10.12.07

The last two days was a disaster, kept vomiting and having serious diarrhea case. Guess i had something that is unsuitable on saturday, ended up vomiting the only meal i had on that day. yesterday was even worse, i could barely look at the food and not feel like vomiting.


hope i get better today. =c



Hongu was really sweet and nice to me saturday. gave me money to take cab home after seeing me feeling so unwell. sort of touched by his small gesture because this is a side of him that i dont really see. perhaps it is the fact that he is going off for ns soon so he want to do good things for his friends bah. i will miss you dearly leh hongu. =c


felt like i have betrayed him in some ways after he handed me the money. wanted to take the letter out and act like nothing has happened, i cant cause i just wanna help her before their lives actually go parallel. it upsets me to see my friends end up in such an unworthy war.


tried and failed. at least we tried.


mrlorrylongcar was being so nice to me yesterday. kept calling me whenever he was free to chat with me to kill my boredom. okay, maybe he is also very bored so we are sort of helping each other. hehe. kept pestering and questioning him when we are able to meet up, i really need a serious favour from him. took some pictures of the meal that caused me to vomite and now i dont dare to open my own gallery cause im afraid of the sight of the pictures. i want him to delete the pictures for me!!! lorrylongcar!! quick leh, i wanna meet you up =c


blog later,

feeling all sick again