he used the red one i was carrying when we went over to the market. I was puzzled by it as he hesitated a little before passing me the green umbrella but did not give too much thoughts about it.
In the end i realised what was actually going on when I was walking behind him. The red umbrella that I was using was actually damaged from the start. Honestly, i didnt notice it until I was walking behind him, determined to hate him till forever~~ lol. So i guess he saw it and just changed the umbrella with me without saying much.It dawned on me how my boyfriend always gives me the best and keeps the sub-standard for himself. I was actually very touched about his small gesture on the umbrella incident. perhaps at times i get a little forgetful and need constant reminders of how good my boyfriend is to me.
so, give a good thought of how great your partner is before getting angry. sometimes unhappiness can be avoided if one just be a little more appreciative!
<3 yongqiang!
lovesssss
