You Are 10 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

YEAH GREAT

IM 10

WHAT SHIT IS THIS?!?!?!?!

He is mad. Fucking pissed.

The amount of vulgarities he used today is more than what i heard from him for the last 2 years. Normally i was the one who swear and talked like some sailor? haha. however the table has turned today.

INCREDIBLE.

In the past no matter how i bullied, sweared, hitted, kicked and etc him. There was no vulgarities or whatsoever. I always seen him as someone with good temper and perhaps good upbringing.

Guess he really hated her so much that he can swear this much. Had always known the fact about him disliking her but never thought it was HATRED.

Beware.......

Anyway i have collected my pay today. One word to describe.

PATHETIC

At the rate im going, it will take less than 3 days to completely dissolve it till nothing is left. HAI.

As i was in the cab just now, many things flashed across my mind.

Guess many will scold me because i let chance just slip away like this. Allowing something that everyone hoped for in their lives to just never coming back to me.

Yeah. regrets. What else can i do then?

I dont hate her. I really dont.

Just dont wanna see her.

The only thing she would do is to remind of you and every wrong doing i ever did to you.

Hiding.

How nice do you think the people in a neighbourhood can be?

They are nice to the extend that I WAS SO FUCKING IMPRESSED!!

First,

there is this boss that tells you to have a break while you are working hard. Even when you broke 'expensive' products, all he said was

'Its okay, nevermind. I'll get a new one for you'

Extremely patient man who cares for his employees. He seemed so great that some of them even thought of going back to work for him next year. WAH!

After the bullshit work experience i had previously, this could be the only job that had held on for the longest and i did not detest working.

Next,

When we were having lunch, this man came up to us with a bowl in his hand and said

'IF you want this, go there take yourself'

Obviously its free. That man dont even work in the place that we were having lunch at. he is just another customer. Perhaps a regular one. its so carefree at that place. Even if you want to get a can drink, its DIY. have to scoop the ice yourself and nobody bothers about you. the owner would just sit infront of the television and not bother about you. I guess even if you did not pay, it doesnt really matters.

It can be bad, It can be good.

However it feels like your at home. =D

We reckoned that the place is filled with rich people. Hence money do not really matter to them, they are just doing it to pass their time.

JUST look at the amount of private property there. WAH.

YES, ITS ALOT MORE THAN THE WESTWOOD AVE. Making a daring estimation, more than 70% more private property.

LASTLY,

The people there are so friendly!!!

yeah, that is about it. haha.

the only thing that i hate about that place are CATS.

A cat freaked me out the other day. I was petrified. The fear of cats is killing me.

WHY ARE YOU SO SCARY?

HAIX

Im feeling extremely lucky and i have strong feeling that IM GONNA BE SO FUCKING LUCKY FOR THE REST OF THIS YEAR.

HAHA.

If that is not the case, at least the lucky-lady or dont know what lady is smiling at me for the 1st month of year 2006~!





Not exactly my dream phone and the first time i saw it i thought that it was damn ugly. However when i saw the functions, i loved it. Guess it was because of the

2Megapixels Camera

yeah, so that means i can take more toilet signs AND I CAN DEVELOP them! haha.

Gonna work tomorrow. It is not the thought of working really brings my mood down, the thought of waking up in the morning really dampens my mood. I detest waking up in the morning and the conditions worsened after my O levels ended. I slpt at a later time and obviously woke up later.

Heard that the Olevel results are coming out around mid feb....


WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY!!!!!!!!!!

WHY SO FAST!?!?!

YA, anyway forget about it..


Went to J8 the other day. Saw this group of students in the foodcourt chatting. of course its not just any other group of students. they are from RAFFLES. the moment i saw them talking, i pondered over what topic they are on.

for my friends, the thing that we chat when we are sitting in a big group is CRAP. however when i looked at that group of people, the sterotype is that the only topic that will be surrounding their conversations are studies.

REALLY REALLY REALLY wished that i would be as smart as them. that would be then people would stop thinking that I WOULD DO AND SAY DUMB THINGS.

CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK THEY WOULD TALK ABOUT? please?


STOP!

Spent around one bloody hour in this BLOODY bus filled with BLOODY PEOPLE. Its extremely fucked up to have people thinking that they are so damn tiny and they are able to SQUEEZE their way in to the crowded bus.

IN THE END WHAT HAPPENED???????

You will have some other 'tiny person's' ass close to your own ass. It happened to me. The situation was so awkward! Honestly i do not wish to have another person's ass stick close to mine. At first i thought it was space thingy and honestly i do not know who the hell was having the ass close to mine. When i turned and look why the hell i have something rubbing against me, it was an auntie.

Dont really know what the hell is her problem. SHE had such a big fucking space RIGHT infront of her yet she wouldnt move. INSTEAD she rather stand in such a position that her ass was rubbing against mine at times. WHY THE HELL AND WHAT IS HER PROBLEM?!?!

INCONSIDERATE~

I was there trying to move away but i guess to her ITS NOTHINg!! THERE WAS NO EXPRESSION(S) OR WHATSOEVER!!

After that was better. Liyin and me was stuck near the backdoor of the bus. NICE~

When the bus was reached a stop, passengers alighting comes from all directions. It was lucky that i managed to get away from that chaos. Liyin was really pityful. she was stucked in the middle of nowhere and practically getting brushed, squeezed and whatever shit by the passengers who were alighting.

Of course after we reached the interchange, we started to complain. HAHA. typical us.

Quest

My computer came back!!

Yeah~~

Even though ALL of the old freaking problem is gone, THE SPEED OF THE INTERNET CONNECTION is still bloody slow.

After many no-mood-to-get-a-job-days-but-i-was-forced-to-because-of-excessive-nagging, I have finally found a job!!

I quit the next day.

HAHA.

Now i am working in this ulu-ulu place. Its amazing to have such a big building yet THERE ARE NO FEMALE WASHROOM.

conclusion: everyone in the same level uses the same washroom regardless of sex.

It's quite pathetic actually. There are no decent washroom around the whole area besides the petrol station next to my workplace. Overall the environment sucks like hell. Honestly i am very pissed. In 2day's time, the money spent on travelling will take up at least a huge part of the amount i was paid. I know lah, its easy to tell by that sentence that im paid little like what. haha. however the job is really interesting and there is no stress =] its only the environment thingy that is very irritating.

perhaps... i should have been more

Understanding.

Currently im at xiaojun's house.

it seemed that once bad things happen to you, EVERYTHING else comes tumbling down...

My computer broke down COMPLETELY. crap! it has been having problems for like a million years and until now then it broke down. should i say that im fortunate or what?

My handphone is damaged. the worst shit is that i have sent it down for repair a couple months ago and now the same problem occurs again. the fucking phone will cost me 150bucks to repair it. i mean even if i sell the phone i dont even know if i can get 150bucks!

shit...............