we were fooling around the other day when both of us fell on the ground in public. the first reaction i saw on your face made me "see whats coming" since i caused the small mishap. thought that you will sure turn around and scold me for being a fool.

yet instead of all the initial prognosis i had, you turned and asked if im okay. then you helped me to dust off the dirt and questioned if i hurt myself. it caught me by surprise, i was only able to hide all the feelings by my laughters.

honestly, i was touched by your reaction. at that moment i wanted to cry, im the apple of your eye. all the care and concern had been displayed through that split moment you asked if im okay.

thats all i need, all the physical pain would be eased.

heart!

QUEEN

is having 'Its a kinda magic' concert this saturday in Singapore. Im a little disappointed that I just got to know this piece of news. thought that they will never come to Singapore =c yet when they do, i wasnt able to attend their concert. HAIS. though Freddie Mercury is no longer around, im sure that the concert will still be excellent. Hope that the fortunate people attending this concert will have a good time =)

Perhaps my life is filled with lots of disappointments. there are many things that i really want, fought really hard and put in lots of effort yet its still beyond my reach. im at this point that i give into fate and let it plan my future. always believed that im able to create my own path and lead life the way i want. the events that i've been through made me realised that my life is largely affected by the doings of others when i wasnt in control. when i decided to make a change, im very different.

' i was borned in the ghetto but the ghetto is not born in me'

things that happened will always be the past. whatever and whoever's doing it was, i cannot change it anymore. My life is no longer controlled by others and im looking forward to it. i know who loves me and who doesnt, the list is very clear in my head.

loves,
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bad weather is literally killing me, realised that my temper expanded in proportion with the temperature of my environment. little things and events get right onto my nerves and BUAAAAHHH, im totally pissed.

past two days is a mixed of great and bad things. bad in the sense where i kept blowing up at mr lorrylongcar and the anger hits me right at my face. got really upset about issues, at the same time it was clear that i wasnt the only one who was upset by it. im sorry mr lorrylongcar, we've braved through so much all these while and i was still having doubts. we had also confirmed a secret event that we will be going which is totally great! there were talks regarding this 'secret event' but nothing much was done. extremely elated that things are progressing and we will carry our 'secret event' soon, just two of us!! lalalalaa~

anyway, take care my friends

cya!