27.2.10

supposed to upload pictures with regards to dearest's birthday, blogger went nuts on me. managed to only get 6 FREAKING PICTURES UP after more than 15minutes and the next lot of pictures HANGED when the uploading was near ending.

crap, now im fed up with the system. WHY SO SLOW!?!?

Anyway X's meimei was sooo sweet today, she gave me a sweet! what a darling! this really made my day, a small move by someone can really brighten up another's day. I LOVE YOU MEIMEI! =))

Kept telling myself to ' remain true and always remember to stay this way' when i was reflecting awhile back. looking back and after doing some self-reflection, indeed i have changed alot. ive became more materialistic and demanding in some ways. maybe to some it seemed like a bad changed but for me, i feel that my life has brighten up alot through these changes. no longer that teenager who feels that theres nothing in the world left for her and life has no meaning.

now, i learn to cherish and treat most of the unhappiness as a challenge for myself. theres a clearer picture for me on what i want to achieve and hope to be. so hopefully things will go my way since efforts are put in to ensure changes will happen.

change will occur for sure.

sometimes i get upset wondering if i did the right thing. now i realised that all i need is to remind myself constantly about how evil that person is then everything would be worth it.
HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPY!
'cause i will be extremely delighted when this problem is removed from my life.

ahh, just erase all the unhappy thoughts.

gonna be attending the 3rd wedding for this year! 3RD WEDDING. i guess when i reach mrlorrylongcar's age, everyone will be having their weddings. THEN I WILL FEEL THE REAL PINCH! so please please please dont get married all at once okay my dearest friends. wahahaha.

hope that debbie will have a blissful marriage =)

19.2.10

Lots of things had happened over the past few weeks, im happy and grateful to everyone who had make the effort for me. i love you guys tooo much!

obviously, first would be dearest's birthday! mr yeo is finally 25million years old! had a really bad argument with him right before it, im really glad that all the stupid stuff is finally over. one more stupid crap to laugh at =)

As usual, kuku stuff happens when celebrations are planned. brought a balloon that cost more than 11bucks to surprise dearest. it was one of the cutest balloon i ever seen and I WAS DAMN FUCKING PROUD OF THE CHOICE OF SELECTION! in the end, the balloon was punctured by the most ridiculous thing that anyone could think of ; dearest's hair. -_-''

guess i was slapping the balloon too much into his head that it was eventually punctured by his hair that was gel-ed. managed to tape over the small hole before it deflates completely. the balloon was able to survive for another 2-3 hours with tapes on it.

the resturant we went to was nothing but marvellous!

20 BIG STARS FOR THE SERVICE~~
10 BIG STARS FOR THE SCENERY~~

impressed by what i saw and was inspired by it. now i have a clearer idea of what i should do for my wedding. HAHAHA! the bill came and everything we experienced was worth every penny of it. im certain everyone will like the place too!

the day ended up really simple with dearest sending me home.... specially arranged the dinner to be at the earliest time to ensure that he have enough time to send me home. lalalalaa.~~ smart rite?? =))

will update with pictures soon!