my simple life

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 18:15:00 +0000

Absolutely tired today, was baking with dearest for almost half of the day. My body gave in at around 9pm and i slept till 10plus. When i woke up, *ta-dah* all the remaining cookie dough was baked.

My shoulders have been giving my problems for the last 4-5days. Im having problems raising, moving and carrying objects. initially i thought it was the bad sleeping posture that caused it but dad said something to deny such possibility. Its really causing some inconvenience in my daily life and i guess if things remained the same till monday, i shall see a doctor! I PROMISE YOU LORRYLONGCAR~! I WILL!

Thats all for the little update! =))

byes

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Wed, 06 Jan 2010 07:38:00 +0000

Decided to remove the music player, it gets really annoying at times.

Ever heard of the band Queen? Yes? No?

Anyway it doesnt matter because FREDDIE MERCURY is my current love! though he has left but his talent cannot be denied. I LOVE HIM. felt that he is a versatile singer and the genre of music Queen explores is more than rock or heavy metal. listen to Queen's songs if you can, you might find a few that is familiar to you =)

a video that i like where he scolds the audience 'Move it, you fuckers'

Enjoy it!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Tue, 05 Jan 2010 18:14:00 +0000

Review : Canmake Nail Glitter

People who knows me well would very well know that i am very into nail products again. LOL. so i will share the nail products i have just bought and tried. In the case anyone has set their minds to get it or never heard of these products, do take a pinch of salt before settling for it. Im no expert so opinions applies for me only.

This would be my first nail product review so i hope the one reading it will find it informative =)

Product Name : Canmake Nail Glitter
Price : $13.50 @ John Little before 20% discount ( maybe you can get it cheaper somewhere)
Source: my beloved judy lim who bought this product for siyun as present. i thought it looked interesting and decided to give it a try

Application Instructions

From what its illustrated,

1st coat : apply nail polish on about 50% of the nail

2nd coat : apply nail polish on about 30% of the nail

last coat : apply nail polish on about 15% of the nail

however for my version i decided to change the proportion to what i have pictured in my mind.

Packaging

First look

The nail polish is saturated with glitters of different sizes, polish is a little less viscous than normal nail polishes.

Try-On

Remember to first put on the base coat

(no, i do not care about cuticles!)

1st Layer

2nd Layer

Last Layer

End Product

Review
Application

Though product is less viscous than normal nail polish and the application is slightly challenging to create even shade throughout the nails. However the nail polish is meant to create such effects, so no worries at all.

Time to dry

Relatively fast, took about 2-3minutes for each layer to dry

Finishing

rough finishing and top coat is needed to smoothen out. this is to slow down the process of glitter from falling off due to normal wearing off.

Verdict : 7/10

I was having higher expectation of this product and it did not come out as well as i thought it would

Tips: Effect will show up only on light shades of polish of just on ur nude nails with top coat on.

what do you think about the product?

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 17:32:00 +0000

wanted to sigh and say
'hey man, i think you ought to wake up. YOU HAVE NO CLUE what shit you have got yourself into'

on second thoughts, who am i to even say the 'shit' situation im in is sooooooo much better than his that i have the rights to demoralise him? how much of a person/object worth depends on self-valuation and not determined by the rest of the world.

so here i wish you all the best.

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 15:18:00 +0000

met up with two of the most important people in my life.

loves...

will blog about it when im free..

lovelove!~

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 07:23:00 +0000

being in the twenties ( im only 20 by the way. not THAT old ) is a 'danger zone'. people around you starts getting married and all these intensive marriages will bound to cause a hole in your pocket. just take a look at mrlorrylongcar, 3 weddings to attend in the two coming months. no doubt its occasions to be happy and celebrate about but ITS REALLY INTENSIVE! thankfully new year is coming, losses will be recouped and the new-weds cannot hide from the HONGBAO GIVING. anyway i was also invited for all the 3 weddings so i will feel the pinch toO!!

so friends, please start saving up $$ for the 'red bomb'. we are all reaching that critical stage soon. wahaha.

anyway, i found my dream bag! same design and colours combination that i hoped for at half of the price.!

okay im bored right now.

byes

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 12:31:00 +0000

have to agree to a large extent when men say that the greediness in women is directly proportional to the rate of the increase of their age. perhaps it is not being increasingly greedy but increasingly used to being pampered and adapt to the environment quickly that lead to such misconceptions.

took a train the other day and overheard a group of xmm (aka xiao mei mei) talking, not on purpose but they were just standing next to me. they were discussing about not having the money to pay for some event that they were going.

one girl said this aloud while looking at her friend
'AIYA, you so rich. go pawn all your branded stuff lah. look at your watch and bag, all so branded!'

obviously being an inquisitive person that i am ( ahem!), i turned and took a good look at the 'branded' stuff that she was referring to. the items took me aback and i realised that i have grown up so much in this few years.. its been a long while since i have last considered puma and Adidas as branded. maybe i have got more materialistic as time passes or i forgot about how my dad worked hard for the money that i have been using.

ive started to adapt to this adult world so quickly, i actually forgot that 4years back, puma was 'extremely' expensive for me.. LOL! time to start value money more!

anyway branded whore lorrylongcar has a new found love!
Patek Philippe!

take a look at their advert!

just make you wanna go 'WAHHHHHH'

after hearing non stop complaints about how lousy my camera is all the while, ( idiots)

finally changed to a BRAND NEW CAMERA!

welcome mr TEETEE!!

panasonic tz7

did alot of homework before settling for this.

i love mr tee tee!!

byes!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 17:50:00 +0000

wee~~ wee~~

bought two revlon nail polish today, 2 for the price of one, the results were impressive. it dries up really fast and the finishing was good. guess i add more to my collection before this offer ends.

in for serious excessive shopping, whos on? i kind of regretted when i bought 5 BABY FOOT online, thought i must be outta my mind. why the hell did i even bought 5 of it? luckily shiying huizhen and judy had reserved from me so im left with one which most probably im gonna sell. dad was even crazier to suggest that 1o BABY FOOT should be bought. siao!

life has been wonderful and fufilling for the last 3-4 months. rediscover personal relationships with family and mrlorrylongcar. truely understood how pampered i was at home and the endless love showered on me. though we might have differences due to the similarity in characters, i do love my dad alot alot =)) hes one of the most important people of my life and obviously one of those who loves me the most.

mrlorrylongcar has been the best ever. have to admit that nothing comes easy and even till this moment we are trying as hard as we can, at least we have not given up on all that we worked for. maybe things will be better cherished and held on when we really go through tough times that challenged our hearts and minds. i love my boyfriend! YES I KNOW YOU DOTE ON ME!!

to add on, i had wonderful people around me whom had helped me and studied together during the tough period of time. THANK YOU ALL! we are free! free~!! the hard times were unbearable at times but we overcome everything with our determination =)) the constant reminders from each other to study study and study were the movitation that propels us forward! i love you guys!

then, it comes to my dearest friends who showed concern and especially SINING!!! thanks for all your sms-es. it took me by suprise and im elated to read all the encouraging sms-es. =))

lastly, thanks to a BITCH who had always disturb me whenever peace is needed! I LOVE YOU GIRLGIRL! muacks!! you made my day with your always-sunshine face. wahahaha. the thought of you makes me wanna kick you! wahahaha.

anyway the toughest journey had ended and now im waiting for the yield of the seeds ive sowed. hopefully things will turn out great !

wish that everyone will stay healthy and happy..!!!

think about a positive event everyday and you will feel blessed with all that you have =)

im really happy, are you?

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 15:44:00 +0000

felt like a stupid crap for not seeing this selfish world carefully. how could i lose my glass of defense and let this kind of truth hit me so hard? im beyond words, this had really taken me by shock.

guess im so much smarter then, why am i even so naive?

your not a good person

you're never.

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 16:30:00 +0000

my reccomended video of the day =) hope you guys LOVE it!

girlgirl was finally discharged from hospital today, thought she was okay and the recovery was a success. bad news came around 7pm when dearest called and said something else happened. hopefully things will get better in the coming days.

my love, you will be okay.

loves

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 19:14:00 +0000

Just got home after a trip to the emergency ward for girlgirl. she was vomiting non-stop for the whole day and it made dearest damn worried. she was less energetic like how she used to be and her temper got worse. perhaps the uneasiness had gotten into her, that might be logical to explain her eccentric behaviour.
so with little time for any thoughts, we sent her over to the nearest vet hospital. the moment we reached and left her on the floor, she was running around and sniffing like how she would normally. -.- WHAT A SICK DOG UH?
the bill eventually came up close to 300bucks!
though its not cheap but its worth it to know that girlgirl is doing great , the problem is a small issue.

lovelove!

now shes sleeping next to me,
im relieved to know shes fine.

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 17:53:00 +0000

i feel this strain inside my body. it seemed like something is choking me inside, making it harder and harder for me to breathe. perhaps something is wrong with my lungs. no, this uneasiness is coming straight from my heart.

feeling the heat right now, its all the tension that Ive been suppressing all the time..

there's a gut feel that something is wrong and i couldnt pin-point what is exactly the problem that cause so much disturbance to me.

work harder this time.

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 20:16:00 +0000

wee

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 18:55:00 +0000

Old blogger posting board is down. Tried the method to reverse the effect taught by Judy inside her blog but failed! Guess im a complete computer idiot and all these stuff seemed alien to me. Now im trying the blog draft version, hope that im able to publish this successfully.

Have not really updated my blog for awhile, so i will just do one right now =)

My dearest sister has went to tekong for her BMT training. There were initial plans on bringing huizhen and i to Tekong on her first day. Sadly the plans were spoilt due to the outbreak of H1N1. since the virus was deemed as 'UNSTOPPABLE', guess the best way to minimise the harm is to restrict the number of vistors in order to prevent the spread of virus.

She has been there since god knows when. I miss her dearly and hope to see her soon! She sent me the note before she left for her 'mission'. haha.

Yes, i love you too okays.

BGM was rather fun this year =) The KBox session at safra and free nelgene bottle. HEHEHE. Wenghua and i stuck together for most of the day. Poor wenghua has to listen while i complaint about Huizhen Pangseh us. HAHA. there were many new faces at YEC that i never seen before. I bet they were thinking 'who the hell is this member?' when they saw me. YES I KNOW IT, it was written all over their faces. DAMN! i really need to attend the meetings more often. Wenghua and i sang to our hearts delight at KBox. Need to do it lah! so many people over there, so little time. Kbox not cheap hor! hahaha.

This month is filled with lots of events that is rather anticipating. Hope to meet up with vicky and shiying soon. erm...... i guess thats about all the excitment for this month.

July has briefly passed us and its time to work even harder!

Im looking for a better sky,

Wish me luck!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 18:27:00 +0000

Im looking for a better sky. wish me well.

hearts!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 18:16:00 +0000

Now i'll be going ' OH! I SEE!'

this is the type of life you want. OH! I SEE! the differences in opinions, i no longer wish to waste my time to talk about things. talking out and trying to make things better. Why do that when in the end its gonna turn out to be the same. we will always be stuck at the same old point.

OH! I SEE!

if this is what you want, go on then. do whatever that pleases you, it no longers bother me. as each day passes, it feels like i couldnt care more and more.

ya, so go on. Make My Life Easier.

OH! I SEE!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 19:18:00 +0000

blogger has turned its back on me again. the posting mode was okay when i last blogged but now i guess it has revert back to its old self. well, i can only wait.

met up with lia today =)) its been awhile since i last saw her. nothing much has changed but huizhen has fly our aeroplane again. wtf? its a day with all the loves in my life. LIA,HONGU,YIXIAN,WENGHUA =)) the meetup wasnt too long but i enjoyed their company. its great to know that everyone is doing fine. thats the most important thing.

after that i went over to the SOME shop. got fooled by the gimmick and i do not like it. felt like a wasted trip and effort, dearest and i agreed that we have been fooled. we walked away like idiots after staying at the shop for like 10seconds? hahaha. decided to go take a look at the new ion shopping mall. IT WAS REALLY REALLY HUGE.

recieved a message that i wasnt needed at anymore. it kind of upsets me because i thought everything was doing great. i even bought a gift for the little one and i wanted to ask the other about things. there were plans for changes and things i wanna do for them. im disappointed but nevertheless, it was an enjoyable experience. it could be a good thing! im having more time for myself and less overworking. haha

things happened again today. when i first heard of it, there are 101 mean things that i almost blurt out. i controlled my emotions and cooled myself down. maybe im really like this, i have nothing good to say about people that hurted me. hurling nasty words and having heated arguments are just part of who i am. thankfully im able to keep it down today and think positively.

its 4.02aM

wish me luck!

PRESS ON!!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 16:19:00 +0000

Blogger is finally working! wee~

new found strength and energy to continue my destiny =) hehe~

PRESS ON! PRESS ON!!

im trying to learn self discipline and sleep earlier right now. saw hengling's dark eye rings and it is really terrible. DONT BE SO STRESSED LAH!

meeting dearest lia tomorrow with the rest of the gang. wahahaha. its been donkey years since i last saw her and I STILL HAVE YET TO RECEIVED HONGYOU'S BIRTHDAY PICTURES!!

PRESS ON! PRESS ON!

burnt my saturday studying my stuff. THIS IS A RETRIBUTION FOR NOT WORKING HARD WHEN I SHOULD. =c its fine, at least im happier and i dont feel the guilt for not working hard enough.

PRESS ON PRESS ON!

Have been so busy lately that i feel like im losing time for myself. why why why why? sometimes i feel like i was being stupid for doing things irrationally and it caused so much trouble for me. though working is hard but i really enjoyed it. =) they might be the ones im complaining all the time but they are also the ones i loved dearly.

its not easy but WE CAN DO IT TOGETHER.!

PRESS ON!! PRESS ON!!

LOVES LOVES!!

PRESS ON! PRESS ON!!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 08:48:00 +0000

Yesterday, dearest mentioned that he felt that i have changed alot in the one year plus that we have been together. He said that i used to call and 'niao' him whenever he delayed in calling me. Whether he was just taking a short breather after work or for whatever reasons, i would call and scold him impatiently for the delay. Thankfully i have changed.

Though i cannot remember all these that had happened but i have no doubts about it. That was the type of person that i was and i remembered vividly that whenever i scolded him, i would say that i did it because he is important to me. it was exactly how i felt back then, because i care thats why i will say something. Looking back, i dont really understand how my boyfriend is able to tolerate all these and still stuck with me through all these times.

many things had happened and i finally thought it through. there are things that i let go and never wanna take them back. Ive made my decision and true enough, im alot happier. ive threw everyone who did not cherish the chances away and use the energy to love everyone else who loves me. im not angry, i cannot even be bothered to.

indeed, the new gained perspective has made me cherish and love others more. =)

i need to work harder, i fought for the chances.

thanks to all.

loves!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 08:42:00 +0000

Lia finally called me on the night after i blogged about her NOT calling me. Im elated to hear her voice and know that shes doing great inside. =) LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Both of us even came out with a prank to be played on Huizhen. thank god she didnt fall for it, if not our dearest lia will be crying on her bed.

hahaha.

loves!

im experiencing problems with blogger, anyone else have problems too?

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 09:16:00 +0000

Life is in a mess.

It appears that im sinking into a deep pool of misery and at the same time im pulling you in. Im sorry. theres nothing much i can do for myself, my life is being controlled and im the joke over here. i hate it and i cannot do anything.

its only the 14th day of the month and i spent ALL my allowance. Now living on credit and hopefully things will get better........ I need $$$!!

blah blah blah blah..

anyway lia has went into tekong there was NO CALLS, NO MESSAGE from her since yesterday. She promised and THERES NOTHING! kns.................................person.

tired.
time for maths

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 19:30:00 +0000

the level of stress is building up once again.

it feels like i have so little time, what can i do?

work, work work!

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 19:22:00 +0000

Its scary how greed is able to consume one's moral values. Worse when the greed morphed into ignorance and selfishness in one. It would be more suitable to say that it didn't morphed, some people just choose not to see it and pretended that all the excuses are correct.

My reasoning became your excuses, your excuses are bullshit to me.

The worst is that you not only hurt the people whom had loved you unconditionally, you have also hurt everyone else who loved them. I always said that i wouldnt think that you are 'kelian', your just simply 'kebei'. do you even bother to find out the difference? i guess not. you do not deserve all the sympathy others gave you. YOUR THE REASON WHY YOUR IN SUCH A SORRY STATE.

guess you will always stay the way you are, blaming everyone else but yourself for all the failures n mishap you experienced. so stop shedding your crocodile tears infront of me. i promised myself to remain unmoved no matter what happens, i gave up on you. everything that i owe you had been returned. for all the disappointments, torment, pain and tears that you caused, it was all the installments for what i owed you.

just stop saying that you love me the most, how come you are always hurting me then?

thats the end, life goes on.

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 07:00:00 +0000

Starhub just made a call to me... TO FREAKING REMIND ME TO PAY THE FREAKING BILL!
I swear that i will cancel the freaking line as soon as the contract ends. SUCH a big company yet kept pestering me nonstop about the bill. No wonder SINGTEL will always be NUMBER ONE, starhub doesnt even come near.

I hate starhub.
( no idea how many times i said this, saying it one more time to emphasize my degree of hate.)

saw the invitation for gen's birthday celebration yesterday. Unfortunately, it falls on the same day where i have already promised Hongu to celebrate his birthday together. lets see what happens bah? i really wished to go for both the celebrations =))

Its your life, do whatever you want to. for all the things you have done brought nothing but disappointment and lost hopes towards yourself. i dare not wish for anything else but a peaceful life from today onwards. dont bother with your small little tricks trying to get my attention, i seriously dont even bother or have desire to talk to you. if you would, just get out of my life and dont even appear infront of me. we shall live our lives in peace, thats all.

used.

noreply@blogger.com (sweix) — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 18:19:00 +0000

Picture taken on 28th Aug 2007

Its really amazing how i feel while looking through the old pictures.

Perhaps 22months had been a really long period of time to make me forget how happy i was holding onto your hands.

i guess i didnt forget, the happy feeling had changed into a sense of security and trust.

I can always count on you to pull me back if i lost balance,

now im happy in a different way.

whenever i saw an old couple holding their hands together,

I always asked ' Will you be holding my hands even when we are old and my skin is wrinkled?'

you will patiently answer 'yes, i will'.

As of today, you had been faithfully keeping this promise of yours. =)

Thanks for holding on in a different sense.