decided to blog again after a long break.

I was reading my old posts, theres a weird feeling that surges to tell myself that BY reading these entries, it appears that Im quite a positive person. Seriously, i dont even know if its true at all. life aint that bad but it doesnt mean its good at all.

there are bad emotions dwelled on this particular person because of someone. Im pissed at the actions of this particular person, seemed that what he says are just for show and there's little meaning in it. perhaps i feel a sense of justice for someone since the person he cherish so dearly treats him like shit. it hurts me because i dont bear to see someone else stepping over you and yet you pretended like nothing is happening and still smile. for that, im pissed with both of them. i really hate your apathetic behaviour at times, how can you take it so easy when someone treats you like ZERO? there was once you hurt me real deep just to defend him and it saddens me to the maximum. i dont think you remembered but i do, im still thinking about it at times because the insult came from you.

this particular person has recently pissed me off once again. this time i dont even know how to put across the words i want to say. the only thing im sure of is that hes a total loser and i shall not waste my time trying to act nice to him just because of some lousy claims two person made.

ahh! really dont know what these rantings are for anyway.

crap!

Seemed like blogging for the people at my age is an uncommon practice. Still remember it wasnt long ago when i was still asked "why haven you update your blog?". Yet in these days, one can go "un-updated" for years and nobody would feel anything weird about this.
perhaps this could be a good indication that we are more tied up in our actual lives that blogging has become a big work to complete. No doubt leaving small and short messages on facebook and twitter is more common and convinient for my busy friends. Still, i prefer reading blogs since it tells more stories and interesting facts one has to tell. Pictures and words adds value, meaning and depth. I truly enjoy reading blogs, so do start blogging again! Will update soon!